I want RPG with big giant endless green landscapes, a backpack, a sword and a sense of adventure.
Why can't I go back? Why am I so depressed I only want to end my life?

Everything is gay tranny retard faggot political shit, fuck this shit world you retards have created.
Why should I work for anything in this soulless shithole? Fuck it.

Grow up faggot.

>>507504267
Telling people online to grow up is worsely more immature than anything OP said

>>507504267
What for? So I can stress over barely being able to pay for rent while working for assholes half the time I'm awake and come back to home to some vapid whore who calls me a loser every time she sees someone in social media doing better and not knowing when she's gonna betray me for some bbc?
Fuck off

>>507504708
We both know you'll never have a wife waiting at home for you.

Grow up, faggot.

>>507504826
That's right, cause I will always refuse to "grow up".
Cope and seethe, faggot.

>>507504204 (OP)
It’s over, anon.
The dream is over.

>>507505036
Your choice faggot. Enjoy roping when you get drafted. Nobody will notice or care.

>>507504708
>What for? So I can stress over barely being able to pay for rent while working for assholes half the time I'm awake and come back to home to some vapid whore who calls me a loser every time she sees someone in social media doing better and not knowing when she's gonna betray me for some bbc?
your parents will die and you'll be on the streets. Then you will will really have to grow up

>>507504627
grow up faggot

>>507505253
It's so easy to dodge the draft it's unreal. But it won't happen cause the US isn't joining the war, retard.
Hail Trump.

>>507504204 (OP)
This is why white people are losing.

>>507504708
All the good looking women who would make great wives and mothers are taken in high school and college the latest. Whatever remains is taken shortly after they enter the workforce. There exist very few good looking (7 and above) women that are single and have a good heart, are modest, raised in a decent family, soft spoken and pretty. The window of opportunity when they are single is very very narrow. These are the 2% of women, the highest stock of females this wonderful creation can offer. If you don't frequent their circles or the events they attend you have no chance of meeting them. Women also don't go anywhere alone, so whatever hobbies women have or events they attend it is done with their husband or boyfriend and if they are single with their groups of friends.

tldr; there simply aren't enough single good looking young white women to go around for everybody, they are rare and exist mostly in very niche places where men without social circles (loners) can't get in to

>>507504204 (OP)
Genshin Impact and Wuthering Waves.

>>507505343
His wife will get BLACKED one day and then he will be humbled.

>>507504708
Work harder, get your own place, save enough to honker down for a few years, make your own dream vidya

>>507504204 (OP)
Put down the tranime and go outside

>>507505259
I have a gun
I will never be on the streets
I'm doing good on food stamps anyway

>>507504204 (OP)
buy a big ass tv from walmart for like 200 bucks, hook it up and fire up one of those games and get fully immersed, fuck it

>>507504204 (OP)
I want to sell my parents house when they pass away, buy a small cuck studio and spend next 5-10 years playing old games like Legend of Kyriandia, Full Throttle, Sam and Max, BG2, Fate of Atlantis, Quest for Glory.
Once money runs out I will off my myself.
I am 45 and gave up on life long time ago.

>>507505887
based
maybe I'll do the same

>>507505259
>your parents will die and you'll be on the streets.
He will inherit their house/flat and can sell it to buy cuck studio at home country or even better abroad and use the rest to sustain himself for 5-10 years.

>>507504204 (OP)
JRPGs created wonderful colorful worlds with a powerful sense of adventure. I never enjoyed Western RPGs as much as the old JRPGs.

>>507504204 (OP)
Just tokenize and shopify your hobby. 6 figures easy.

USE BULLETIN BOARDS on the side of your chair to hold a mousepad and keyboard. Bunk bed hooks for the keyboard.

Comfortable oldman gaming. Hours! Feels like nothing on the joints.

>>507505887
Or you can just get a job and use what you get to sustain yourself instead of being a bitch.

>>507504204 (OP)
go mod skyrim, then realize spending 100 hours making that pile of shit playable is better spent actually making something of your own

we live in an age of ai sloppa. you might as well take advantage of that and use it to make the game of your dreams, even if its in some shitty drag and drop engine. a man needs to work on things, make things, not consoom 24/7. even if it's something seemingly small and pointless, or even digital instead of physical. it doesn't need to be in pursuit of jewish ambitions, but for yourself

>>507504204 (OP)
You only get the one childhood. The ones who dont let go end up as those reddit switch fags or diaper queers. Dont get me wrong the crushing pain of an adult perspective is awful alot of the time but life is as life is. You can still chase a slice of that feeling but you will never have the full pie.

>>507504204 (OP)
>I need to feel childhood again

take some shrooms desu

>>507504204 (OP)
Wow you need a hobby big time dude or a family. Pick up a wife and start making kids mate. I mean do that right now

>>507505585
I don't even think I care about getting a good wife any more. Maybe I never did. Everything in this world finds a way to feel gross.

Go on a pilgrimage to wherever and see the entire thing as one big symbolic vision quest. I wish all of you could experience that kind of magic in your life. No drugs required but might help.

>>507506299
In my opinion thats more what its like to be a baby again rather than a child as it strips you of all pre-thoughts or reference

I'm kind of glad I had a bad childhood so I don't long for anything

>>507504204 (OP)
Have a kid. Youth is for the young. It’s fleeting and you don’t realize what you have till it’s gone. Only way to get that back is to start new life and watch them go through the same things appreciating it for them since they won’t know what they have until they age out of it too

>>507505887
That doesnt sound like giving up on life. That sounds like a solid plan.

>>507504204 (OP)
Same, i wish i could enjoy vidya like i did when i was a kid. Everything sucks now, new movies, games and shows. I tried picking up some old games and i was interested for a little bit, but then it got boring again...
REEEEE i want my depression to fuck off so i can play vidya and actually enjoy every second.

>>507504267

KYS faggot. I income, height, car, and bench press mog your faggot ass and I love a good RPG.

>>507506561
it's not depression, everything really does just suck now

>>507504204 (OP)
in response to simply the need to "feel" childhood point specifically
try cardio (jogging, running, anything moderately intense)
something inexplicable happens once you start doing it every day
might take a couple of months for it to kick in but you'll know it when it happens, you'll have a few brief moments of perfect recall of how things were when you were about 6 years old. like a flashback. very interesting stuff

>>507504204 (OP)
is this the thread? im 30 years old and im realizing i will not accomplish anything. my 20s were miserable, i am trying to secure my future but it may or may not pan out. that book i was planning on reading has been sitting there for two years. that game i wanted to play came out 5 years ago. my path is unchangeable at this point, maybe i never could change it

>>507504204 (OP)
I'm considering launching a company that makes new RPG like this but no idea how to mass sell them

>>507504204 (OP)
I saw Planet of Lana, is it any good?

>>507504267
always a kike shill with the first post

>>507504204 (OP)
Go hike the Appalachian Trail, homo. You're not doing anything else anyway.

>>507504204 (OP)
Your childhood is playing dumb games instead of spending time with your family? Fuccing bloody

>>507506218
>Or you can just get a job and use what you get to sustain yourself instead of being a bitch
Yeah, not being a slave for Mr.Sheckelstein is being a bitch, mutt.
Fir the record I do have a job, and it's the worst hell you can imagine, that means you barely have a y free time to play video games.
Considering you are a muttoid, you probably beli e I should have a wife and some brats to slave away even more

>>507504204 (OP)
even if you had that game you wouldn't enjoy it as much as you think because you're not a kid anymore
kids are a blank slate, everything is a novelty to them
unlike their first play through of an RPG, you're playing a new rehash of the same fucking rpg you've played since you were a kid with slightly better graphics