After reading a lot about social darwinism I started to learn genetics too, and there's a point where you realize genetics are 90% of what people are. Natural selection no longer works, females only select people for tallness and being agressive retards, and people no longer die for not being fit for survival.

I just realized I come from a family of dysgenic retards, like most of them are just intelligent enough to not starve to death depiste being white. It's pretty blackpilling to realize your genes are shit and they wouldn't have survived in hader times. It's kind of liberating too since I no longer think about raising children anymore. I'm talking of legally blind family members with all sort of allergies, heart problems, schizophrenia, alzheimer... And all of them are wagies or neets, only my mother and me are the exception.

>i'm gonna end my life because /pol/ science memes
grim
you live in the first world faggot, man up

>>507710341
I'm not going to kill myself, I just gave up on forming a family or working myself to death. I will just work as few as possible and enjoy my hobbies. It's just an insight for you anon, to make reflect on your own family and consider if it's worth it to work hard to form a family just to have a retarded kid. I'm not exaggerating about my family, only my mother and me are not complete retards, but we have so much Myopia that we are almost legally blind. And you have to consider women manifest way less mutations than men and their IQ tend to be closer to average with less deviations, the males in my family are actual slow and lazy retards barely capable of being wageslaves. I don't want to have a kid with all sort of genetic diseases. Hitler was right about killing retards.

>>507710689
You are retarded man all the shit is from eating bad

find a girl and make a family, don't be a little bitch! Eat right and exercise

>>507710689
>Hitler was right about killing retards.
This was not a concept concocted by Hitler, it was a pure reality of life and most civilizations would outright ostracize the mentally challenged and the severely physically disabled due to their inherent lower value. At one point or another in everyone's life, we have pondered what the point of allowing people with certain disabilities to be born is -like Downs-, but very few of us dared to go beyond the ontology of "medical advancements" because of the deeply saddening implications of doing otherwise.
Two of my cousins -siblings- are mentally challenged, one of them being fully a autistic, 6'4'' -by the time he was 15, I don't know nowadays- unstable and aggressive bio-weapon that I have never known to be able to speak to anyone other than his mother and sister and, said sister, which has an obvious mental retardation that has resulted in her having the intellectual capabilities of a dementia sufferer.
Even as a child, and when being told about this side of the family, I could not understand how my aunt went on to full term with both pregnancies, despite having been warned both times.

>>507711059
>Eat right and exercise
I already do, and it makes a big difference. But genetics are real and most of you are completely bluepilled on this. Eating good and excersising help you reach your genetic potential, which is pretty low in my case. Except for muscle gains, people in my family can easily gain muscle mass. But they are retarded and ridicously ill.

>find a girl and make a family
it's not that easy, read my first post. I would have to find a man with no mental illness in their family, no alzheimer, no heart problems, perfect eyesight, no allegies... Then I estudied Mendelian inheritance and I realized than even if I found a completely healthy husband, there are extremely high chances of my defective, dominant genes manifesting on my children.

I'm extremely racist and it really hurts me knowing all of this because I'm actually pale white with blue eyes, and I want to help my race to survive. But this is a really overlooked topic, there are dysgenic white trash who is almost as retarded and violent as niggers.

>>507711807
>Even as a child, and when being told about this side of the family, I could not understand how my aunt went on to full term with both pregnancies, despite having been warned both times.
Religion maybe?

>>507711927
This is all retarded sophistry, I have had multiple health problems including removing a tumor in my head, but when I found my soon to be wife none of this shit matters. When you find somebody you love then things become very simple and even the bad parts of life seem not so bad. So focus on that first

>>507711807
>Even as a child, and when being told about this side of the family, I could not understand how my aunt went on to full term with both pregnancies, despite having been warned both times.
retarded people don't think about those things, when they bring a new retard to the world they just shrug it off, they never think they are dysgenic. Sometimes I envy the more retarded family members, since they don't have enough self-reflection to understand they are genetic trash. My aunt had a daughter who is 11 year old and she's extremely dysgenic, ADHD, Myopia Magna, all sort of allergies, eating disorders... At least she seems to have an average IQ, but that's just a woman thing. Her male children will be retarded.

>>507710233 (OP)
I got LL surgery, and pretend to be someone else

>>507712171
>This is all retarded sophistry
it's not, study basic genetics. The tumor in your head might be something related to your enviroment, but when there isn't a single healthy person in your extended family you realize there's something really wrong with your genes. I'm not bringing an ill children to this world, I might considering adopting white children, but my genes shouldn't be passed.

You can still fall in love/get married, I know many couples without kids. You can also adopt if you want.
Personally I'm too misanthropic for that and mostly enjoy being alone and taking it easy, but all that is still an option.

>>507710341
The “first world” is literally the source of debt slavery that encompasses the entire planet you tedious faggot. Some spic bitch can facilitate the building of 2 houses simultaneously in her home country on a 25$ job and not have to put up with retarded zoning laws or building code because it’s all bullshit anyway meant to be cartoonishly mirroring the fear of being sued. Meanwhile domestic citizens can’t even buy a home without a bank involved and it’ll take 40 years for an average home to be paid off at which by that time you will probably fucking die because you stopped working. It’s not a country, it’s an economic zone and it’s designed to fuck literally everyone over that uses it overtime. It incentivizes illegal immigration and is a major grifting point for kike D&C by making it about race when it is entirely centrally planned economics facilitating this dogshit.

>>507712326
>I got LL surgery, and pretend to be someone else
I never mentioned height, superficial shit like height or breast size is the least of the problems in my family. I'm talking about actual dysgenic shit like everyone having hardcore mental health problems and having weak hearts.

>>507712412
>Personally I'm too misanthropic for that and mostly enjoy being alone and taking it easy, but all that is still an option.
me too anon, I'm kinda comfy right now. But I consider that option when I'm older, I don't want to end up like those insane cat ladies.

The worst part is how our government is intentionally dysgenic. They bankroll single mothers with no impulse control and no interest in family or community to just have more and more children--and we have to pay for them to spread their gnarly genes around everywhere.

They also import obviously inferior peoples to replace us with. This new breed of imported mongrels (spics, jeets, negroids) are literally too dumb and disjointed to unionize, so they are okay with working for $1 an hour and undercutting our wages.

>>507712507
>mental health problems and having weak hearts
pretend its not there

>>507714629
>pretend its not there
that's how my family ended up in this genetic dead end situation in the first place

>>507710689
>women manifest way less mutations than men and their IQ tend to be closer to average with less deviations
Both wrong, also myopia is often correlated with high IQ.

You have the same problem as everyone else: We don't really know what "dysgenic" is. Is it low IQ? Low explosive strength? Low resistance to illness? All of those are correlated with a myriad of other random things, good and bad.

So, really, no one can actually say whether he's eugenic or dysgenic as long as he procreates or furthers his race a lot. And that's not even including epigenetics. Maybe you're shit, but maybe you're shit because your environment triggers the shittiness in your DNA. Nobody can say for sure.

>>507711927
>I would have to find a man with no mental illness in their family, no alzheimer, no heart problems, perfect eyesight, no allegies... Then I estudied Mendelian inheritance and I realized than even if I found a completely healthy husband
Your genes turned you into a Spanish travelo too? Grim but looks like the problem is solving itself

>>507715357
>our genes turned you into a Spanish travelo too?
the funny thing is that we have some actual fags in our extended family too, it's over

>>507715534
May I ask why you don't include yourself in that group?
Since you've done some research, is faggotry more of a genetic thing or something that is developed through experiences?

>>507710233 (OP)
you are a retard but not because of genetics but because you don't understand genetics

>>507710233 (OP)
You can improve your genes via epigenetic influence and early diet, same way you can fuck up your genes irrevocably via epigenetic influence
Choose a eugenic mate and make sure your child is exposed to the right things via diet, clothing, etc

>>507710233 (OP)
gene editing is on it's way. you may be cursed, but your children don't have to be. I agree that eugenics has been wrongfully neglected, though

>>507715109
some things going on in my family like high myopia is 100% genetic. Everyone in my family uses glasses and their eyesight don't stop getting worse as they age. And when they become old all of them have shit like retinal detachment and optic nerve damage. The heart dieseases are more recent, my grandma had it, my aunt has it too and I will have it too soon. The other shit going on in my family might be epigenetics like you said, but there's no one in my family who is truly healthy. All of them have low resistance to illness, lots of mental health issues, generally low iq and extreme lazyness. And I have a big extended family with very different socioeconomic contexts and all of them are retards.

>>507715722
>May I ask why you don't include yourself in that group?
Because I'm not a man, but I have to try really hard to not be a fucking degenerate.
>Since you've done some research, is faggotry more of a genetic thing or something that is developed through experiences?
I always heard fags are born due to sexual abuse, but my slightly older second cousin have always been fag. I remember him playing with my dolls since I was a toddler. I had a crush on him till I was old enough to realize he was a fag.

>>507710233 (OP)
Started balding at 22 but it has slowed a lot at 30. Eyes getting worse and worse at distance, glasses since 14 or something (both parents are nesrsighted). I got 120 IQ tho so that's a plus. Average height and weight, benis slightly longer than average but a bit thin. So a bit dysgenic, yeah. Atleast not bald like one of my grandfathers at 18.

>>507710233 (OP)
I assure you, as in not suggesting or guessing, I ASSURE you all the ailments afflicting your folks were caused by toxins they were exposed to in the water supply, food, "vaccines" and drugs. You and them are still being poisoned daily by such toxins.

i must not have good genetics because i'm 24 and already riddled with diseases my whole body is shot. I didn't do anything to deserve it either I have a clean lifestyle

>>507718237
Hmmmm, Schlachtplatte!
Context of pic?

>>507710233 (OP)
Yea shit sucks. I have an extremely asymmetric face and shit beard growth which means my dysgenics are always on full display. my whole skull is like a banana, curved to one side. One of my grandpas had extreme scoliosis or something. Anyway, I have literally never matched a white woman who isn't super fat or way more dysgenic than I am. At least you stop caring about those things as you get older. Now I just hold bitcoin waiting for robot waifu

>>507717167
>I assure you, as in not suggesting or guessing, I ASSURE you all the ailments afflicting your folks were caused by toxins they were exposed to in the water supply, food, "vaccines" and drugs. You and them are still being poisoned daily by such toxins.
Yeah, I'm sure the poison we eat and drink in modern society doesn't help. But my grandpa and grandma were already digenic and they lived till they were 20 in a small village where they farmed their own food and raised their own cattle.

>>507717167
>I ASSURE you all the ailments afflicting your folks were caused by toxins they were exposed to in the water supply, food, "vaccines" and drugs. You and them are still being poisoned daily by such toxins.
i have no doubt that shit like allergies and mental retardation is caused by this. But my grandparents lived in a rural zone during their youth and my grandma already had heart and eye problems before moving to the city and before microplastics and monsanto were a thing.