>>507795817 (OP)some part of me wants to feel good, some weird type of reward as payback for all the awful shit they've done and gotten away for so long, some part wants to be smug, but then I remember feeling good for this is wrong, and taking pleasure in their suffering will cause the universe return it to me or those around me.
I do want it to be over, and I do wish for israel to lose their grip on the world, I want them to be humbled, but I don't want to take pleasure in their pain. I just want them to lose power and for this veil under everyone's eyes to be lifted, for them to know that jews are evil.
It's difficult to do because I have to catch myself when you see them proudly display their arrogance and glorify violence on innocent people or carelessly demonize groups of people for their selfish advantage. idk, maybe it's the normie part of me, maybe it's different for those people that have been directly effected by them, maybe for them feeling happy for israel's comeuppance is fine and it balances itself out with the universe.