>>507854344 (OP)“Oh, miserable ephemeral race, child of chance and suffering, why do you compel me to say what would be most expedient for you not to hear? What is best of all is utterly unreachable: not to be born, not to be, to be nothing. But the second best for you is—to die soon!”
The world is not what you want it to be, and that is exactly as it should be. There is nothing wrong with your feeling that way. You want to die, and it is okay for you to want to die. You are not fit to live; this world is not for you. Accept yourself and embrace death.