society is fake and gay. it begs the question, what is even worth doing? the puritans will shit on hedonists, but given that we are literally slaves in a fake and gay system, what is really the best way to live your life? asceticism? seeking a better afterlife? leaving your "mark" on the "world?" the unexamined life is not worth living, but what life is worth living?

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>>507892248 (OP)
Just have fun,be nice, love your family and friends. Just do t support Jewish shit and your a winner and loved a good and honest life in my eyes.

>>507892396
i never left.

>>507892396
i try to have fun and feel guilty like im wasting my potential or something
makes me angry like whats the point
am i supposed to be a monk or something?

>>507892711
>>507893008
oops sorry, that second part was meant for you >>507892711

>>507892248 (OP)
I'm torn between hedonism and asceticism.
I'm doing a bit of both in my "natural state" I guess. I jerk off to 2D waifus whenever I feel like, but I'm not really consuming anything material.
I hoard digital shit, but barely spend money on anything unless necessary.
I eat the exact same thing every day, plain oatmeal for breakfast, chicken breasts roasted in a pan with salt and a bit of butter with rice and pickled vegetables.
I spend most of my day in digital excess without much material wants.

I saved up my wages for a long time so I thought I'd spend it on something fancy as I saw others enjoy it and got an ipad air recently.
Feels like a waste and it didn't push any buttons for me. Every time I go out of my way to buy something it's just "okay" put it somewhere to gather dust.
My newest clothes are from the time my mom bought them for me 9 years ago and they are just fine too.

TL:DR; I indulge and abstain where and when I want or feel like. You could do the same.
The mark on the world thing is a meme and as any sense of normalcy has been lost in "society" or the world at large chasing stuff like family, community or similar feels pointless.

>>507892248 (OP)
Start a porn company, use the profits to lobby against circumcision

>>507893210
>>507893008
I personally have fun by helping in my neighborhood. Ideally I have helped young people out and put them on a path where they may make the world a better place. I feel guilty sometimes when I play Vidya too much or just sleep in. That's life. That's what separates you from a nigger. Guilt. Find a outlet to ease that guilt. Turn your weaknesses into strength. I believe in you. I love you anon.

>>507893388
checked, thanks for sharing. i suppose i do something similar, a combination of discipline and vice so to speak. i understand i could eliminate all vice, and just be "perfect" if you will, but there is a part of me that feels this is just going overboard and defeating the purpose of life. then i go to experience pleasure but i feel that nagging that i am indulging too much or wasting. so it's a tormenting experience. makes me want to say fuck it and just indulge while i am alive before i am old and hurt all the time

>>507893664
the only part of that that sounds cool is the getting pussy part i hate circumcision but for some reason society loves it so i dont really care

>>507894080
i guess i am a misanthrope because i dont want to interact with other people, or only interact with them as little as possible. i do show interest in people and i do find them genuinely interesting, but i view people as dangerous and just avoid them. most people have just fucked me over or stomped on me my whole life. fuck them i actually enjoy my life alone but around others i have to constantly shift myself to accommodate them

>>507892248 (OP)
reminder: Moly is a Jew.

>>507895281
fuck. thanks for the reminder

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>>507895281
Didn't he do the "open borders for Israel" memes on his show against a jew before?

>>507895281
A jew who got deplatformed everywhere for pushing ideas that apparently were too controversial and hard to push back against, really? What am i missing here? I saw he returned to twitter a few days ago after 5 years