after graduating a stem degree and having my first job...

how is anyone finding meaning in this world, unless you already have a family i dont get how wagecucking inspires anyone

it all feels very bleak and soulless, many of the memes on here feel true to me
i quit last year, been neeting since and have stopped applying because i dont want to get rejected 100 times by hr roasties and the one job i get is some bullshit that makes you hate life

im not sure what i make out of this life anymore, everything feels so fake and gay
im pretty sure even born a slave in medieval times wouldve been more satisfying, at least theres transparency with your situation
i feel like unless i randomly get lucky and get some bullshit home office job (my luck sucks so im pretty hopeless on it) or some kind of miracle happens i dont know what i will even do

>>508020248 (OP)
>how is anyone finding meaning in this world
family

>>508020465
i dont have this either as i mentioned
also i kind of find a bit of sad reason to basically only be ok with wagecucking bc you know god to feed your breed

>>508020668
now got*

oh ffs just make money and shut your pussy uo krautgerm

>>508020248 (OP)
you aren't a true german to have a melty over this

>>508020737
it felt like they wont hire me anywhere decent, hated my last job dont want to do anything like this ever again lol. maybe the whole situation traumatized me and i just had a terrible first job, nontheless who want to apply to random shit and you basically dont know where you gonna end up, and also get humiliated by 90 IQ hr niggers, its the most retarded shit ever, i feel dehumanised applying, literally like im some kind of barcode

>>508020798
youre too afraight to even show your flag, ironically

>>508020248 (OP)
i just quit my $220k tech job, some are calling me retarded but grinding for three years to get this high paying job has been an extreme let down, also the culture is toxic af and i'm overworked and stressed, anyone else feel the same?

>>508021131
ye same here albeit obviously way down low on the corporate ladder
i basically went to my job in the morning came home in the evening, barely had time to shit do food etc and go to sleep and repeat the next day
for what??? i dont know
and
>the culture is toxic af
yep same here i was working only with roasties who told me (im not kidding) they go protest against nazis on their weekends holy shit, ive never seen a nazi in my life and most german citys look like turkistan by now

my life feels better as a neet but i feel this pressure that i probably cant live like this my entire life and that normies deem me asocial bc im not waging etc

up