>>508126130 (OP)Try developing shame. Or at least roleplaying it. Shame is your fix. You might not even be crazy, just fucked up and shameless. Probably do crazy shit and try to rationalize why or justify it instead of just owning up to it
Either way, bpd or not, your fix is shame. Pray to God and ask for forgiveness for your wretched sins. And donโt be such a compulsive bitch.