Share your story as to why you’re a failure

the jews, completely unironically

im great, but jews destroyed my life

ive never had sex

>>508185998 (OP)
>Bought bitcoin in 2012.
>Bought Ethereum during ICO in 2017
>Can't stop winning

...What exactly did you accomplish?

Because its what I wanted all along

>>508185998 (OP)
I gave my everything to God. I will have Nothing. I am Nothing. I am the ultimate Void.

who are you data mining for OP

>>508185998 (OP)
Despite having more of a millennial upbringing, because of autism I bought into the mistake of respecting women

>>508185998 (OP)
The jobs were destroyed before I was born and the civil rights act needs to be glued to a nigger's head and set on fire.

Terrible upbringing by immature parents with ADHD/Autism

>>508185998 (OP)
How am I a failure?

>>508185998 (OP)
A: show flag.

>>508185998 (OP)
i am not

>>508185998 (OP)
I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it didnt even matter.

Marijuana and the jews

>>508185998 (OP)
Sure. I never married and thus they never trusted me to take orders and stay loyal to the mobsters. Otherwise, I'm 5'7", and although the job doesn't require a big person, they were far too fixated on what real men do...which is to watch spectator sports and talk about them all day while at work.

Don't ask questions if you don't want to hear the answers.

>>508185998 (OP)
'tism

Being tired anon, all my life I've been tired!

>>508185998 (OP)
I have successfully checked out of the jewish prison bus:

>quit wagie job
>sold everything I had in my name
>all property I own is in somebody else name
>stopped renewing IDs
>stopped paying taxes
>stopped paying car insurance/plates
>free groceries and free techslop (lots of it is hidden in the back nowadays but there are still plenty on the shelves)
Fridge is always packed, I have no bills or worries.

I am free.

I am a sinful human living in a broken world. I am only successful through Jesus Christ, who died for my sins and gave me a way to salvation despite myself.

Jesus Christ is Lord

>>508185998 (OP)
You can't fail if you refuse to play.

>>508185998 (OP)
Traitors are the reason.

>grew up a spoiled brat because parents too self absorbed to not just give me what I want so I leave them alone
>struggle with the fact the world does not treat me the same way
I am trying to undo the damage but it took me a long time to even realize what the fucking problem was.

>>508185998 (OP)
Turns out failing energy systems / digestive systems are a decently sized handicap, who knew?

>>508185998 (OP)
I can't stand other people's bullshit. Every time someone says something like “just in case” I instantly see red and get extremely angry.
A few days ago I unplugged a desk lamp no one was using in my car garage so I could charge my phone. No one was using it. But this guy walks in and sees it unplugged, looks at it like I just ran over his fucking dog. Then he goes “we should file a maintenance ticket just in case".
Just in case what? That the lamp forgets how to make light? I told him to fuck off and eventually the mechanics had to break us apart fighting.
Obviously I’m not capable of working in any serious company because it’s full of braindead retards who treat basic tasks like rocket science and lose their minds if you don’t follow some made up bullshit.

>>508185998 (OP)
i live in a shithole without oportunities and a nigger culture

>>508185998 (OP)
Dad didn't help me out

>>508187608
just die for israel or go deliver aid in gaza, idf will kill you in a minute

>>508187183
>I am free
You are allowed to exist on the back of a slowly dying society, anon.
A society which will collapse LONG BEFORE you die of old age.
As you sit with nothing to distract you from the hunger and thirst clawing through your mind while people turn to canabalism to extend their painfully ending lives by a few miserable days, remember this post.
>Heh... I'll just kms before it gets to that.
No you won't. For exactly the same reason you're even alive right now.

>>508185998 (OP)
>Brain damaged
>Dropped out of school
>Weed
>Jewish economy

>>508185998 (OP)
Why are a bunch of fat pepes walking in line?

>>508185998 (OP)
Listened to this guy, sat around and tried to manifest riches
Turns out it was all bullshit

>>508188335
what he is trying to teach you is that his teachings are useless

>>508186068
fpbp, it literally is because of the jews and i'm not joking. my life's still fine but it would have been better in many ways if not for them

>>508187183
Feels good don't it?

>>508187183
so you are leeching off your moms pension?

>>508188494
Kek, exactly, lesson learned.
Funny enough, I always figured Zen masters were doing the same.

>>508187183
>all property I own is in somebody else name
couldn't that person screw you over then?

>>508188947
You assume that I'm saying that it doesn't work. Read it again while assuming that it does. What I mean is that he cannot teach you to do something, he is trying to teach you to not do something.
His entire philosophy can be sumarized by this picture.
I didn't manage to do it but I'm still trying.

>>508189241
An interesting take.
I'll gladly reflect on that. Thanks anon.

>>508185998 (OP)
I'm not a failure, I just never really fit in.
I had friends, girlfriends, jobs. Just never felt comfortable with any of it. Gradually drop off with friends, can't be bothered staying in character with girls so they generally get scared and leave me. Jobs are different, as I get older I can tolerate more but early on I got litigious with a few employers and that hurt my prospects.
Now I'm 37, working a job I don't hate, using the money to live a chill life taking care of my elderly mother and my femcel 40 year old sister.
I train, i study what interests me, I go out and try to do new shit when I can.
I know I can go and get laid with minimal effort, I just can't keep a straight face with women. Like ok I want to fuck them but literally want them out of my house after.
I drink now. I'll drink until I die unless I can get on medicinal marijuana. Then I'll relax and do nothing, quietly keeping my mind and body sharp, waiting for whatever happens next.
If all that makes me a loser then I have no excuse, I am what I am.

I'm thinking maybe mental illness

>>508186172
I wasnt born in 2012... it never began

>>508187891
>>508188624
>>508189177
I already won, I'm free.

>>508185998 (OP)
I was socially engineered by Tavistock
it ruined my life even tho it seemed like it was all my decisions

>>508187183
>>all property I own is in somebody else name
Stolen ID ? Or fake ID ?
>>free groceries and free techslop (lots of it is hidden in the back nowadays but there are still plenty on the shelves)
Based and shoplifting-pilled

UltraBased GigaNEET

>bullied at all ages in school
>trusted the wrong people
>idealistic about the world (sold I would have a bright future)
>became complacent about my own suffering
>wasted time on mindless video gaming and chasing 'love'
>dumb naive decisions mixed with laziness

read some good books on the way though

>>508190154
Well now I actually believe you've got it figured out because you're not revealing anything. Smart.

Mom was 41 when she had me, I never stood a chance at being normal.
No friends since school (20 years ago) and looking back they were not actually my friends.
Never had a gf, zero interest from any female ever.
No talent, skill, or ability to do anything beyond basic.
Too much of a pussy to end myself so will just suffer till the end.

>>508185998 (OP)
Rich, smart, ugly :(

>>508185998 (OP)

I'm rich, but fat.
I've got gorgeous kids, but a bitch of a wife.
I'm respected, but lonely.

Kids, take it from a 40-year-old /pol/ and /b/ guy... don't be ambitious. Don't work your ass off. Even if you become rich, like Matthew Perry said before he fucking killed himself with drugs, I wish everyone could see what it's like to have the success so many people dream of, because it doesn't make you happy.

Change the world. Get the niggers and kikes out, get your kids safe and go and live a quiet, peaceful life. Don't marry a woman for tits, intelligence or wit. Marry for peace. That is all that matters.

>>508185998 (OP)
Shit parents, anti-maleism, anti-whitism, wrong era. Weird thing is that objectively speaking by modern standards I'm simply mid. Alwaya employed, about 2 to 3 years out from owning both my own home outright plus already own rural land. Married, healthy. Yet I definitely feel like I have huge potential left on the table due to circumstances. It's a bit weird, because any complaint I could make would be dismissed as trivial. Is this normal? Start of a mid-life crisis?

>lower class upbringing (can remember electric, water, etc being shut off multiple times, had to help family pay rent, shitty broken down cars with no reverse, etc)
>barely graduate high school, literally sleeping through classes
>no ambition after graduation
>bounce around shitty min wage jobs for 2 years while living in small room in parents house
>develop utter contempt for station in life
>start going to community college with no real direction
>see that there's a transfer program for a local university
>take out loans and enroll in a STEM degree
>contempt drives me, become a better student, nearly graduate cum laude
>last year of college internship at small engineering startup
>they hired me after I graduate
>this was 8 years ago, now im a VP at the same company
>low-to-mid 6 figures salary, have my own house on 20 acres, married, plans for children in the near future

Don't take the black pill anon. Let your contempt fuel the fire inside you

>>508185998 (OP)

Bullshit politics

>>508185998 (OP)
According to one of our former presidents, if you don't have a rolex when you're 50yo, you've failed at life.
Since I have no desire to wear what is basically male jewelry, I'll have failed my life at 50.

dead site
pedo mods
you don't hate the moderation of that shithole enough

childhood trauma and being raised by boomer parents

>>508191012
I’m doing well on paper. 6 figure salary. Cheap mortgage. Wife and two kids. Good savings. But I consider my life a failed project for the most part. I could be doing so much better if it weren’t for crippling sleep, attention, and social deficits.

>parents got divorced when I was 7 because dad became a drug addict
>raised by my mom who tried her best, and I love her dearly for it
>friends drift in and out of my life
>eclectic interests that never amount to a true hobby or skill
>wonder if I’m just not putting in the effort or if I’m not worth putting the effort in
>get a masters degree in a field I don’t care about so I can at least get a good job
And now I’m here, with a stable career, good salary and great benefits. I have a home gym that I use regularly, I eat healthy, I keep myself and my house clean. Every night I pray that when I fall asleep, I don’t wake up.

I turned my penis into a vagina and relinquished my manhood in pursuit of a life of what I now recognize as an inferior sex, but my mind keeps me hating the idea of returning to an objectively better life.

>homelessness
>needy parents
>indecisive
>no money or free time for college to get a respectable career
Maybe next life things will be better.

It would take all fucking day. I'll let your imagination run wild

>>508190748
We can fix you. I know a plastic surgeon and I can put some golden teeth in your mouth on implants :)

>>508189241

>>508185998 (OP)
I didn't manage to cause global, eternal boycott of baby torture rituals.

>>508185998 (OP)
Does it matter? You can't change the past and the cards you were given.

>>508185998 (OP)
i thought bitcoin was a scam

>>508192758
Will you be my gypsy boyfriend?

>>508186172
Holy fuck you look like a fag. Lmao congrats on getting lucky, but holy fuck. LOL

>>508185998 (OP)
I'm a victim of a broken system that will continue screwing me over at every opportunity.

>>508192758
Nobody can fix sid from ice age

>Abused mentally and physically throughout childhood
>Children are vicious to anyone "different" thus bullied the quiet poor kid
>Thanks to the above reasons never had anywhere I deemed safe so never developed core personal skills or how to actually interact with a person without being a awkward fuck
>Fucked up every Job I've had due to anxiety
At this point I'm just waiting for my inevitable death, I've tried putting in effort to improve my life and that just resulted in me putting on a "mask" and pretending everything was fine. It worked for 5 years and was the longest I kept a job/girlfriend but it was really just building in the background till I snapped told my boss to stick it where the sun doesn't shine and walked out followed by breaking up with my ex. I'm just tired and sick of people saying shit gets better. Now I'm in my mid-thirties and the nightmares never really go away neither does the uncomfortableness around other people and the only reason I haven't actually killed myself is due to wanting to spare my mother from it, the minute she's gone so am I.

>>508185998 (OP)
I simply haven't tried to succeed yet.

>>508192553
I ate tendies with my parents over the weekend.

no japanese wife.

>>508187670
you sayin whyte genes don't work in argientina? shiet dat country be a hellhole fo sho

>>508185998 (OP)
>Kiddy diddled
>Alcoholic parents
>Knew all my life I would never be like them
>Friend got me super fucked up on something one day saying it was a right of passage and maybe if I druk I'd let loose and maybe enjoy women
>git pull destructiveSpiral
>first time I drink I threw up on a girl's pussy at 14
>girl tells people I assaulted her
>friend goes on my pc to look up his dad's porn history
>some of it is uage porn
>dumb boozer parents don't believe me and start suggesting I'm a paedophile for watching 16 year olds nude as a 14 year old and say I found the website and made up a lie about my friend's dad
>decide to rub in how embarrassing they are by being just like them
>it achieves nothing
>walk out on them
>try to do good
>mother furious that I won't engage her tantrums
>calls police and tells them I physically assaulted her so they'd be forced to track me down and serve me court papers
>judge gives me an "apprehensive violence order" or something and a restraining order off the bat
>didn't even talk to her let alone hit her
>years pass
>have shitty drug friends now
>one of them fugs my gf I was living with
>too broke to move out
>finally break it off and crawl back to asshole parents and apologise to them for.. ? Something
>they accept (I think)
>psychotic mother puts xanax in my food that day
>wake up 16 hours later and yell at her
>psychotic boozer dad S.W.A.T.S me and says I tried to kill my family
>get "sectioned" for half a year

I try to just learn and take on hobbies now, also wakefulness drugs help with doing lots of stuff but I feel like a bit of a crack head despite eating and training well
>have a long term gf also
I guess it pays to be mildly attractive if high functioning autist
Just be responsible for yourself /pol/.
Learn to be grateful and avoid conflict and if you must dispute with someone have tools to close out the situation immediately

>>508189567
Based
I need a job though otherwise this is soon to be me, except a tardwife gf and dog instead of mother

>>508186068
TPBP

>>508185998 (OP)
>valedictorian
>top university
>magna cum laude
>grad school
>amazing job first try
>becomes career
>7 figures
>hot wife
>4 boys
>huge house
>lots of land
>zero debt
>can retire whenever
>still stuck on 4chan
>knows about jews
FML

>>508185998 (OP)
If you work and live paycheck to paycheck you are not a failure.

You are a WORKER and you have been cheated and scammed out of everything you deserve like healthcare and an affordable home.

>>508185998 (OP)
Born broke in a third world shithole and unfortunately I don't have the lack of human decency necessary to sneak my way into Europe.

>>508194017
Looks very tasty anon

>>508185998 (OP)
My boots were strapless

>>508186172
Nice public hair

>>508185998 (OP)
undiagnosed ADD due to an excessively sheltered environment at a young age, that my parents just interpreted as clumsiness, laziness, daydreaming [although tbf even i thought it was a meme] and let me become an internet addict in my teens which worsens the symptoms, which in turn led to self-esteem issues and constant negative self-talk. Getting better now. We're all gonna make it ppl

>>508187183
>>508190154
people like you are gonna die regretting wasting your whole life
the lifestyle you are striving for is basically just depression and slothfulness and eventually at some point, despite your worldview or what you think about society, your own mind is gonna turn against you and not allow you to be content with it and you won't be able to ignore the existential agony and your ego feeling unfulfilled and like you are doing something wrong
>>508185998 (OP)
I'm not a faliure. Being a faliure is just a temporary phase/state of mind and you have the ability and will to change your circumstances at any point. Therefore, being a faliure isn't real. How can you 'fail' at life when it's constantly ongoing? You've only failed at life if you make it all the way to the end never having changed or achieved anything.

Undiagnosed mental illness. I am convinced at this point if they gave me the kike pills when I was 10 my life would have turned out at least 10x better. I have money but that isn't a metric of success imo. To me it means getting what you want from life and I haven't been able to do it in any way. I am a humiliating disappointment to myself and everyone I ever cared for.

So yeah, maybe conspiritards are wrong and you should get on meds if you rolled a shitty brain. Either that or suffer horribly and waste your life

>>508185998 (OP)
Brown masses dragging me down. Whitey refusing salvation from aforementioned brown masses. We wuz Rhodesians of the 21st century n shiet.

>>508195043
why the fuck haven't you dealt with your parents after all that bullshit, are you fucking retarded? It's because people have no sense that they have a duty to punish bad people - especially their family members - that society is so dogshit nowadays. You're such a fucking retard for letting them walk all over you like that and having gone back to them, actual Darwin award behavior, Fucking moron you're not 'doing better now' because you've allowed that pair of evil dumbfucks to still be running around in society unimpeded. You're a coward and all of the events of your life that you listed there are you being a meek sheepish coward just going along with bad people fucking you over. I hate weak people like you so fucking much.

I am stupid, lazy and I can't give a fuck about career success. Also I hate people