>>508358901 (OP)I believe in you anon. I was in the same boat not long ago. Now I have that decent job. I left a toxic ass relationship and secured full custody of my children. And now I might have found a girl who actually loves me. We’re still taking things slowly but I’m cool with that because she’s an actual good woman but we did agree to be exclusive with each other right from the start so that if it does become serious then we both know that there is nobody else. I don’t know how I got so lucky besides just trying to be grateful for what you have in life and always talking to The Father, not to ask for things, but as a friend and guide.