>>508399878 (OP)Girls didn't like me in my teenage/young 20s years.
The only reason why a girl would ever like me now is because I would be willing to pay for all her shit. But its not like she would actually like me as a person, or be attracted to me as a male specimen.
And its like, you know what? I kind of don't want to pay all that money for a warm wet hole to stick my dick into. And it's not even "a warm wet hole to stick my dick into AS MUCH AS I WANT", it would be only sometimes.
And other than that, a woman really wouldn't add anything to my life. I cook and clean for myself.
Also, all the other responsibilities and chores that go along with just having someone else in your life, let alone children.
Like. Even if best case scenario dropped out of the sky and right in front of me, it would still be such a huge change in my life style from just being able to do whatever I want that I've enjoyed since I moved out on my own.
You know its only thing when you're 16-24 years old, and you're really fucking horny and the love juices are flowing and you're crazy about a girl and you always had school and routine and lived in house with a family, so you're used to having obligations and chores and sharing living space with people, and you're just so horny that nothing else matters you just desperately want to have a gf oh GOD you just NEED some pussy!.
But...then you are a single guy and you're near 30.
And the hormones have dropped off.
And you've been living by yourself for 5-10 years.
And you have minimized the bullshit of life into something quite pleasant for yourself.
The prospect of doing the whole "muh gf/muh wife/muh keedz" thing just....flat out isn't appealing. Or at the very least, the woman has to be so outstandingly attractive that the prospect becomes appealing.
I don't know, stream of consciousness post