Anonymous
ID: 6EfjLTf4
6/23/2025, 9:40:56 PM No.508494437
>be me
>have to deal with a BPD cunt of a mother my entire life and a useless father who pretty much told me to deal with it myself at five and worked 12 hours just to be away from her for as long as possible and when they were around each other it was unbelievable fights always caused by her always about how he is fucking her mother and other insane shit
>end up 34 never dated, no friends my entire life because mom wouldn’t even let me out of the house for a moment and feel like my entire life was a bust because of that cunt
>now I spend all my free time gooning to anime and fanfiction which is as close as I’ll ever get to genuine human connection
>parents of course blame each other and me and the world for how I ended up
>mother is in the hospital haven’t visited her once and don’t plan to and I won’t even go to the funeral if she croaks and my dad despite how she ruined my and his life is telling me to go not because he gives a shit but to save face in front of our family and neighbors he doesn’t want gossip of how his son didn’t go to his mothers funeral or visit her in the hospital
>block his number eventually
>look on Facebook all try classmates who married their highschool sweetheart or married are all literally all of them are all divorced and the woman are ugly as shit I mean back when they were in their 20s they got fat and ugly
Was there really any hope for genuine love or is it all just some male fantasy that only exists in anime? I feel like I missed out but when I see the end results of marriage I think I dodged a bullet.
>have to deal with a BPD cunt of a mother my entire life and a useless father who pretty much told me to deal with it myself at five and worked 12 hours just to be away from her for as long as possible and when they were around each other it was unbelievable fights always caused by her always about how he is fucking her mother and other insane shit
>end up 34 never dated, no friends my entire life because mom wouldn’t even let me out of the house for a moment and feel like my entire life was a bust because of that cunt
>now I spend all my free time gooning to anime and fanfiction which is as close as I’ll ever get to genuine human connection
>parents of course blame each other and me and the world for how I ended up
>mother is in the hospital haven’t visited her once and don’t plan to and I won’t even go to the funeral if she croaks and my dad despite how she ruined my and his life is telling me to go not because he gives a shit but to save face in front of our family and neighbors he doesn’t want gossip of how his son didn’t go to his mothers funeral or visit her in the hospital
>block his number eventually
>look on Facebook all try classmates who married their highschool sweetheart or married are all literally all of them are all divorced and the woman are ugly as shit I mean back when they were in their 20s they got fat and ugly
Was there really any hope for genuine love or is it all just some male fantasy that only exists in anime? I feel like I missed out but when I see the end results of marriage I think I dodged a bullet.
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