>>508578266 (OP)you can try Religion and /or drugs, also you can crossdress in the confort of your own home with no need to show off to the entire world.
also being active in church, right-wing political movements and social networks with an openly anti-trans mask is really helpful too because of the social pressure you build with time.
it's not a pleasing experience even more so if you don't believe in god in the first place, but life isn't much about pleasure as it's more about self-sacrifice and discipline, you'll obviously still kill yourself at a certain age (let's say 50-60)because of the dysphoria and such but it's as till better than living as a sad tranny (hrt causes you to get depressed) and killing yourself at age 30ish having lost all dignity and respect from your family to that point.
if it helps you to know it, I've personally met a lot of people who secretly battle dysphoria and homosexuality in right wing spaces, friendships there hit different.
good luck, brother