anyone else completely demoralized?

feel like just quitting everything, NEETing and offing myself

naw, I will live even if I have to steal food from Lidl to do so

Nope, I have long term goals and a clear path towards achieving them. I also do a lot of praying, that is a good reason to get out of bed. Have you considered becoming a Muslim? I have German ancestry and would like to extend the invitation to Islam to all Germans. It is a religion that really suits the character of the German people.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=I6CfYOtAJ3Q

>>508601921 (OP)
Never! The only perk of having aspd is that we almost never get in a negative mood and are always upbeat. Sounds like you need to learn how to be content, which is a mandatory step if you truly want to be happy. I find that most people are really just masochists who only crave drama.

>>508601921 (OP)
yes, but not the offing self part
i kinda just have come to terms with lingering around the meaninglessness
genuinely feel like i've gone retarded, can't recall words well when talking, utterly blank too
suffering is preferable to the nothingness because at least it can be interesting

>>508601921 (OP)
Yes anon, I too am LOST.
Running out of reasons to still remain employed.

>>508602222
nice get, too bad the theology falls apart on itself under scrutiny
nice political/social strategy though

>>508601921 (OP)
There's literally no reason not to kill oneself in this reality. Only the effect that it will have on others can be appealed to. It's your sovereign right to.

>>508601921 (OP)
I'm bored and always tired. I'm pretty much in full-provider mode now with no free time or energy to pursue my hobbies or interests. I live vicariously through YouTubers doing my hobbies in the exhausted one hour I have before I go to sleep.
>40
>Married
>Kids
>House
>Job to support all of the above

>>508601921 (OP)
>offing myself
Do not give anyone the satisfaction, live to be the destructive force you were meant to be and take pride and joy in doing it.

>>508602222

Every single day is a strict schedule of prayer. I wash my feet, hands, arms, neck, mouth, nose, face. I stand and pray takbir to begin the prayer. I do a prayer while standing, reciting the Koran. Then I bow and do another prayer. Then I stand again and do another prayer. Then I prostrate and do another prayer. Then I kneel and do another prayer. Then I prostrate again and do another prayer. This is just one unit of prayer, there are multiple units of prayer to do at strict times of day calculated by the position of the sun every single day of your life. The first prayer requires you to get out of bed well before dawn.

Muslims pray A LOT. This closeness and awareness of God, taqwa, will keep you in a good state of mind and heal your sadness. Fajr, the morning prayer, is a good deed for God. Did you make Fajr? Congratulations, you did a good deed! Life is worth living and you are ready for the day ahead.

>>508601921 (OP)
Only all day everyday

>>508601921 (OP)
POL IS NOT YOUR PERSONAL BLOG
>>>/adv/

>>508601921 (OP)
They're starting project bluebeam, whatever you do, do not board the ships, frens.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/uY_xgaPRYxA

I could give you a hug :3

>>508601921 (OP)
no but i was never moralised to begin with
that 'meaning and purpose' shit is for the narrative driven cattle
i get out of bed cos i've got shit to do, no meaning required, which is good cos there isn't any

>>508601921 (OP)
you sound like a stupid zoomer, op.

>>508602841
>no free time or energy to pursue my hobbies or interests
>Kids
What a loser. Your kids are the most important thing.

>>508601921 (OP)
Yes, I am on the edge of suicide but I just don't have the balls to do it. I'm slaving away for worthless money I can't even afford to live with while women can just be whores and everything works out for them. I'm so tired.

>>508601921 (OP)
Well at least you have a stream of income

>send over 100 jobs apps
>not even an interview even though I'm more than qualified and have experience

>>508602841
If you don't like you're life, change it. There must be something you could be doing differently. If you want to share more we can brainstorm.

>>508601921 (OP)
>anyone else completely demoralized?
>feel like just quitting everything, NEETing and offing myself
many such cases, it is a natural reaction to watching news or reading 4chan or twitter, modern society as presently structured will induce suicide in many, I dont know the solution other than to stop watching news and 4chan and start doing something mechanical like fixing cars or carpentry

>>508603034
fun fact: whoredom isn't gender locked
if you don't see the issue then learn how to take it up the ass and get earning

>>508603088
Not sure how it is in switzerland and even though there are a ton of fake jobs I can get a job fairly easily. It's just the job is menial, you get paid worthless money and you can never afford a house.

>>508602222

Gross kys

>>508601921 (OP)
nupe
too much good vibing left to do

>>508603316
>just be gay
Amazing post from a bong as always.

>>508601921 (OP)
You’re demoralized because you believe the Jewish lies about the world. I’m sure every time the truth gets through here you call those spilling the beans schizos and retards and ignore the evidence. Study reality more for “glitches”

>>508601921 (OP)
I am being tortured by gang stalkers but at least I have weed and alcohol

>>508602222
Such a low percentage of suicides, but high percentage of suicide bombers.

>>508603403
i just hate that retard take
"women can be whores therefor easy mode'
well you can be a whore too, off you go then go get easy mode money

>>508602222
>It is a religion that really suits the character of the German people.
we appriciate the Truth which is Jesus Christ, not some desert rapist goatfucker.

>>508601921 (OP)
No. I have a holy purpose and a sacred duty. The mission doesn't end until the bio-weapons bad guys are all dead.

>>508601921 (OP)
No, but if you decide to be a bitch and kys make sure you take some pakis with you along the way

>>508601921 (OP)
Nope, rather the contrary here.

>>508602222
>I have German ancestry
living in Germany for 2 years does not make you German, turkmuzzie

>>508601921 (OP)
Not really. Im frustrated with people. Especially 50 somethings having opinions on war, even moreso with childless boomers. They have no skin in the game. Who are they to have opinions that affect who lives and dies?
Otherwise im pretty okay with most things. Shits a bit too expensive but i get by.

The great collapse and reset is coming.
Stick around to see that, at least.

>>508601921 (OP)
I have checked out of the jewish prison bus:

>quit wagie job
>sold everything I had in my name
>all property I own is in somebody else name
>stopped renewing IDs
>stopped paying taxes
>stopped paying car insurance/plates
>free groceries and free techslop (lots of it is hidden in the back nowadays but there are still plenty on the shelves)
Fridge is always packed, I have no bills or worries. A woman would just try to drag me back into the matrix and have all kinds of bullshit expectations I don't care about.

I am free.

>>508604118
Life is the light of humans

Do not start neeting. Vidya, goyslop, everything gets old fast. Room rotting will kill you, you don't want to do this.

Quit watching hc porn. Im off since new year and life is better.

>>508601921 (OP)
yeah kinda
i'm going through the motions and checking my money is more fulfilling than my job
not sure where the passion went

>>508603332
I applied for a basic ass warehouse job, got denied, and when I called HR after a conversation they said I was too qualified.

>>508601921 (OP)
Yeah, but I kinda fucked myself over to begin with.
Only now in the past year and a bit (currently 29) was I trying to work things out, but every step forward feels like a waste and like I'm kicked two steps back.
I had plenty of opportunity, but for various reasons I never pursued anything.
Now that I'm actually trying while the world is in rapid collapse, societal issues, wars, economical challenges, AI shit... Idk.
I feel like giving up as well.
Could have had a good life and I fucked it up. Coming to this board also doesn't help because every thread/happening/infographic whatever just shows how "it's over".
I'm still doing what I can, but heavily considering living off my savings for another year or so and just ending it as well.

>>508601921 (OP)
why do jews always portray neets as miserable

>>508601921 (OP)
>Completely demoralized
Nah
>Quitting everything
Job? Yes. Quitting on people or myself? No.
>NEETing
Yep
>offing myself
Never, that would be admitting defeat. I also have goals I promised myself I would try to accomplish.

>>508603769
Faggot. Youre sick.

>>508601921 (OP)
>if you kill yourself they lose
NGMI

>>508604457
Youre a fat fuck.

>>508601921 (OP)
I'll go to a gay bar and see if I can finally get laid...

>>508601921 (OP)
>feel like just quitting everything, NEETing and offing myself

Let's assume you are debt free, neeting on by, mentally and physically strong, have some decent savings..not rich but more than your average debt laden Citizen.
Just hang on, you are in a better position than most people. Most people are scraping by saddled with debt. We're entering peak demoralization, that's where most people break.

>>508601921 (OP)
why not NEET and enjoy yourself instead?

I'm not demoralized because I never had any moralization to begin with. Just have fun and enjoy the show.

https://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1750657162713104.webm

>>508606618
just go to RAV?

39
NEET on gibs
I want to still witness 3rd WW and the downfall of the West

>>508602222
Fuck you Nigger and fuck allah. Muslims also hate dogs and have Christians as slaves right now. And fuck you glow niggers who make it so hard to post here. I see you, I see it all. Fuck this world and fuck you.

>>508601921 (OP)
you need struggle

>>508601921 (OP)
>mission accomplished
>now keep scrooolling /pol/ some more, goy, it's good for you

>>508601921 (OP)
don't do it friend, life is truly worth living. demoralization is part of life. life is a sin wave of up and down emotions.

it's a miracle any of us are even alive. cherish it and pray to Jesus for clarity.

jews want you to kill yourself, don't give them what they want

>>508601921 (OP)
Everyday is shit

>>508601921 (OP)
Don't off yourself but the rest of it sounds good.

>>508601921 (OP)
quit your job and struggle some. it helps

>>508611238
With how hard it is to get a job these days quitting is terrible advice

>>508601921 (OP)
I was demoralized long ago. I’m kind of a machine that doesn’t have too many feelers left. the jewish goyim golem programming had its effect.
I can remember a time when it felt invigorating to have hopes and dreams, and to believe in the goodness of my fellow man but those days are over. We’re a hyper low trust society now.

my mom appeared here this week with my old brother's dog(demon bully) begged her to took it away and it killed my only friend(italian grey) pet for ~15 years. She was special, never seen a pet so friendly and polite it could even understand some words.it walked by herself with no leash etc my longest and close friendship Ive had.