Thread 508639822

What happens after we die? I don't want to disappear forever...

>>508639822 (OP)
>I don't want to disappear forever
deal with it

>>508639822 (OP)
You become macaco caca

I feel like die everytime we fall asleep. Your consciousness is interrupted. When the brain reboots, that's a different consciousness. The tomorrow version of you might as well be a replicated clone of yourself.

>>508639822 (OP)
I don't want to disappear forever. Be careful, very careful, supremely careful, what you ask for from the abyss.
Eternity is no joke. You have to go through severe spiritual transformation for Eternity to not be hell.

>>508639822 (OP)
I've never been dead.
Jesus says we go to heaven or hell.
Jesus also said kikes are liars, the synagogue of satan, and gave us a religion that kept birth rates up above extinction levels even during the black death. It also kept women in check, and kept the kikes out and they've proven to be evil baby blood sucking monsters from hell.
Gonna have to go with Jesus; been right about everything so far and even if there is no heaven, his religion is the best thing for white people ever.

>>508639822 (OP)
you'll reencarnate

>>508640095
He is The Truth, The Way, and The Life.

>>508639822 (OP)
Conservation of matter/energy implies that it won’t be the “end” per se, but you will cease to exist as the human entity that you are now, yes
I imagine we recycle into the dirt, become dirt, and then maybe after an indeterminate amount of time the redistribution of resources that consisted our body becomes… multiple other entities? Like worms, insects, rodents, possibly a fish, etc
BUT over a long enough time scale, a monkey on a type writer can write Shakespeare. So on a long enough timeline, we will exist again.
Hope that convoluted post answers your question

>>508639940
no :(
>>508639989
I don't believe in it. I think hell is too cruel.
>>508640063
I don't think that's the case because I know for sure I lived my past days.
>>508640083
Then I want to go through that transformation.
>>508640095
>and gave us a religion that kept birth rates up above extinction levels
But procreation is very secondary in Christianity, even Jesus and Paul talked about that.
>>508640228
Hopefully in a better life then.

>>508639822 (OP)
>What happens after we die?
Same thing that happened before you were born

You do the same shit all over again

>>508639822 (OP)
Maybe something good, maybe something bad.

which is more important; the way one lives or the way one dies.

severed penis

>>508639822 (OP)
do you remember what you were doing in 1782?
Sorry. Life is a gift.

>>508639822 (OP)
No one knows. You probably just cease to be.
The most intelligent answer I ever got for such a question is:

Do you remember before you were born? I don't.
My guess is death is a lot like prebirth. Nothing.

>>508640369
Hmm, but what happens after the heat death of the universe when the particles are all apart from each other?
>>508640406
>>508640595
>>508640642
It's possible something happened and we just don't remember.
>>508640480
Same as in exactly the same?
>>508640508
Hopefully something good!
>>508640575
Good question.
>>508640593
Ouch.

>>508639822 (OP)

You won't, relax.

>>508640761
I am not sure. The only thing I’m sure of is that nothing is created or destroyed, and that life is renewable

>>508640406
my dad fucking my momr?

>>508639822 (OP)
You become a nigger

>>508639822 (OP)
Materialism is false. We are conscious beings having a physical experience. After the body stops functioning, your consciousness shifts focus to another reality. There is no such thing as non-existence, as we have no evidence of non-existence, but we do have evidence of existence, which is what we are doing right now. You will not disappear.

>>508640380
God is good.
>that ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.
>Matthew 5:45 KJVAAE
God is just.
>Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.
>Romans 12:19 KJVAAE

>>508639822 (OP)
you disappear forever

>>508639822 (OP)
>I don't want to disappear forever
Then you haven't lived long enough and experienced enough suffering.

>>508640908
Doesn't seem true. Entropy only grows in this universe and so far all observations suggest the universe will eventually run away expand faster than the speed limit of the universe.

>>508639822 (OP)
you get buried with your real name on the tombstone

>>508639822 (OP)
Is her show worth watching?

read after by bruce greyson

>>508639822 (OP)
You disappear forever.

>>508641058
That will reverse too

>>508641264
Based on what? Blueshift everywhere.

>>508641224

quick run down

>>508641421
The fact that existence even is. It’s probably just a matter of perspective though

>>508640776
Cool.
>>508641000
>>508641227
Nooo.
>>508641009
I'm into idealism lately, over materialism. But still not sure if there's an afterlife.
>>508641020
I hope he is.
>>508641035
=(
>>508641046
I was a bullied quite bit because of my schizoid personality, but you're probably, some people suffer a lot.
>>508641123
That's it?
>>508641206
It's a 6 out of 10.
>>508641224
Thanks, I'll give it a look.

>>508639822 (OP)
Your children are your immortality.
Your contributions are your immortality.
May you be as lucky as Augustus and as good as Trajan.

I just don't want my soul sold to a higher alien slave race. I can barely do this now so I couldn't keep this up for a millennia.
But I also wouldn't want to be lost in the expanse of space.

>>508639822 (OP)
You'll find out when it happens. That's all anyone can tell you.

Christ is king.

>>508641528
Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.
Hebrews 13:5 KJVAAE

>>508640228
...as a monkey.
Oh, wait! You guys already are hahahahahahahahahah

>>508640380
What requires more faith?
>everything came from nothing for no reason
or
>being alive and sentient is proof of a higher meaning

You will end up where you think/know instinctively you'll end up. Impossible to lie to yourself and believe it on that one.
>captcha: hotg8

>>508639822 (OP)
the universe is like a big sphere and you can leave it if you want, or you can reincarnate within it, the void is full of interesting things but you'll have to abandon the protection of the jewish god to go there, there are scary things there too but I recommend it

there are countless words beyond and most are less tyranical

t. person who meditates far too much on this stuff

just remember, anyone telling you to believe in a one creator is just giving you fnords, same goes for buddhists and the like who tell you to crawl back to the womb, and gnostics who tell you that life doesn't matter - just do what makes you happy

Nothing happens, bubba. Non-existance.
It will be just like it was before you were born.

You have no say in the matter, you're just a meat sack that happened to understand you area meat sack.

>>508641528
Once you lived through enough shit you wouldn't want it any other way.
To simply disintegrate into the aether.

a save state is recorded seconds before your demise, and you automatically load from that forever

>>508641528
>I'm into idealism lately, over materialism. But still not sure if there's an afterlife.
It's not an afterlife. It's more accurate to call it the real world. You are currently in a "game" playing a character on earth. The key point of this game is that you don't remember the real world to make it easier to focus on this physical experience. Once the game ends, you unplug and you're back to the real world where there is no fixed form, only thought.

>>508641528
Just joking around my Brazilian monkey, lighten up and live your life instead of dwelling on faggotry.
It's probably something between the heavens and the earth, we'll see.

>>508641665
>Your children are your immortality.
>forgotten after a couple generations
Nice "immortality" lmao

>>508639822 (OP)
Noone knows you exist already

>>508639822 (OP)
unfortunately you disappear forever. Your body will still be here though. Bacteria will start breaking down your dead cells as every piece of your body slowly dies due to lack of oxygen. Then, the insects and wild animals will start devouring your corpse, tearing away little bits of your flesh and organs until you've been picked clean. Even after that, bacteria and little tiny insects will gnaw on your bones, breaking them down until you're entirely gone, just a memory.
Then the people who remember you will die, and it's like you never existed at all, just like before you were born.
Good news though: your brain will never actually let you internalize any of this! Even while reading this, your brain is subconsciously telling you "okay, but that would never happen to ME" because if it allowed you to internalize this, you'd be so terrified that you wouldn't even be able to move!

>>508639822 (OP)
I might be talking out of my ass but I think I remember reading somewhere that some parts of the human brain exist in a quantum state, which means our brains might exist slightly out of spacetime, which would mean there might be something for consciousness outside of our own bodies.

I don't know man, my father died earlier this year and there have been some weird things i cannot explain away with my rational mind

Personally, i do not really care whats after death.
It's inevitable, everyone is equal in death.
If there is nothing after death then i will not suffer
If there is something after death i will either end up in hell with around 5 billion other people or in heaven with 12 dudes and a dog.

Worst thing for me personally would be reincarnation

>>508639822 (OP)
Once the hardware stops the software running it is deleted.

>>508639822 (OP)
>boku wa tetsuo

>>508641665
I most likely won't have children, don't have the mental health and money for it, not to mention spouse.
>>508641739
Yeah, I hope it's something good. Enough suffering.
>>508641764
True.
>>508641926
I have contradictory thoughts about this subject. On one hand the universe is too big and evolution sounds like a very cold mechanism that originated life, on the other hand consciousness is something incredible and it's hard to say it all came to be by coincidence.
>>508641949
Interesting, I hope you're right, I'd like to make this choice.
>>508641957
That's very sad though.
>>508642077
Cool theory, where did you read about that?:

>>508642517
Energy can never be deleted, only moved.

The materialists midwits just can't help sniffing their own farts.

>>508639989
>if you go to hell you get to fight Baragon
You son of a bitch I'm in

>>508639822 (OP)
Did you disappear forever before you were born?

>>508639822 (OP)
the same thing that has happened to every person that has ever lived. don't be a faggy little coward face death like a man.

>>508639989
Don't you drink 12 beers a day? You're obviously on the right of that image.

>>508643088

You never experienced "before you were born" you fucking retard.

>>508643177
This is too deep for you.

>>508643177
you never experience after you're gone either, is i believe his point, brainlet.

>>508643164
I dont think I've had a beer in at least month.

>>508642185
True.
>>508642254
I want an eco-friendly funeral for me, because you get eaten by a tree. That's pretty cool, better than being burned to ashes.
>>508642348
Interesting. I hope there's some truth to that.
>>508642396
I'm sorry for your loss, it isn't easy to deal with that.
>>508642517
But are the chemical reactions inside the brain enough to create consciousness? I have my doubts.
>>508643088
Maybe we existed in some way before this life.
>>508643154
It's sad though.

>>508642970
>evolution
I think you have to research this subject more from both ways. Read about it while believing it, then read about it trying to disprove it.
Demons keep you in place when you think "I'm just an ape with anxiety on a muddy wet rock circling a star". It's evidently more to it.

>>508643284
Good for you.

>>508639822 (OP)
When you die, the universe will also die instantly afterward.

>>508640063
>ye olde' tardation
been a while since i heard that one.

>>508643272

Yo brainlet, do you experience going to sleep at night (without dreaming). No, you wake right up as if nothing happened. Same thing after you die. Sorry but you're here forever.

The fact literally nothingness was our existence until the day we were born is what scares me about death. That could very well be what awaits us, eternal nothingness. No thoughts or emotions. You could rape your father and kill your baby sister and it doesn't matter in such a reality. Honor, love, hatred, if we all return to nothing it truly doesn't matter. We love because we hold onto the hope that there will be SOMETHING after death, anything. Any form of righteousness to the universe that will take care of us and respect the actions we decided to commit ourselves to in our lives. I do the right thing because I feel that's what we as a universal consciousness should strive toward. But if I am truly alone in nothingness, then I agree my actions never mattered and if I could start again I would just live selfishly since there is quite literally nothing for me once I die and not just for billions of years, but for quintillions of years until all is nothing I will never awake ever again.

OP is a tranny.

>>508641035
>you disappear forever
The older I get, the more comforting that is.

loosh farming reincarnation trap when your memory is repeatedly wiped

you get used to it

>>508643528

You don't experience death. That's what these idiots don't understand.

>>508641813
Enjoy your heaven

>>508639822 (OP)
just move to a first world country bro, it's not worth staying in brazil. Quality of life is better elsewhere and you won't have to think about death all the time

>>508640761
>Hmm, but what happens after the heat death of the universe when the particles are all apart from each other?
I don't think our physics are well done on that one. Shit like Photons and all the other small niggers can't just go on forever. They lose energy, eventually falling back into some black hole. Those aren't eternal as well, but as long as Gravity doesn't die it'll all collapse into big soup again eventually.
Might also be our "big bang" was local. I.e. there's other big soups out there. In different stages. That light won't reach us for some millions of years, fat chance to ever see it.

>>508639822 (OP)
aim for ego death
99.9% of just pure nothing
0.01% of your consciousness being backed up in earths magnetic fields and waves as told by stargate project files that were declassified by CIA.

>>508643666
Nice digits, beaknosed kike demon.
The Devil awaits (You)r kin and you know it. Here's the proof, too.

>>508643354
That's a destructive way to think about life, right? Because if life is meaningless, then that means any serial killer is just as moral as a grandma. It means humanity was better off not existing. And that feels intuitively wrong.
>>508643434
So each person has its own universe?

>>508641504
It not being cyclical would imply the big bang or whatever kickstarted the current universe was hobo magic bullshit, so I'd agree.
I also don't claim to know, it's all just agreeing and disagreeing with the current discussions in THEORETICAL physics, i.e. "we guess how all this shit works".

>>508639822 (OP)
nobody knows
>I don't want to disappear forever...
personal bet is in reincarnation despite christianity being against it.
>>508641949
> but you'll have to abandon the protection of the jewish god to go there, there are scary things there too but I recommend it
dunno if i can ever get enough courage to do that, but it's an interesting thought.
>there are countless words beyond and most are less tyranical
i know hinduism (which is really just a bunch of local pagan god rituals wrapped around the vedic scripts) has a similar view.

>>508642970
The information comes from various sources that roughly say the same thing about the non-physical reality. If you're genuinely curious look into information pertaining to these subjects.
>Near Death Experience (Explains that we are not physical being but conscious beings having a physical experience)
>Past Life Regressions (discusses what goes on in the real world)
>Reincarnation (helps explain why we come to the physical world in the first place)
>Children Past Life Memories (more evidence that we're more than the physical)
>Non Speaking Telepathy (even more evidence)

>>508641009
my translation for this is there may be a fucking eternity between this life and the next time your consciousness awakens somewhere, but you'll neither notice you were gone for long in the first place, nor remember anything.

>>508639822 (OP)
your pain ends, just be happy it will all be over when it does.

>>508640095
So true
Even if you think he wasn't God, he just told the facts to live a good life and have a good society

>>508643437
wrong, I violently dream to the point that I am clearly aware I am sleeping.

>>508644038
Hinduism is another retarded fnord because they make their gods central and all encompassing, there is no one religion that is fully true, hell take what I'm saying with a grain of salt too - I'm a guy on the internet, I don't have all the answers, only some of them

>>508643810
>as long as Gravity doesn't die it'll all collapse into big soup again eventually
Actually, not necessarily. Depending on things like the mass of the universe, rate of expansion (if it’s actually expanding), and some other shit it’s possible that it just keeps on going basically forever. Unless proton decay is a thing and then all matter just kind of goes poof way, way, way down the line.
Fucking nobody knows. Might as well be religion at this point.

>>508643528
You aren't even technically yourself.
>We love because we hold onto the hope that there will be SOMETHING after death
Speak for yourself. They could confirm there was nothing afterwards I'd still behave as I behave.
>(Explains that we are not physical being but conscious beings having a physical experience)
We similar to animals and we reproduce as such. If animals don't go through all that then the same can apply to us.
>>508642970
>Cool theory, where did you read about that?
Holy gen z.

>>508644038

It won't be reincarnation based on Karma. Just that the universe had the stuff to make you as you are now so it'll probably end up being cyclical and you exist again. Either living the same life over and over or in different conditions.

>>508644086
It's actually the physical world that mostly gets forgotten once you return to the real world after your physical life ends. You can spend 100s of years in the real world with only 10 or 20 years passing in the physical world. From my understanding, there is no "time" in the real world. The change that happens in the real world is you.

>>508639822 (OP)
don't listen to the faggot nihilist who tell you death is the end
unironically, we keep exisiting in different bodies when we leave our current
its an endless cycle
the reason why so many people wish death was truly the end is because they know from non-physical experience that we continue to exist forever
the universe will never end, anyone who says "but le science" is a dumb kike cock sucker
just enjoy this life before you move onto the next one man
for all you know, you could go back and be born during the time of Jesus Christ
but the demiurge is a jokester and will fuck with you as your soul moves from body to body

>>508639822 (OP)
Good news, you existed once and you can wait infinitely long when you're dead with ease, so there's a good chance you couldn't permanently die if you wanted to. Of course, you should probably hope there's a God keeping track of the infinite deluge of souls or life after death might be an eternal hell with memories that are either heavily fragmented or absent entirely.

>>508643666
Looks like Heaven to me.

>>508644061
this but have discernment
>>508644320
>they make their gods central and all encompassing
imo from what i've deduced gods are just egergores, but i could be wrong here.
>>508644584
>It won't be reincarnation based on Karma
obviously
>Just that the universe had the stuff to make you as you are now so it'll probably end up being cyclical and you exist again
probably has to do something with attachment to this world, but again most of us here know jack shit and are just spitballing at best.

>>508639822 (OP)
You get isekaid as a fantasy harem MC.

>>508639822 (OP)
I want you to disappear forever.
Guess which one of us has more power in this situation.

>>508639822 (OP)
You are reborn if you have unfinished business. Again and again. Until you understand and learn your lesson.

>>508642166
If the concept is too high brow for you, your enduring works are the only way to have influence on this world after your body. Thinking of it as having your family keep a picture frame of you around for generations is not the way to see it. The simple fact that your future generations exist is it.

>>508644953
I have a different opinion on gods, but you don't have to adopt my worldview
I think there are many individual gods and most are fairly mundane, I think people can be gods too, what a god is is fairly vague but I think the shintoists god it mostly correct

>>508645191
got it*
funny typo

>>508639822 (OP)
Do you remember from before you were born? It will be like that after you die. Just have to accept it.

>>508645600

God another midwit. Where do you all come from.

It's impossible to experience death.

Nobody knows for sure, anon, and anyone who tells you otherwise is full of it. But I think the worst case scenario is it's the same as how it was before you were born.

>>508645086
They like to talk to the OP underage trannoid, leave them. But having children isn't that important either, like yourself said, it's already be done in the past, branches and branches, even if an accident ends your whole line it doesn't really matter. Only the human race breathing or its extinction are important events, if that happens, no living being knows. We however put divination into consciousness, but it's a complex physical system that forms the sense of consciousness. If androids ever become real, that's gonna be a big tell. Or you can go the believe/religious route of it being essentially an action of creating vessels where "souls" or "consciousness" end up in.

>>508645191
>>508645253
interesting stuff

>>508639822 (OP)
Faggots go to hell OP

>>508639822 (OP)
you get transported to another world

>>508645033
>You get isekaid as a fantasy harem MC.
I write those. And I wouldn’t complain if that turned out to be true.

>>508639822 (OP)
You go to Hell if you don't repent to your Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.

>>508639822 (OP)
Most likely have an experience or consciousness again. Maybe not like humans but something.
The Universe love cycles.

>>508643901
You are a divine spiritual being made in the likeness of its creator, God, who is possibly a 4th dimensional being and our souls are as well, tethered to a 3d body/world and perceiving it all from a 2D perspective. Since we can't comprehend God and he is perfect, sinless and pure, we have to go through his Son, Jesus Christ. No Christian can save themselves and even the most righteous man on earth save for Christ isn't sinless, and can't stand next to God.

You don't disappear, you have eternal life....but where you end up is the kicker. You end up on Hell, or some may believe it's separation from God which causes your soul eternal torment. Or you walk with Christ and enjoy being home with the Creator for eternity. Where you go from there is unknowable, different dimensions, pure thought, spirit stuff, it's all in the Bible. Simply by accepting that MUST go through Christ and that you believe he is the Son of God, asking forgiveness for all your sins and repenting gets you access to Heaven. You must talk to Jesus through the Holy Spirit, that tether between you and God's realm. All three can hear you and see you at all moments in time, past present and future. Jesus, The Holy Spirit, and God Himself. They are separate but all part of the same being. You can communicate with them all and actually hear them. They're not your conscience, not voices, and will give you a lasting peace in this life that youve never felt before.

>>508639822 (OP)
Fear not, for Gloria is always with you lad!
GLORIA STIRPI!

>>508647617
Well said.
>>508650103
>You end up on Hell
OP is gonna go to hell and his friends too. Case closed.

>>508639822 (OP)
maybe you'll get it right this time around
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noble_Eightfold_Path

>>508639822 (OP)
Isekai, people who live pious lifes get op abilities. Sinful people end up as a mob in some world like arknights

>>508639822 (OP)
>What happens after we die? I don't want to disappear forever...
More of the same mostly, wild shit eating and raping each other with some surprises here and there.

>>508651183
The man on the cross next to Jesus, someone who had never known Jesus and did terrible things his entire life, horrible things. Was saved. At the very end. It doesn't matter what you've done as long as you accept Christ and repent. Nobody is doomed to hell, a strange as that may sound. Even murderers like Saul of Tarsus who hunted persecuted and killed Christians was forgiven and changed through Christ.

>>508640095
based
Christ is King

Your only shot at eternal life is through -
GLORIA STIRPI

In Islam you have two angels who beat the shit out of you in the grave if you answer their questions incorrectly.

>>508640063
woah that's crazy man, have you ever done dmt?

>>508639822 (OP)
Your body rots, out soul goes back to God.

>>508639822 (OP)
tranime posters suffer pain and agony for eternity

>>508639989
Yeshua was circumcised, celebrated Passover (even though Exodus is bullshit) and was called 'rabbi' 16 times by his kike disciples.

>>508639822 (OP)
the answer lies in math.

have you ever played the lottery? you don't win it right? yet here you are. be thankful you were born a human.

we don't have the math yet, but different infinities and infinity is bullshit, theoretical philosophical maths.

Math is finite. finite up until the present time.
if the universe expands, it is also finite in measurement up until the present time.

I don't know how to write it in limits with X and arrows but you get the picture.

think like an Alien, it will keep you sane. Religion is ancient low IQ cope. you want to ass on good genes to your offspring? start thinking like an Alien, and a realistic adult.

its not perfect advice, Darwin will cull the subhumans.

>>508640642
What comes after/before life is analogous to that between consciousness and a dream. This is the dream.

>>508655653
actually I have a dog. my sister's dog.

he doesn't understand what humans are, smart beings that go to work for money to provide food shelter etc. in a society.

you evolved a good enough brain from lesser organisms. just like dogs are missing the thumb, maybe we are missing a part of the brain that hasn't evolved yet.

we do not, cannot understand what the universe actually is without an evolutionary frame of reference. it being some sort of sea or desert is most likely but our evolutionary frame of reference leads us to creation mommy sky daddy stories like Greek gods.

once something is too big it breaks the laws of physics, ergo we cannot possibly understand what is dark matter or what is outside the universe. because we do not have it within our world, because there is no observable evolutionary frame of reference.

modern theoretical physics, is new to the top 1% of us to understand.

>>508639822 (OP)
people that die and are brought back have mixed claims.

Some say they saw heaven/hell/whatever religion they tend to believe in, dead relatives, other worlds etc

Some say they didn't see anything. I think that's the most realistic outcome though. The moment you die is pretty the same as the moment before you were born-absolute nothingness.

Its a bit comforting in a way. To simply cease being. I dont really like the idea of living for eternity burning in hell or worshipping god 24/7

The simulation ends and you meant the team of scientists, our creators, that created the universe ask you one question, “Why the fuck did you spend so much time on /pol/?”

>>508639822 (OP)
Its a multiversal god simulation. You live for infinity every version of your life down to minute differences with eternities between respawns, forever. Kinda makes the black void sound comforting doesnt it?

There are only the gods you make, so praise
GLORIA STIRPI

>>508655653
are the grains of sand in a beach infinite? they're uncountable, but not infinite.

instead of this Jewish Einstein bullshit about theoretical physics, you need something you can prove in reality. like mixed martial arts.

most scientists in the 19th century and past would have agreed with me, that it is sane to think math is finite. X approaches the limit plus one.

it might take a couple of years and a few chinos to better understand modern math and science.

I also think we need a new mathematical language or several. counting prime numbers is autistic.

>>508639822 (OP)
You’ll reincarnate, but you’ll have no memory of previous life.

The only place you will actually be ‘yourself’, the real being behind all these earthly characters you play, is in between your lives.

>>508639822 (OP)
What happened before we were born?

>>508641926
>everything came from nothing for no reason
Logic can't not exist
If you calculate out the 10th digit of pi, or don't, or a million people do, it doesn't change what that digit intrinsically is
Therefore it takes no energy to "create" pi, only to view it
Therefore there is no need for a creator when it comes to any theoretically calculatable thing (our universe). Whether anyone or numerous people calculated our universe, or none did, the result would still be the same. There isn't room for god in this interpretation.

>>508656362
i like the pain.

>>508656493
i'm just greatful im living this life and not the awful possibilities of infinity

>>508639822 (OP)
Is that really so bad though?

Anyway I’m convinced there’s more than just this thing we call reality. The universe and life is too complicated and well thought out to have happened randomly for no reason.

>>508639822 (OP)

Oblivion can be a mercy. Everyone living in hell forever would gladly choose oblivion over torment.

>>508639822 (OP)
nothing
you are but a shadow, always were

>>508639822 (OP)
if you are high IQ you have probably already concluded that since there is no soul and nothing that binds your consciousness to your current body - you will just reappear somewhere on this gay earth. Can only hope it is white again.

>>508639822 (OP)
the hylics wont know. the ones that arent are life everlasting

>>508641009
The only thing that sucks about that is most of us don't remember our last lives. With the memories of past life gone, it's as if we get snuffed out each time we live and start over, unaware that we've been here before. I've had dreams of past lives, but usually only flashes and images, sensations, and thoughts barely coming together into full moments.

>>508640063
This might help or make it worse

>>508639822 (OP)
depends on your IQ & skin color.
if you're a jew you go straight back to hell no matter what.

>>508643666
i see a pattern here

>>508658379
I believe in Jesus. But I doubted. Like any rational person does. All I know is that, when I had a trampling poltergeist trampling back and forth one night several years ago, to which my dog responded before I ever did each time (including it trampling down the stairs immediately behind us looking out the front door), after 3 clearings of my upstairs at gunpoint, I prayed in the name of Jesus Christ to eradicate the spirit from my life, the house's life, and the life of any being that is close to me, it worked. Now I doubt, in the sense that - I have zero clue what the afterlife looks like. I just know Jesus Christ, somehow, is the way, or is, at least the trigger one can invoke to trump all other shit. I don't know if I believe in every word of the Bible, but, the shit stopped the MOMENT I finally went from Mister Hardass cussing with a gun, to Mister Hardass cussing with a gun that also invoked Jesus Christ as a backstop when shit got WEIRD. SOMETHING out there is real. My Grandfather was a 33rd degree scottish rite mason. My mom (she converted to Catholicism which I was raised into) saw some wild fucking shit in Grandpa's house the night he died. Shadow demonic figures flying around and shit.

I've been obsessing over death a lot, and it's just so absurd. I feel like humans would be better off not having ever gained advanced intelligence. That way we'd have no abstract fear of death. As it is, death really is the same as what is was like before being born, or when you fall asleep. Just a void. But time only moves forward. thinking about what WAS before birth and how we move INTO that after death is kind of weird. It makes me feel like I'm living through a memory that's about to be wiped. Death retroactively makes my life feel unreal, literally. After death you'll have no perception of anything, it's like nothing ever happened in the first place.

>>508639822 (OP)
I am sorry, Brazil anon. I wish I could give an answer, but I have been struggling with this myself for a while now. Half of me still believes in God, believes in Jesus... but I have my questions, doubts even. And know I just don't know. I wish you the best

>>508639950
Kek

>>508639822 (OP)
Archons coerce you into reincarnating.

>>508639822 (OP)
nothing [ever happens]

>>508639822 (OP)
start finding this entire situation completely absurd

>>508639940
How

>>508639989
Hell was invented after Christ by integration by other cults in the first century.

>>508640380
>hell is too cruel
Compared to what? Not existing? Going to heaven, where everyone is better than you, voluntarily serves God forever, and never does what you want unless God approves?

Most people would rather light themselves on fire than spend any time around people who are even a little bit better than them, let alone anyone who is actually kind of a good person, let alone face the fact that there is a God who is perfectly good and will give them whatever they want, but only as long as it isn't too bad. So if you don't want to know there is a God, or that there are people who are better than you, even after you die and the world ends and everything is revealed to everyone, well, getting lit on fire forever after receiving an immortal body is the closest thing you will be given to the ultimate distraction from reality. You're going to want things to get even worse, but at that point it will never happen. You will be maxxed out.

Either you want to know the truth, and you look for it until you find it, and you adapt yourself to it, or it smacks you upside the head when you least expect it. That's the only real choice you get. You can lie to yourself now, but that just means that now is the best it will ever be for you. It's all downhill from here. Sucks to be you.

>>508639822 (OP)
The entire thread filled with non-answers and it took almost till this point to get the true answer (even in short form)
>>508662729
When you die the high technology of the prison beyond the prison we live in summons the tunnel of light for you. The tunnel is accompanied by whatever you hold dearest: if you're religious it could be Jesus, or Mohammed, if you're sentimental you may see your dead loved ones like Grandma or your dead spouse.
The point is you see something that will assist in the next step which is getting you into the tunnel which is accompanied by a great overwhelming sense of relief, of love and serenity.
All these things together are to lull you into a sense of calm and reprieve after your long life of hardships and like a fisherman's bait and hook they only serve to reel you into the tunnel and once you're in you're trapped and your 'spirit guide' (actually an Archon) will show you your life, all your misdeeds, every little nasty thing you did/felt/thought even when you were the only one that ever knew about them. Not only will they show you the terrible things you've done in life but they'll show you how those actions impacted other lives negatively, all of this section is to ferment guilt and regret inside of you, emotional energy is energy made by the soul and these beings feast on our negative emotions.
Before you think to yourself 'Well I'm just a psychopath, I won't feel any guilt!', they make you see how your actions impacted others negatively and experience those feelings you caused on other people as you relive it from their perspective.

You are completely alone with an Archon whom it is their job to extract as much pain and suffering from you an they've been doing this job for millennia, not only is it their job but they literally feed on our suffering. The end result is they either make you feel enough guilt to 'send you back', back to the milking shed.

I wish i could disappear completely right now

>>508639822 (OP)
I don't want to dissapear too anon, I'm so scare :( And if reincarnation exists I want to reincarnate as F1 driver uwu

>>508666770
Just kys yourself from a bridge doing very High speed or cross a street without watching the cars on a bike ;-; sometimes I have intrusive thoughs while on the bike but I don't wanna dissapear, life Is nice uwu

>>508639822 (OP)
I do. I fucking hope that's what happens. Better than eternal hell.

>>508667163
How do you know death is the end? It might be eternal hell for all we know.

Good News friends!
If you're under 40 then you will still have a chance at eternal life.
It will be a little expensive but if you save now you can make it!

>>508639822 (OP)
If you’re Jewish/Abrahamic/Atheist or a good goyim you’ll be tortured for trillions of years until total heat death of the universe, and then be thrown into oblivion. It’s a super based rule I made.

>>508667163
When i think about suicide i imagine my parents suffering and blaming themselves. I'm fucked, don't want to do nothing with life but probably will never kill myself either

>>508659299
>muh random sporadic unconscious imagination is evidence of past lives