I'm 34 years old, and I've rotted away for a decade. I've been gym maxxing and want to have a life again, but I'm consumed by misery. What am I supposed to do? My life has been shit. God must hate me.

kys, get reincarnated and start again fresh

>>508746037 (OP)
Politics?

>>508746037 (OP)
Do you play any sports? Lots of amateur baseball teams. Make friends. Go to bars together. Find a woman.

>>508746170
I'm white Ranjeesh. The white mans well being is always politically relevant

>>508746236
>find a woman a bar
Only fuck toys hang out at bars.

Note down the things you appreciate.
Then note down the things you need to fix which you have control over.
Then fix those things one at a time.

>>508746037 (OP)
You are in for a big surprise if you think getting in shape to fuck a bunch of roasties expecting women and their cunts will fix how you feel. In fact they’ll make things worse. By all means get in shape, it’s good for your physical and mental… but expect to get even more black pilled if anything. Whatever you do, don’t just KYS… it’s better to do something meaningful with your life, it’s your responsibility to find what that is. Yes, you and me we both already live in a dystopia but this should make find meaning easier. I did the chadmaxxing thing and it was good for the ego in a way but, it never felt real to myself. I got in shape, I got the good job, I got to fuck girls 15 years younger than me, none of that made me feel less alone. I’m just warning you anon but, do it if you feel like it and get that out of your way.

>>508746037 (OP)
As long as you aren't a lawless crackhead,
who cares what you do.

The government can't knock on your door
and force you to fight a war.
You are free

>>508748311
That is what religion is for, trying to be fulfilled by hedonism never works.

I got religious and my life is now a never ending series of white pills.

Every step towards ww3 is a step towards the second coming.

Every time I see degenerates spread filth like faggotry I remember they will be burning eternally where they deserve.

Religion is the last and ultimate whitepill, it makes everything negative actually look positive.

I don't need to drink or smoke weed, I don't need to constantly be plugged in to music to go about my day.

>>508748311
>I indulged in vapid shit the media tells me to boost my ego and it didn't make me happy
Find spiritual purpose.
What you mentioned is bodily kicks "penis and muscles feel good why not brain feel good"

>>508746037 (OP)
NOTHING, there is NOTHING out there except predation, ingratitude and demons in form of humans

YOU should instead EMBRACE THE LONELINESS

DO AWAY WITH THIS ROTTEN WORLD, NOTHING HAS ANY MEANING, OUR EXISTENCE AMOUNTS TO NOTHING. WE ARE ALL THE TRASH THESE DEMONS STEP ON.

embrace the isolation, only through it you achieve ENLIGHTENMENT

tell me what you looking for with these people outside your home? Whatever it is, you won't find.

>>508748311
it depends on where you're finding these women. you need to get involved with things that have more introverted people. that way you can meet females that aren't hyper-extroverted roasties. I agree that there is no point in chasing pussy, you've gone without for long enough for that not to bother you. better to focus on finding serious relationships instead. chasing pussy just wastes more time anyways. anyways OP, you literally do what you would have done 10 years ago... fake it until you make it. that's what everyone does. most people give you nothing but smalltalk bullshit at first, so don't overthink it. you'd be surprised how many people have socially regressed by your age, even the ones who were never in a rutt. most people go to work, come home, and do nothing but scroll. I know people who were "the guy" in high school and they are fucking nerdy now. like a riddit mod. nobody has to know about your past until it's time to tell them. it will just scare a lot of people away. once you get the mojo back shit will fall into place. it just takes consistent effort. life doesn't magically fix itself if you wait.

>>508748944
There’s a spiritual crisis in today’s world I agree. Loners are loners because they are not tuned to the filth, which is good. The soul grows inwards.

>>508749573
Yes, but it's a symptom. Being a loner is still bad for you. Instead you should be attempting to meet likeminded people, or at least neutral people. Blackpilling is as bad for your soul as partaking in degeneracy is.

>>508748944
I have a type of Christian worldview, but I had bad experiences in church. Church is filled to the brim with normies who got married straight out of high school or early in college. They all looked at me like a freak, I even got bullied a little bit. For some reason it seems to me like churches are filled with the most absolute toxic kind of people that have never struggled a single day in their life (except for at their boring ass jobs)

>>508746086
Take out a synagogue when you do, get 72 virgins inshallah

>>508746037 (OP)
Take Muay Thai