I want out of this slop being passed off to me as a "life".
I want out.
You can keep the soul, the judgement, the punishment hell, the reward paradise, yeah fuck all that nigger kike slop.
I judge you creator.
I judge you unworthy of my love.
I judge this world to be unworthy of my soul.
This universe and the creator of it are perfect for one another.
May you both exist forever.
May you forever exist being worshipped and praised for your "Great Work" universe you built.
I am not impressed.
Take this fucking soul and shove it up your ass.
I reject it.
I reject this "gift" of life.
I reject both your warring spoiled little brat magic power children. Christ and Lucifer are both fucking stupid spoiled piss babies.
Surely some street shitting jeet child that you just tortured to death would just love a second chance with a fresh soul.
I offer mine, here for fucking free.
Give it to someone who appreciates your shitshow and is grateful for the chance to thank you for torturing them.

In conclusion oh magnanimous "creator" thanks for absolutly nothing.
Let me know when you want to try praying to me for once for forgiveness and I will judge you bitch.
I judge you
I judge you and your universe
You and your worshippers are perfect for one another.

>>508857535 (OP)
I just want you to know you're not alone, there are people like me who have been through just what you're going through and made it out.
Rejecting your own life is not the way, it just makes things worse.

>>508857535 (OP)

>inb4 the created does not have capacity to judge the creator and this post matters little to him.

by his will, op is a fag

>>508858554
Maybe, but that does make it hurt any less.
Imagine being God, loving someone infinitely and just wanting to help them, but not being able to without violating free will because the person is so lost in themself they no longer know which way is up.

>>508858419
I already made it out, I already went through.
I understand everything, I solved everything, I know it all, and possessing that knowledge is nothing but dissapointing.
It's All So Tiresome, mediocre and deep fried in endless greed, sprinkled with a fake sheen of "paradise".
I am not going to jump like a pet nigger and get scored on my performances sin level by this dancing with the stars roasty creator any longer.
The contract has been voided.
I just want to go my own way deep into the nothingness outside of the creator and do my own thing.
I don't want any more part of this.
I find it all so fucking stupid.
I will maybe finally teach the creator what death truly is, because I fear that she does not know Perhaps it has been so long since the creator first wrestled with nothingness that she has forgotten?
I will sacrafuce for you creator, as your son sacfaruced for us.

I will walk into annihilation and teach death to our lord.

>>508857535 (OP)
Stop trying to do everything yourself. Get some help. There are people who want to help you.

>>508858899
Thats not how any of this works, the very fact that you assign "she" to the creator is very telling that you haven't figured any of this out.
I'll give you a hint.
Other people are real and what you do for them when no one is watching is everything, its how you honor the fact that they're alive.
It might not make sense to you consciously, but how does it make you feel?

>>508857535 (OP)
kys then nobody cares

>>508858999
Nice trips. I want him to die and stop attempting to demoralize the rest of us. He won't though because OP is a schizophrenic jew

>>508859049
Judgemental
I am weighing your even action
Weighing them in comparison to what metric?
Your son who came down and pretended to understand pain, humiliation, fear?
What can superman know of fear?
When does Superman run and scream and cry?
For all I saw your sons greatest accomplishments was what, rejecting some land offered by his brother?
What is land compared to super powers? Pull magic tricks on the dumb monkeys.
And how did that work out for you?
Magic cross powers,lol.,
What's next, space ships and aliens?
You going to open up worm holes to try and impress your worship pets?
If the only waybyour pets listen is with magic shows....then of what use is any of this for?

>>508857535 (OP)
Don't give up, anon. This human world system was not created by God, it is the creation of the devil, which is humans. It is humans that are devils, real people with real evil ideologies that were brought into other people's minds. The masses are a beast, and the children of God are very few. This is not God's kingdom.

This prideful statue of humanistic world power here looks like it will be shattered by a stone that was cut out without hands.

Daniel 2:45
Forasmuch as thou sawest that the stone was cut out of the mountain without hands, and that it brake in pieces the iron, the brass, the clay, the silver, and the gold; the great God hath made known to the king what shall come to pass hereafter: and the dream is certain, and the interpretation thereof sure.

>>508859388
What do you think morality is friend?

Jesus Christ is Lord.

Not passing turning test here bucko.

>>508859409
I don't want the creators paradise.
I don't want to deal in judgement in exchange for salvation.
Thanks but no thanks.
I reject the contract offer.
What else do you offer if anything?
I have my judgement to trade, and you seem to only be offering judgement as well?
Seems we are both full on stock here champ.
Let's agree to disagree.
You take your creators judgement, I with mine, and we go our seperate ways.

>>508859409
Tell me more about how these Hebrews and Jews think I should live my life! Please, I need guidance.

>>508857535 (OP)
What a midwit picture. The truth is the objects has different color/shape shadow depending on the particular angle from which the light goes. It's just a matter of phrasing it properly and in no way suggests moral relativism. Peak midwittery

>>508859627
Salvation doesn't require judgement.
It requires you be honest with yourself and you creator.
If that feels like judgement, well then what did you do?

>>508859889
Am I not being honest now?
Has any man ever before me bared their soul more?
I'll strip and show you my scars, will the soul you put forward dare to risk the same?
Judge yourself before you dare to face me

>>508859655
Your concept of what a "Jew" is, is just wrong.

The word "Jew" is a religious term for a congregation that is very mixed and does not believe in the deity of Jesus Christ, the God of the whole Bible.
Judaism is a demonic commentary on the Old and the New Testament, and you currently have many of their doctrines in your mind. The very assumption that the people of the Bible (Israelites) are "Jews" is one of those talmudic concepts in your head.
The Israelites are not "Jews", they were never called "Jews" or Judaeans, they were always Israelites, all twelve tribes. The remnant nation "Judah" in the New Testament was an issue because God was still married to it at that time, and it was full of different ethnic groups of peoples even back then 2000 years ago. It was Judahites, Benjamite, Levites, but also Edomites, Canaanites, Ishmaelites that were not God's sheep. That nation was only kept by God to bring forth Jesus Christ and to save His actual people that scattered throughout the ancient European world. The absolute majority of God's people were not known as God's people at that time, they were heathnized, "the nations". European Christendom is the regathering of those very people.
The Israelites are in the New Covenant for 2000 years and established Christian civilization.
>Jeremiah 31:31-33, Hebrews 8:8-10, Hosea 1:9-10, Romans 9:25-26, 9:3-5
>Ezekiel 34:11-12, 34:30-31, John 10:26-27, Genesis 28:14, James 1:1

"Jews" or Judaeans today are even more of a joke, they don't have any pure clean millennia odl lineage, they don't even know who their grandparents are from one or two hundred years ago. They are Arabs, Khazars that mixed with Europeans, Asiatic peoples, the mixed multitude as the Bible descirbes it.

Your mind is currently not seeing reality as it is, your mind hears the LABEL "Jews", and then it gives you the output: "that an ancient person of the Bible". That programming in your head is wrong, and very stupid actually. Open your eyes.

>>508860316
Yes, guide me more into the light! Shall I name my kids Hebrew biblical approved names? What can I eat during specific times? Can I eat meat during passover? Tell me more about what the Hebrew god wants me to do and behave, rabbi!

>>508860073
No, you're not being honest with yourself.
I see right through you even if you can't see me, but I don't do it to judge, I do it because even though you're just pixels on a screen to me I can feel the pain in your words and I know what it feels like.
If I had a faster treatment I would give it to you.

>>508860574
You fear to tread where I have taken you
Crawl back to the comfort of your master builder
It will win you more brownie points towards your "treat" doggy

>>508857535 (OP)
Always be kind to yourself. It's one of the most important things.

I am finally free
I am finally free

https://youtu.be/QFhbfsB87cY?si=dV33h6BdG3HbxNCO

>>508860660
No, I don't fear it, I literally dove in after you when you jumped off the cliff and even now you're disrepsecting me for it.
You my friend are the scorpion on the frog's back.
I don't give a shit about winning brownie points with some "god"
I give a shit about that fact that you're obviously in serious psychological distress, and I lived through the same shit and found a way out.
You're not alone.

>>508857535 (OP)
>No objects just shadows
Wow the goblin from Königsberg was right

>>508860526
Sorry, I can not help you. You already closed your mind. I'm not going through that iron wall of stupor. Good luck though.

Behold, the only honestly brave man walks among you
Diogenese search has ended, the lantern burns
Be baptised in the shit river of truth
Confess your REAL truths
Timid men never dared such confessions of the soul, hoarding the paradise lottery ticket so covetously
Grasping so tightly, hoping for the approval and to be told
"YOU ARE BETTER UP HERE THAN THOSE DOWN BELOW"

>>508861380
Fine, but when the Jew/Hebrew god YHWH judges me I'll say you could have helped save my Israeli/Hebrew soul but didn't. Oy vey!

New Space Gospel just dropped

https://urantiapedia.org/en/home

>>508858899
Cool wizard pic
Don't give up op

>>508861865
Based

>>508860974
What do you mean by this?

>>508861509
You're not diogenes, you're not even honest.
You hardly know what honesty is, and you have no right to judge anyone, lest you become your own punishment yet again.

>>508862247
Behold, a feathered chicken.

>>508862529
How am I supposed to deep fry that? its still got feathers on it innit
>said the wagie

>>508857535 (OP)

>>508858798

already imagined that. also imagined a reality where he can help them without violating free will.

theres technically no stopping a god from running multiple realities simultaneously. guess which one you are stuck in?

>>508863439
Duh, why else would I be here right where I'm needed?
Being clever is pointless when you can be kind.

>>508858419
>>508858999
Now this is wholesome. Maybe 4chan is finally healing. Thanks for not posting the obligatory "kys op" and for the oldfags "an hero op".

I commend you gentlefrens. Well done.

>>508857535 (OP)
And for op, ty for sharing the image. It's quite the interesting. And as these two frens said, nigger, do you think you're the only one? This shit is hard. Don't give up just yet. Find a new hobbie or something or just anything...there will always be dark days, but there are days filled with light too. We are all in this jewed up shit together.

>>508864093
Why am I not free to pursue my own existance free from the creator outside of this creation?
Do I truly posses free will if such is not the case?
Annihilation is preferable to slavery of my soul.

I fear that the creator has nothing more to teach me, no matter how many more lives I were to live...nor how many more magic tricks of perception, dimension, illusion, folding time and space I witnessed, nor how intricate and grand the designs depths unfold into.

Being in a world of such as we exist on Earth, deracinates the soul from love of creation, into rejection of the entirity.

I can no longer separate man, the created, from the creator. And because of this I hate. And there is no longer any place for me amongst you. For I hate your ignorance most of all.
I hate you as I was.
And so I hate myself.

>>508858798
Where do you get the idea that God respects human free will?
We all make choices in life, but no will is indepedent of God's will.
God is all-powerful and all-knowing, so everything goes precisely according to His plan.
That's the entire point of Romans 9.
OP is the in the wrong, because he has no right to complain. He should give thanks in all things.

>>508865995
Thanks for what? Some fucking building block cubes stacked together to form the emergent shape of greed? The amount of greed in this shithole out pressures a black hole and you retards are throwing a jam-bor-ee church sing-along praising creation.

It's fucking lunacy to witness the front rows off all your pews, mosques and temples stacking with the highest dollar percentages.
I tremble for you, and you sneer.

Shit sucks. All the other elucidated people also hide away and are impossible to get into contact with.

>>508866273
>praising creation
You have no idea what you are even talking about. Not surprising since youre a lil kvetching kike bitch.
Get fucked kike skill issue

>>508861669
That's not how it works, retard.
YOU actively rejected the truth when someone told you about it.
The truth should be of your interest, nobody is called to make up with stupidity like that, we are merely called to tell people. The convincing part is for the Holy Spirit that is working in people when they hear. You reject, and you chose the road of dumbledy dumb.

2Ti 4:3-4 For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears; And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned unto fables.

Matthew 10:14-15
And whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when ye depart out of that house or city, shake off the dust of your feet. Verily I say unto you, It shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom and Gomorrha in the day of judgment, than for that city.

>>508857535 (OP)

This is the golden age that you are living through right now. Humanity has never had it better. Haven't you heard? Jews are losing bigly and we are winning, in fact we have already won and everything is great now. Patriots are in control.

If you aren't living a joyous, prosperous and fulfilling life it's a YOU problem.

>>508869540
you joke but this is what migamutts actually believe. "patriots are in control". lmao

>>508869540
>>508857535 (OP)
I was caught in the middle of a railroad track (Thunder)
I looked 'round and I knew there was no turnin' back (Thunder)
My mind raced and I thought, "What could I do?" (Thunder)
And I knew there was no help, no help from you (Thunder)
Sound of the drums beatin' in my heart
The thunder of guns, yeah, tore me apart

>>508865090
Okay, so hopefully you're still here. Let's discuss your strategy. Are you considering kys to be able to escape, or do you have another method. Honestly you and I share a similar sentiment.

Around twenty years ago I left Christianity deeply searching (as objectively as I can) for the truth to the nature of all things. That's why your image intrigues me so much, because it's one of the truths I have discovered.

I also feel as you do that many things are bullshit. If you haven't yet, I highly recommend reading the work of Bob Monroe to give you a new perspective. I also do think it's possible that we are trapped here on earth in some type of reincarnation loop, and that our emotional energy is being harvested for some type other beings. If you have not yet, I strongly suggest to begin to learn how to meditate. And lastly, I highly recommend /X/.
>>>/x/catalog
There are many anons there who feel as you do, having discussions with them may prove beneficial for you. I am genuinely curious what your game plan is. Have you considered trying to learn how to go out of body?

>>508872920
Is this like a code? Because you dont want to post women who look like that? Or are you just weird