One year ago my wife ended a pregnancy because we found out the baby had a big dna mutation, which meant the child was going to be likely severely disabled and or malformed. She's now pregnant again, and the baby is healthy and due soon. But every day I can't stop thinking about what happened last year

shouldn't have married your sister

>>508910418 (OP)
Its alright don't worry about

>>508910418 (OP)
Thinking about it is not nearly as bad as having to care for a disabled retard every day for the rest of your life. Don’t beat yourself up over it, bro. You did the most sensible thing with the hand you were dealt. Congratulations on rolling again for a winner. You have all the cards and you’re on a hot streak now. Stop dwelling on the past and put some fresh niggerbacks on your favourite soccer squadron to score the goal 1-0. If it makes yo7 feel better, I’m an incel and I don’t have anyone, nor will I ever. For comparisons.

>>508910418 (OP)
How did she/you find out about it?
>t. gf begging me to breed her

>>508910418 (OP)
Don't be a christcuck, that was a cool abortion, good job.

>>508911087
Genetic testing at 3 months, followed by amniocentesis and further testing

>>508910418 (OP)
Why are people this retarded?

It's dead, its gone, it is no more. It feels nothing because it doesn't exist. You did it a fucking favour (unlike with this next one who you're ejecting into a world of increasing misery, suffering, and corruption)

>>508910418 (OP)
Your kid is going to have a developmental disorder like autism.

>>508910418 (OP)
Only the most deranged would force a woman to give birth to a baby that had no chance at a healthy existence due to malformations, she did the right thing

>>508910418 (OP)
Youre retarded and the reason planned parenthood is now defunded. Peace ya nasty cunt

>>508911295
I just wanna get shit tanked and play vidya bros, this whole "adulting" shit is gay as fuck

>>508910418 (OP)
She saved you why are you doom posting
Do you wanna raise another chrischan?

you got a healthy baby vs stuck for 18 years raising a retard

>>508910418 (OP)
>the child was going to be likely severely disabled and or malformed
>likely
>possibly not
On a political note, since this is a political board after all, what do guys think about the UK’s new law where they will allow abortion up to the very last second? As I understand it, they will now be able to abort the baby during the birth. So as long as one toe is still in the pussyhole, this means the baby has not technically been born and can still be terminated up until that point. I will admit that the new law does seem rather ghoulish, but it could be a help in situation’s like OP’s. If the doctor sees the head coming out and can confirm that yes, it is in fact malformed, than BLAMMO. Smush. Crunch. Then the would be parents don’t have to dwell on what could have been for the rest of their lives. Nor does anyone have to be further inconvenienced. So what do we think guys?
YAY / OR NAY?

>>508910418 (OP)
Dude it wasn't your body. Stop being a faggot cuck for your bitch and pretending to feel bad. It's just fucking nature.

>>508910418 (OP)
I think severely mentally/deformed kids deserve to be aborted in this case it's justified sadly. you can trick yourself into believing people would look past it or they could have a normal life but it's untrue.

Seriously you'd rather raise a tard?
Those things only suffer in life

Your job is to breed healthy people or care for minor disabilities not major ones

>>508910418 (OP)
>But every day I can't stop thinking about what happened last year
Do you know what caused the mutation?

>>508910418 (OP)
Should have kept the retard, put it in a basement and raped it daily.
Retards never tell.

>>508911302
[muffled linkin park playing in the distance]

>>508911616
>planned parenthood is now defunded.
He did that all the way from Ireland? He truly is powerful.

>>508910418 (OP)
man up, hope and work for the best of you future kid. They are the light at the end of this fucking awful enslaved globohomo tunnel . You will see.

>>508910418 (OP)
Have 3 kids now. We were parents at 19, at 23 i was broke and life was unstable and hard and i pressured my good woman to abort our child. Now i regret with every fiber of my being. I killed my child, made my wife a murder of her own childre. I could not live with this regret and shame only my faith in God lets me cope. I am so very sorry to everyone , i am so ashamed

>>508910418 (OP)
happens bro, second checkup we got the "stopped growing, no heartbeat" deal. tried again, now I'm watching our 6 year old play with his mom. look forward, the past is immutable but effectively gone

>>508910418 (OP)
Don't listen to these other anons, OP. You are right to still think about such a tragedy. The culture of waste and relativism tells you she was right to kill (yes kill, scientifically life begins at conception) your child because he or she may have had a difficult life. But murder is murder no matter how else we may call it (abortion, euthanasia, war, death row, etc). And who is to say what a hard life is? Do we kill all who struggle in the streets? You child would have loved you both as any child loves their parents. They would not have thought twice about how hard life is, rather how wonderful it is to be alive. Please tell your wife to repent and next time don't just let her do whatever she wants. I pray your current child grows up well, but never forget that she decided she didn't want a 'bad kid' and society let her kill.

>>508911934

Vaxxed.

Eh, possibly not. Mutants and anomalies have always been a thing and Plato was okay with yeeting them, at any stage in life.

OP did nothing wrong.

>>508912120

Killing a healthy child. Yeah, Plato would not approve. I'm glad you saw what an error it was.

>>508912448
Regret has eaten inside of me ams changed me forever.
I live every day knowing I deservese all the misery in the world.

>>508912120
God forgives you if you repent. Are you baptized ? You need to be, you and your whole family

>>508912120
even though my comment was in support of it i realize after that it was pretty cold, i think it's easy to see these comments as just stupid fucking 4channers but you guys are all people and you're probably not that different from me.

>>508910418 (OP)
You’re disgusting and so is your wife

>>508911532
>>508911828
>>508911905
>>508911918
>anons think disabled people should be killed
You stupid fools. Have you ever met a seriously disabled person? Ever had one in your family? Then don't talk. My brother loves life, we all love him, and he struggles every day but so what everyone does!
>>508912164
Miscarriages are sad, but a completely different situation. They happen naturally, murder does not.

>>508910418 (OP)
I'm so sorry for you anon but I'm going to give it to you straight. Your decision to abort that child has denied you any comfort and peace you could have had by simply letting that child be, even if it died anyway. You weren't even allowed to grieve. I'll pray for you, you're carrying a heavy burden and I hope you eventually make peace with it.

>>508911011
This. I don't think we have to go full eugenics over it, life is precious, but your life and society matter, too. If you can't handle it, then another retard baby dumped into the foster system is not a good use of anybody's time and resources. It isn't of yours either. It's a life of misery and suffering for all parties involved.

I think people get too up in arms over the value of life, but there's also I think a duty to make the right decisions for those who can't. Like caring for a pet. Nobody would think twice about putting down a pet that would suffer. We put down pets before they suffer too. Because we know that there are more bad days than good days ahead, or we just know we can't handle the burden and the options aren't great.

In short don't beat yourself up.

>>508910418 (OP)
what a faggot

>>508912769
yes i'm sorry for my comment, i realize after that it was pretty cold, i didn't mean it.
like i said here >>508912735 i think it's easy to take these posts like they're not coming from people, separating the person from the post and treating people here coldly and like shit is just the norm but i don't think it was right here. i'm sorry.
i also think it depends on the level saying that, if they're going to be so deformed they can't even function or live then i think it's a different question but even so this guy's suffering is warranted and i feel for him.

>>508910418 (OP)
If you feel that you've missed out somehow, put your cat's litterbox on the dinner table.

>>508912120
You look at the kids you have and imagine everything the other could have been, yes? I look at my kids and think the same about those I never conceived. Treat the ones you do have excellently. Don't waste that energy beating yourself up.

>>508910418 (OP)
Thats fine. Before we were engaged my gf got pregnant despite being on the pill. We had been dating five years or so at that point and had "the talk". We both decided to terminate it and holy fuck it was the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. Since we were reaponsible we got to use the pill and do it chemically, but it really fucked me up. I killed my child because I wasnt man enough to take care of them. My wife and I live together now and we're going to try again next year with a much more stable situation, but I killed my kid. No one should ever have to go through that. I lost my job and started drinking to cope. I'm better now but it doesnt get easier. It's fucking traumatic.

>>508910418 (OP)
>But every day I can't stop thinking about what happened last year
That's because you murdered your child instead of loving it.
I am as guilty as you.
You need to repent and confess it to the Lord.
Nothing else will help.

>>508910418 (OP)
Vaxx or Quirra?

>>508910418 (OP)
there, there

>>508910418 (OP)
Your feelings are all hormonal, like a women feels. You don’t need to feel that way.

>>508913289
man up nancy

>>508912901
No im sorry too anon, i realise if the child is basically certain to die some might not want the trauma and so think its better if the child had not been born. I just don't like all the eugenicists on here, they make me sad thinking that we should decide who lives and dies when we don't even know how to live 'correctly' in the first place.

>>508910418 (OP)
>One year ago my wife ended a pregnancy because we found
This happened because of a sick society, not because of anything Italian women or you yourself have done. It's the end stage of a bad era.

Dumbass OP. You know woke doctors lie to white couples about this to reduce the white birthrate right? Just go on Google and look up stories from couples who were told their kid would turn out retarded and deformed and then it was born perfectly normal and healthy without any issues

>>508913766
I'm sorry if this sounds harsh. Maybe you had definitive proof the kid would be fucked up. But there are many instances in which couples are told the child will be born deformed or retarded but then it's normal. Weirdly this seems to only happen with white couples

>>508910418 (OP)
Shit happens to everyone that you will 100% never get over. It's part of living a full life

How do retarded children take care of themselves after their parents die? Every part of their life has to be supervised and micromanaged. When I was a teen I worked with a 30 year old retard at a McDonalds and his mom had to bring him to work and pick him up every day. He worked fine but we were told always to have an eye on him and if his parents died he wouldn't be able to work. They also don't live long and rarely marry so you are just causing stress to raise something that statistically will die before you depending how early you have them and if you have it later it will be fucked the moment you die

>>508910418 (OP)
miscarriages happen in 1 in 5 pregnancies because the body detects something is wrong and ceases gestation.
sometimes disabled offspring makes it all the way through and in the past those babies died quite fast anyway.
yours was just a medical intervention for a natural process.
probably better that you made the decision together instead of her body spontaneous rejecting the foetus when here body detected it was abnomral., as that would be more of an emotional shock.
well done that you have a healthy one on the way now, that's really all you have to think about

thread full of retards

>>508910418 (OP)
I hope you got a second opinion OP.
There are doctors/nurses who get a kick out of making you abort a healthy baby...

>>508910418 (OP)
I understand why you're upset, OP. It took me a long time to accept putting pets to sleep when they were clearly dying, and would be better put out of their misery. Euthanasia isn't supposed to make you feel better. It's a mercy to the victim. Think of yourself as bearing the pain of doing what you did for the sake of the child. If you feel guilt, feel honor that you bore that weight for his sake, that you didn't run away, try and deny the situation, or force him to live a miserable joke of a life.

>>508910418 (OP)
you killed that baby you Nigger

>>508911984
Flag checks out.

>>508915751
And their names mysteriously all end in berg, wicz, and stein.

>>508911302
this

>>508910418 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rKp_ZdS_00
hi Fren. it's OK. God will not be mocked. He knows your heart. He knows.

>>508910418 (OP)
Do you regret your wife getting the covid vaccine? Or nah?

>>508911087
Get married first, retard.

>>508910418 (OP)
I should have been that abortion

>>508912769
I think it's ethical to eliminate those who wouldn't survive any austerity anyway

>>508912120
Brown kid. From brown guy. Nothing of value was lost

>>508911011
>>508912849
Can you imagine what the kid would think of being forced into a meat cage because their parents didn't want to feel guilty?