Anyone else stop mentally developing at 19? I have such a childish mind and behavior im literally years behind them, I feel alien around people my age im late 20s. I think this happened because of neeting and not going to college, im not a bad looking dude either i run every day.

>>508985421 (OP)
Maybe you're just retarded?

Same. I am going to kill myself soon.

>>508985421 (OP)
>>508985421 (OP)
I think I stopped mentally developing at 14. It was like the inverse of my life. When I was 5-13 I was far ahead of everyone around me and everyone would consider me extremely mature, but once I turned 14, 15, 16 it was like I just got "Stuck" and couldn't move on and everyone else caught up. Let's just say that at like 7 I had the mental maturity of a 14 year old, but at 18 I still had the mental maturity of a 14 year old.

It's so weird. I genuinely don't know what happened. I'm just stuck. I think it's some form of autism. I think they used to call it PDD-NOS.

>>508985421 (OP)
I want to make out with a big beefy dude like that.

>>508985421 (OP)
I was 15 until I was 20, I was 20 until 25. Then every year went by faster even though I kept adapting and learning until 32. Dating a 22 year old dumb fuck but she’s skinny and white so I’ll deal with it by being smart for both of us. How’s Poland these days?