>>508986940 (OP)
My mom is 70 years old, 4”4 and has some knee issues and walks with a hobble.
My dad is 73, has diabetes and is losing his sight slowly and has a missing toe due to infection and have to almost monthly drain his foot.

That’s why I’m living. When they both go in either gonna have one chance to get my shit together or just die.

Archons feed off our loosh.
Jews feed off our wealth.
(((Existence))) was a mistake.

>>508986940 (OP)
Not really, but I just enjoy vidya with my friends. I wouldn't worry too much about it, staring into the abyss never yields good results.

>>508986940 (OP)
Being unvaccinated
I am a god amongst cattle. The blood of my ancestors flows PROUDLY through my UNVAXED VEINS
I am impervious to all mystic and psychic ATTACKS, I am the 1% that didn’t get a jew cum vaccine, didn’t wear a mask
I LIVE to be better than this entire cattle slave race
I LIVE to make my ancient unvaxed ancestors proud there’s still 1 NON-FAGGOT alive left on Earth

Creating a recursive, nested, existential narrative. Don't worry about reproduction or meeting biased expectations, time isn't linear so whatever you accomplish in between iterations is already accounted for and expected. You're just a flow, "do what thou wilt", that's all that's expected from you.

>>508986940 (OP)
we are all gonna be death rather soon, it dosent matter because noth
Type the CAPTCHA here
?
ing ever happens

SHOW MUST GO ON
INSIDE MY HEART IS BREAKING
MY MAKE UP MAY BE FLAKING
BUT MY SMILE STILL STAYS ON

>>508986940 (OP)
Pain? Overcoming it? Succombind to it? Repeat it?

>>508986940 (OP)
yes, I'm pretty sure I know, but you don't actually want the answer—that's why you're here asking; it's kind of the point, in fact
it's a whole deal
trust me on this—don't worry about the metaphysic of your existence—I say this out of love for you
just ride it out, treat people as well as you can stomach, and make the most of the good times when they come around

it's okay, you're okay
nothing here can hurt you, not really

>>508987009
This.
I don't know why there's a disussuooabkur politics or what else.. We all have good reasons, and all are private, but keep alive. Nothing more. Nothing less.

>>508986940 (OP)
To create offspring then die like everything else that exists

>>508986940 (OP)
pussy
>>508987125
live your own life, faggot. you don't get extra points for imagining what other people get satisfaction from.

>>508986940 (OP)
This guy does

>>508986940 (OP)
I live to resist the anti-christ.

>>508986940 (OP)
To suffer

To pay taxes, tariffs, and tips to pedophiles.

>>508987009
Unironically consider finding a doctor in South America. Argentina, Colombia, Chile, and fuck it even Mexico have good doctors and any treatments or surgical procedures they'd need would be infinitely cheaper there than anything you'd find here.

>>508986940 (OP)
Being unvaccinated
I am a god amongst cattle. The blood of my ancestors flows PROUDLY through my UNVAXED VEINS
I am impervious to all mystic and psychic ATTACKS, I am the 1% that didn’t get a jew cum vaccine, didn’t wear a mask
I LIVE to be better than this entire cattle slave race
I LIVE to make my ancient unvaxed ancestors proud there’s still 1 NON-FAGGOT alive left on Earth

>>508986940 (OP)
>Does anybody know what we are living for?
nothing, that's why you should define a purpose in life
overall, be true to yourself

>>508987642
They put it in the water, btw.

>>508986940 (OP)
The desperate hope of existential revenge. Also the idea of watching everyone panic in the case of an asteroid or solar flare or something. In the meantime, I watch videos of kikes, jeets and niggers dying in agony / despair to stay sane.

>>508987247
>time isn't linear
I wish. But of course it's linear.
For all practical purposes, time is linear.
Relativity is make believe.

should we have kids? will that fullfill us and give us purpose?

>>508986940 (OP)
You make your own reason you pathetic fucking pussy

>>508986940 (OP)
The fleeting dream of knocking up a woman with macromastia.

>>508986940 (OP)
Seeing an investment 30X on the way to greater heights is pretty cool. Just decided to put the games aside for a bit and start looking on /biz/ for leads.
Almost surprising how many people told me to always do my own research and even not to buy something and wait for a dip - which would then happen sometime later.
Money is just a resource of course. Like gardening you may have to buckle down and do the work to provide the right conditions for the outcome you desire. Of course helping your community/pals adopt a healthier lifestyle takes more than just tossing money at it.

>>508986940 (OP)
Imagine the smell...

>>508986940 (OP)
I feel the same anon, it's sad, I have a gf and a dog but this question hunts me every night until I fell asleep taking some pills. I would love not to think about this and the big universe that surround us.

>>508986940 (OP)
For truth and fun

>>508987805
Time is linear as you perceive it. Dream states, meditative states, resuscitation from clinical death, entanglement, non locality...etc. Everything points to causality not operating in a strict linear order. You perceive it that way because we create linearity by stacking memories and attributing specific temporal values to them.

Jesus Christ

>>508986940 (OP)
>1pbtid

>>508987861
All I want is a little blood, then oblivion.

>>508987009
Waterfast your dad for a week

>>508988329
Was a circumcised and nothing more.

>>508987394
Tell us

>>508987850
It will happen to you too. You won’t even feel a thing and then one day there’s just something missing and once it gets hold of you, something more will be missing every day. Eventually there won’t be anything left of us, just the emptiness that's left.

>>508988482
*circumcised kike

>>508986940 (OP)
We are God, cataloging the infinite existence.

>>508987394
kys vague-posting schizo.

>>508987850
This guy's purpose is to be a dick, rare for a knucker.

>>508988328
>Time is linear as you perceive it
And that's the only thing that matters. Specially because you will be born and then die, in a linear matter.
No person can "create" extra time. You can't meditate yourself into living to 199 years. or staying awake for 1 month of linear time.

>>508986940 (OP)
My parents
My friends
My slight curiosity about what mankind will technologically achieve in the next 30 or so years.
My parents are the big one. I almost wish I didn't have meaningful friendships so it would be easier for me to make an appointment with my old pal the reaper.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dy4HA3vUv2c

>>508987537
ngl pretty based desu

>>508987558
Based, I hope you commit daily to vanquish the evil within your own heart anon.

>memeflag
>questionthread

endless war and tariffs

>>508987495
>>508987850
>>508987861
jeets need not respond to OP's question as you lack the introspection and philosophical depth to conceptualize anything beyond what's physically presented to you

>>508987718
Denatured by stomach acid

>>508986940 (OP)
self-mastery

>>508986940 (OP)
Making bankers rich and dying in wars for their lols

>>508986940 (OP)
yea bro
for fun
this is what we do

>>508986940 (OP)
Our purpose is to be a virus in an otherwise peaceful and quiet universe. Humanity is nothing more than the primitive stage of an evolutionary process leading to a more perfected form of destruction.
Any other reason is a deluded cope to distract from our designed destructive function.

>>508986940 (OP)
to suffer apparently

>>508988601
There will be a breakaway civilization like the Amish except with tech frozen about at 1998. When you see it, you'll go. Until then, you wait.

>>508989192
Nothing has a 'function'. Nothing natural was purposely engineered.

>>508988601
Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

>>508988762
You're conflating the experience of time with its fundamental nature (which isn't linear). That's basically like saying the world is flat because you walk on level ground, you're out of your scope right now. We have defined time as linear because that's how we can experience it.

And yeah, meditation won't make you live to 199, but that's not what i'm saying. My point is that when dissociating from the physical channels of experience time loses its linearity and "rigidity". Ever been bored for an hour that felt like five? That's my point. There's really no studies on time dilation, some people after being resuscitated from clinical death speak about having lived years in some alternate, linear experience, when they've only been knocked out for a few hours. Nothing's stopping me from believing the brain can snapshot a moment before death and stretch it indefinitely.

>>508986940 (OP)
Meh, not really but i don't have a reason to stop.

>>508989526
Any god that allows this deserved to be crucified, desu

No one definitively knows why we are here
if they claim such knowledge, it's only because they are after
your sheckels

>>508986940 (OP)
Because my continued happy existence is an afront to the demons who want to break me. I will never give them the enjoyment of my misery, they will never win.

>>508989593
My organs decay in a linear fashion.
No matter how many people observe them, how fast they move in space, etc.
It's science cute to say that time isn't linear.
But it definitively is.
Relativity is gay.

>>508989593
imagine the 10 dimensions scenario but the 3d narrator is torturing the flatlanders in the 2nd but they can't percieve his existence except for a weird circle that occasionally grows and shrinks.

time is a 4th dimensional physical construct, and all dimensions exist at a right angle to the one below them, which means the meaning of life needs to account for all dimensions of our existence, as hard as that may be to detect sometimes
>>508989766
what if you did it, because you had no other options?
>>508989915
most likely we're all some kind of hyperdimensional geometrically perfect form of data, information that has been crystallized in fractally recursive growth patterns. we can observe this fractal pattern of development in all other facets of nature, data, time, etc and so it's safe to assume that our own minds are somehow a product of this, all microcosms of a singular hyperdimensional resonant holding pattern that our ancestors saw as god. and really, god is an easier way to describe such a thing, especially if you're unable to see truth when shown. maybe that's the real problem here - there are people who see, see when shown, and don't see.
What's the best way to show someone how to see?

>>508990191
I've been trying to show you around the box and you've still got your head stuck in it. If you're not gonna try to understand what i'm saying this is pointless.

>>508990059
maybe it's all about the hunt

>>508986940 (OP)
Live, laugh, bust a nut twice a week.

>>508990191
time is fractal not linear, once an event branches out in a direction you can't just hop across to another branch - you become limited to the outcomes that are attached physically to the branch of causality that your decisions and thoughts created. If you don't believe in this you might as well kill yourself because it was destined anyways

>>508986940 (OP)
i do, i do!!!!!
i spent my whole life trying to figure it out. it’s to glorify the most high through our use of free will.

this is why “art for arts sake” is demonic and all humanistic practices are bankrupt.

>>508989766
To think that way, you must be a hedonist. You just want life on easy mode, but life has always been harsh for all life forms. It's the way this fallen universe is.

>>508990857
that sounds like something i'd want my slaves to believe if i had any. tell them they're free, free to worship me, but wait, why would i need them to do that for me? sounds pretty demonic, because demons need your consent and you can't just force them. besides, it's not like you can reject free will, it's impossible as a human.
ever experimented with inverting your views?
>>508991122
life being hard has no meaning if it weren't for hedonism; it is the primary motivator for civilizational development

>>508986940 (OP)
life is a blank canvas

don't wait until someone else comes along and scribbles something dumb on it... and you know if you allow that, it's going to suck

>>508990481
Saying time isn't linear, is the 2+2=5 of nerds.
Question on thread is a person questioning his life purpose. Telling him "time isn't linear", is pointless.

>>508990795
>once an event branches out in a direction you can't just hop across to another branch
Yes. Because said time moved and will continue to move in a linear fashion.

>>508986940 (OP)
The real answer is you are living to get coupled and have kids, then teach those kids your knowledge and skills to pass down
But jews don't want you to do that.

>>508987009
>My mom is 70 years old, 4”4
How tall is your dad?

>>508991626
My time has run out, I'm too old for that now. This life was wasted on me.

>>508991210
"life should be hard....that's the way things are.....deal with it": these are self-terminating cliches

the ultimate goal of hedonism is to achieve a hedonistic lifestyle without experiencing degradation

>>508991451
but that's not linear, that's fractal expression of a 4th dimensional substrate and your brain can percieve past and future.
'time is linear' is a defeatist, self-terminating cliche to rationalize that you have no control over your life. Might as well let me fuck your wife and mom at the same time because time is linear and it was destined. to argue time is linear in the scope of life having meaning is entirely redundant. it's also a view that operates under the presumption that somehow mental forces only exist in the third dimension but not the rest.

furthermore, it's worth noting that the people who hold these kinds of views rarely hold any power in the world and often live lives defined by suffering. of course, that's what self-terminating cliches are meant to do. It also opens you up to psychological exploitation as you rely on terminating cliches that are often difficult to expand upon beyond explanations that the average townsfolk could understand.
I guess in a way I do agree, but not for the same reasons. it appears that for some of us, genetics has dictated a linear path in life regardless of environmental dynamics
>>508992033
it's never too late for jorking it

>>508986940 (OP)
I’m alive to spite the jews

>>508991365
It's ironic to call pointless questioning time's nature in a discussion about life purpose, purpose is rooted in time. I'm discussin a deeper angle than birth > death > decay, if that's too much for you then sure, stay in your lane. Time perception is still something completely relative and that can be stretched to unknown bounds.

>>508986940 (OP)
Yep. Browns live to suck cock. Whites live to get their cocks sucked by real Brown pros. Very simple. I want to feel a thick White donkey dick choking my throat

>>508993509
lmao, rajesh getting wild

>>508988601
No bitch i felt that already when i was a teenager. I ran my hands under scolding hot water to see if i felt anything. I got over it and gave myself a reason

>>508986940 (OP)
Christ is the way. Knock (pray for his hand) and eventually he will break you out of apostacy. He is the all merciful God.

>>508986940 (OP)
Yes. We are attempting, all of us, to learn and evolve spiritually. Basically, Buddhism/Hinduism with some clarifications. You must polarize either to the positive, accepting and forgiving all, serving others, and radiating your true self and kindness and such... or to the negative, absorbing the energy of others, separating from them but controlling them, and mastering your emotions.

If you polarize positively, you'll end up back here on earth and will live in harmony with everything.

If you polarize negatively, you will find another planet and will find a rewarding challenge fighting for rank.

If you do not polarize, you will go to another planet, probably with a society generally like ours now, and try again.

Wide view, we are holographs of the Creator experiencing all the possibilities of finite existence. There is technically no end to this, so, try to have fun with it

I have drug abuse induced anhedonia so I am really asking this question a lot if you can't enjoy anything or focus on anything it's tough but I guess I had my fun

>>508986940 (OP)
I do. You live to ensure the survival of your genes. The ones who ponder about that too much get naturally selected out. The ones who remain won't dwell on it.

>>508986940 (OP)
>Does anybody know what we are living for?
Bottom line: This planet is Bozrah, not Earth. Read this post...

https://x.com/elitefeat/status/1799553063390154856
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This planet is not Earth. It is Bozrah.

Earth is another planet about 75,000 light years from here, whereas this planet is merely an impostor planet that calls itself "Earth." Big difference. And trust me, I know how to count to 10 seconds, ACCURATELY. What used to be 10.00 seconds (for me) is now a whopping 15.00 seconds! If you don't believe me, see Matthew 24:22 and Revelation 8:12. For the natives, though, the speed of time here has always been the same.

If you are a Bozrah native, you are in serious trouble. The people of this planet must acknowledge that Bozrah is not Earth and that Jesus is coming to destroy it. Otherwise, don't expect God to save you.
============================

And for the sake of clarity, let me say this: The event in which Jesus destroys this planet is called "the day of vengeance." There will be no 7-year Tribulation or Antichrist here—because this planet isn't Earth. It's Bozrah.

>>508994546
couldn't you have come up with a word that doesn't sound exactly like a city in Iraq

>>508991210
you’re an idiot
free will is an illusion. life is a deterministic cloud of probabilistic potentials, collapsing causally with the ebb and flow of mankind’s hormonal tides and collective archetypes. true free will only begins when one surrenders to the higher-order causality of the transcendent God and you regain access to the perfected man.

We are living for Christ.
We will repeat this life forever until we accept him, because we are in hell, serving the sentence of our betrayal.
Escape is through forgiveness and acceptance, all other roads lead right back to where we are now.

>>508994368
Polarizing positively makes you a retarded halfling parasite. Nature is red in tooth and claw. It is perfect.

>>508986940 (OP)
If you want a serious answer, use a gedankenexperiment.


what is the ultimate outcome of evolution? To become godlike.There's your answer.

https://youtu.be/PnIFVVuUAPI?si=JqxYCSldhVIYnhI7

>>508986940 (OP)
Spite. People who hate you will be glad when you die.

>>508986940 (OP)
I keep fighting and working for a better tomorrow, but it never seems to come despite all the "progress" I make.
My twin sister died almost 11 years ago, and i knew I had to stay safe and alive until my parents are dead. Well, my dad has alzheimers and my mom has treatable-but-incurable leukemia (Maxx vaxxed and on like 10th booster).

I could spend the rest of my life just playing vidya and watching TV, but that seems like such a disgusting, slow descent into decrepitness that even though I enjoy vidya and TV I'd almost rather kill myself.

>>508987125
>archons feed off our loosh
They're eatin' good

A lot of people profess Christianity, or another religion, but do not really believe.
But when you truly believe in Christian teaching, it is like a weight has been lifted off your chest that was crushing you and preventing you from breathing properly. Your spirit is uplifted. There is nothing else like this.
Perhaps it is the feeling of receiving grace. Perhaps it is coming to know divine love. Perhaps it is the Holy Spirit working entering your soul.
But it is the purest experience I have ever had.

>>508986940 (OP)
"death needs time for what it kills to grow, for Ah Pook's's sweet sake."
https://youtu.be/Gen7_djK7eg?si=APC4ZBCzoFXmCMrT

>>508986940 (OP)
>Cocaine
>College sloots
>Put it in her backbutt
>Record and post it knowing her bf is a porn addict zoomer

Life is entertaining

>>508986940 (OP)
This is the only life we get whether you believe in an afterlife or not. Best to live to the fullest and not the waste it by throwing it away by killing yourself or doing nothing.

>>508986940 (OP)
>cattle need le reason
kek, you make your own, tard. then again, you're too tard to even realize that so no way you're manifesting your own destiny.
go be le NPC, memeflag.

>>508986940 (OP)
Need to find your own purpose. Or purposes. There can be many over the course of your life.
Right now I get satisfaction in seeing measurable progress. Saving money and losing weight. There's joy in seeing the number on the scale go down and your net worth go up.
When I'm satisfied with those purposes, I'll simply find some other purpose to focus on. That's life my dudes.

>>508986940 (OP)
Nigger