Anonymous
ID: tfU5Ant9
6/29/2025, 12:22:26 AM No.508988078
Yep, it's true.
I don't mean like, I'm scared of catching a cold or covid or the flu or whatever, not even vaxxed. That shit is easy.
I mean I'm absolutely terrified of catching a chronic illness that slowly kills you and is debilitating.
I can get one minor symptom and send myself into silent panic attacks, researching for hours on what it could be. It ruins my life and makes me not want to be alive, but at the same time I am terrified of death.
You would think im some health freak who takes care of myself, I'm not, I eat like shit, I sleep like shit, I vape, I'm an alcoholic.
Go ahead and ban me jannies for it being off topic, this is my only way to vent since I am so alone.
Every living thing on this planet dies alone.
My current panic at the moment is I'm worried I have MS.
I don't mean like, I'm scared of catching a cold or covid or the flu or whatever, not even vaxxed. That shit is easy.
I mean I'm absolutely terrified of catching a chronic illness that slowly kills you and is debilitating.
I can get one minor symptom and send myself into silent panic attacks, researching for hours on what it could be. It ruins my life and makes me not want to be alive, but at the same time I am terrified of death.
You would think im some health freak who takes care of myself, I'm not, I eat like shit, I sleep like shit, I vape, I'm an alcoholic.
Go ahead and ban me jannies for it being off topic, this is my only way to vent since I am so alone.
Every living thing on this planet dies alone.
My current panic at the moment is I'm worried I have MS.
