Where should you be in life at 30? - /pol/ (#509003221) [Archived: 781 hours ago]

Anonymous ID: 27SQY8wcFrance
6/29/2025, 4:23:22 AM No.509003221
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I guess im having an identity crisis
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Anonymous ID: Tx7W10jwUnited States
6/29/2025, 4:25:34 AM No.509003358
>>509003221 (OP)
getting swole for the upcoming european race war.

anglos arent human
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Anonymous ID: pu9z//S6United States
6/29/2025, 4:39:54 AM No.509004232
>>509003221 (OP)
>Have a home of your own
>A vehicle of your own
>A set of principles for yourself
>Access to boypooss
>Self reliance
>Direction of your choosing
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Prince Evropa ID: RF0u3yJLUnited States
6/29/2025, 4:45:59 AM No.509004601
>>509003221 (OP)
It doesn't matter when the game is fucking rigged against you lmao. This is literally genocide against my race. One of the UN definitions of genocide is creating conditions in societal for a people or group to fail and that's what Jews/liberals/commies did to us. We should demand reparations now to help repair our lives that were shattered by Jewish programs to deny us masterhood over the other races. Do you think the subhumans can just get away with doing this to the master race? God will torture them.
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Prince Evropa ID: RF0u3yJLUnited States
6/29/2025, 4:46:30 AM No.509004626
>>509004601
society*
Anonymous ID: rtk2SN+ECanada
6/29/2025, 4:47:22 AM No.509004682
>>509003221 (OP)
Outside of France.
Anonymous ID: pU/ZC8hAUnited States
6/29/2025, 4:47:27 AM No.509004688
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>>509003221 (OP)
You need Jesus
Anonymous ID: 2FHqlRNlUnited States
6/29/2025, 4:48:38 AM No.509004765
>>509003221 (OP)
According to normies, you should have a high paying job, a wife, kids, and a house by age 30.

And then you realize 80% of your generation does not.
Anonymous ID: 14qylqwEUnited States
6/29/2025, 4:48:55 AM No.509004787
>>509003221 (OP)
probably approaching or already at some 10 thousand hour skillset
Anonymous ID: VYJYf3uhUnited States
6/29/2025, 4:54:27 AM No.509005164
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>>509003221 (OP)
Right where you are, anon. Right where you are.
Anonymous ID: tVESFGYZAustralia
6/29/2025, 4:57:13 AM No.509005324
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>>509003221 (OP)
Balls deep in a horse
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Anonymous ID: ozD4PXQYUnited States
6/29/2025, 4:58:07 AM No.509005376
>>509003221 (OP)


5 years ago I would have said house, wife and kids but anymore not being a literal gay retard is a B+
Anonymous ID: xylmNg95United States
6/29/2025, 4:59:08 AM No.509005428
>>509003221 (OP)
Well if this was 20 years ago, I'd say you should have a house and a wife. But in 2025 youre lucky if you own a car and aren't a virgin
Anonymous ID: u1IkyEtYUnited States
6/29/2025, 5:00:25 AM No.509005507
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>>509003221 (OP)
Over halfway through your Roman Legionary commitment
Anonymous ID: rv58VchwAustralia
6/29/2025, 5:00:58 AM No.509005533
>>509004232
>owning all your assets by 30
If you mean by 55, maybe. In your 30s the bank still owns a good 50+% of your shit unless youโ€™re a nepo.
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Anonymous ID: JoD5iDxrItaly
6/29/2025, 5:04:27 AM No.509005731
100 years ago? Ivolved into local and national politics working a job to provide , married with 3+ children. The european war is over civilization is healing, much hope in the air
50 years ago? Making carreer , married working on buying a bigger house for your second child. Maybe learn about that computer thing youโ€™ve read about.

Today? You should at least have a job to survive, maybe speak to a woman that doesnโ€™t look completely crazy once in a while and catch up on those netflix shows you said you wanted to watch but are always so tired for.
Anonymous ID: 7HdonFFVUnited States
6/29/2025, 5:05:42 AM No.509005802
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>>509003221 (OP)
Printing out hundreds of red pill flyers and distributing them on windshields and doorsteps in your community.
Anonymous ID: 3lG/jJHFUnited States
6/29/2025, 5:07:01 AM No.509005879
>>509003221 (OP)
Thatโ€™s solely up to you
>t 31
Iโ€™m where I need to be
Anonymous ID: pu9z//S6United States
6/29/2025, 5:08:14 AM No.509005953
>>509005533
Unless youโ€™re a silver spoon brat no you wonโ€™t own all assets, even by mid 40s thatโ€™s unlikely. What I meant is you should definitely be rolling on it and trying to get the greedy smelly jews out of your life.
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Anonymous ID: EorUlYXfArgentina
6/29/2025, 5:13:44 AM No.509006298
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>>509003221 (OP)
trying to be happy. dont let retards tell you what road you need to take. just find what makes you happy and stick to it
if nothing makes you happy then find something that does. make your life goal find that shit.

you gonna die and be a bunch of bones and dust in the future, so why care about "where you should be". you are where you're supposed to be right now: alive and breathing and waiting for fun times
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Anonymous ID: oIK8Fd2OUnited States
6/29/2025, 5:15:39 AM No.509006415
>>509003221 (OP)
You arent getting anywhere in life these days without luck or connections. The only people i know who have decent lives at my age have wealthy parents who supported them or have some type of supernatural luck when everything goes there way. The regular joe with poor parents are working multiple jobs just to afford to live
Anonymous ID: UDsNgS+NUnited States
6/29/2025, 5:45:37 AM No.509007925
I am 35.

My dream of owning a single family home by this age has been reduced to owning an apartment.

My dream of having a wife and kids by this age has been reduced to a younger girlfriend that I will either marry or not and be single for the rest of my life because she is my last chance at having kids in any reasonable way.

I lost 1 parent who died prematurely.

I am fat and let myself go. Dieting is hard. I own a home gym setup but seldom use it.

I dabble in various hobbies, like video games 3d printing, camping, hiking, airsoft, etc.

I am embracing the AI revolution. Excited for the technology of the future and for the zoomer/alphas who will get to see more of it.

When you hit 30 you leave the whole "social norms" mindset. You no longer "keep up" with anyone unless you have an old enemy or a grudge you want to settle.
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Anonymous ID: 6t7WCzKnUnited States
6/29/2025, 5:58:18 AM No.509008685
>>509003221 (OP)
In your own country of origin.
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Anonymous ID: wqrTm9x/United States
6/29/2025, 6:09:50 AM No.509009274
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>>509003358
>>509003221 (OP)
That pic is like a dad holding a bunch of these next to a child

Also because of the size, it would be baby skulls and spinwd
Anonymous ID: Nww2SkyDUnited States
6/29/2025, 6:12:30 AM No.509009392
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>>509003221 (OP)
fighting for your country, you coward
Anonymous ID: MePSAmnsUnited Kingdom
6/29/2025, 6:14:38 AM No.509009491
>>509003221 (OP)
Own a home or at least live on your own and I don't mean like these soft ass airmen on here where mommy bought them a house but a little something on your own without being a mortgage cuck either.
Anonymous ID: wqrTm9x/United States
6/29/2025, 6:15:30 AM No.509009532
>>509005953
>>509005533
>>509004232
If you play your cards right, it's entirely possible, but not by playing the goy games.

Spend less time binging on goyflix>>509003358
and wageslaving
Learn to fix a $700 shit box car yourself, and throw your money into an appreciating asset until you can buy a busted house outright.

Instead of Yeezys and avocado, buy an impact driver and a welder.
Anonymous ID: tsm2Y5rEUnited States
6/29/2025, 6:16:16 AM No.509009574
>>509008685
/thread
Anonymous ID: 3lhddggHIndia
6/29/2025, 6:16:32 AM No.509009583
>>509003221 (OP)

A guy only 2 years older than me just became the mayor of New York. You tell me where one should be
Anonymous ID: gb7PwPMBUnited States
6/29/2025, 6:18:20 AM No.509009661
>>509003221 (OP)
idk. i'm 38 and have no family (parents are already dead) and no kids. i just live life day-to-day. not much else you can do.
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Anonymous ID: nfdhAhKOUnited States
6/29/2025, 6:20:00 AM No.509009746
>>509003221 (OP)
I finished my PhD 4 months before 30, got my first real job 2 weeks before 30.
Anonymous ID: lsAHjf2eUnited States
6/29/2025, 6:23:50 AM No.509009915
At 30 you basically did your big great deed already. You might not know what it is, but everything from now on will be a repeat of that act resounding into eternity.
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Anonymous ID: h8nLQBQpDenmark
6/29/2025, 6:29:29 AM No.509010188
In my 20s I was a bit of an edgy alcoholic mess, but I at least knew my caeere.

At 30 I was still traveling the world, did a bunch of good drugs, worked out and worked hard during the weekdays to improve my career.

At 36 I learned to drive, then bought a car.

Only at 38 did I buy a house, cash, no loan needed, and got a healthy blonde and blue eyed son.

You've got time. It's not over till it's over.
Anonymous ID: RN4XXzodUnited States
6/29/2025, 6:35:32 AM No.509010479
>>509003221 (OP)
This statue is stupid. Why is the giant flower holding a bunch of flowers? It should be severed human heads
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Anonymous ID: HNOHLaBOUnited States
6/29/2025, 6:38:14 AM No.509010596
I'm 30.
After college, there was a long stint where I was working for Karens in a small town. Genuinely believed that's all I was worth, and my value was insignificant. Shit was so bad that despite being a hard worker, I was let go because one of Karen's friends needed a job. Nearly committed suicide, but then I decided to uproot and move to a big city, the type of place they told me I would never succeed and never get noticed. I was 28, I think, and figured, fuck it, might as well see a side of the world I've never known.
As it turns out, those bitches were wrong. I made big waves, picked up a new language, and found out that all those skills and abilities I grinded away on really shone through. Still ran into Karens here and there, but found some genuinely good people, too.
No house, no kids, but life is on the upside, man. The world's changing, too. I don't know about your country, but here, people are starting to get fed up with Karen bullshit, guys are getting more outspoken, and the kids are rejecting trans ideology.
Find a job you can tolerate, and the rest slowly starts to slide into place. Don't date some hag your age either unless there's a real connection, you have a better shot than you think with 21-25 year olds.
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Anonymous ID: x38UHb2MMexico
6/29/2025, 6:41:25 AM No.509010745
>>509003221 (OP)
Having a good time. If you arent having a good time all the time youre ngmi.
Anonymous ID: 0hmjeYWLAlbania
6/29/2025, 6:42:39 AM No.509010807
>>509003221 (OP)
The best travelers have no destination and are intent on arriving
You cannot trust advice from people who have never left the shore on how to sail your boat and you must accept that you have to lose sight of land to reach New horizons

Courage isn't going on when you feel brave, courage is going on when you don't feel brave when you feel absolutely hopeless

Keep wandering, 1,000 years ago 2,000 years ago. You might have been Alexander the Great who died at 36, you have plenty of time to succeed at whatever you need to do, you have the ability to connect across the world even to me, and I believe in you mother fucker you're on here and you're not a bot hopefully

We will change the world together. Anybody who comments on this negatively will only get that return to them tenfold, as I put forth, only good positive energy towards you and everybody in this thread - we will all succeed. We will all be successful. We will never slacken. We will never give up

1488 love you guys
-ultraviolet white light
Anonymous ID: BoITvGdgUnited States
6/29/2025, 6:44:00 AM No.509010873
>>509003221 (OP)
Transcending the supernova with cascading skies of ivory
Anonymous ID: m63M1EkqUnited States
6/29/2025, 6:45:29 AM No.509010946
>>509003221 (OP)
You guys call everyone NPCs and normies, yet want a roadmap for exactly "where you should be" at a certain age?
Anonymous ID: BoITvGdgUnited States
6/29/2025, 6:46:42 AM No.509011002
>>509009661
Same. Except my parents are alive. Not really sure what else I can do desu. Everyone says your suppose to xyz, but im like...i literally cant, so i guess ill die having never contributed anything to society, but hopefully I can learn to be more of a drag on it
Anonymous ID: 0hmjeYWLAlbania
6/29/2025, 6:47:17 AM No.509011046
>>509010596
Good for you man. I'm glad to hear that. That's actually very good of a story to tell

Remember that if you ever feel suicidal, this isn't a joke. If you ever become suicidal, stop and remind yourself that you are now completely free. You have your whole life ahead of you. You have nothing to fear except torture. There's nothing you can lose. Having nothing to lose is a very powerful thing. You can now explore the world. There's nothing you were going to leave behind that you haven't already left (if you're suicidal that is)

We must lose everything to be able to accomplish anything, it's not corny. It's a great quote because truly you cannot be attached to things and afraid to lose them, they were already lost anyway, none of us get out of this alive.

Live fully now, you will regret the things you didn't do more than the things you did.
I worked in medicine for many years and I saw that a lot.
https://youtu.be/HdqVF7-8wng?feature=shared
I don't care if somebody calls me corny, watch the video above and get it done. Godspeed lads carpe diem
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Anonymous ID: BoITvGdgUnited States
6/29/2025, 6:49:51 AM No.509011189
>>509004232
Yea by 30 your bussy needs to be poppin
Anonymous ID: rynmlH6JSwitzerland
6/29/2025, 6:51:36 AM No.509011278
>>509005324
w..where is that pic from?
cute!
Anonymous ID: HNOHLaBOUnited States
6/29/2025, 6:55:57 AM No.509011477
>>509011046
Thanks, anon. I genuinely appreciated that. Video made me think in a good way.
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Anonymous ID: 1EJ6f7p/United States
6/29/2025, 6:58:30 AM No.509011593
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>>509003221 (OP)
At the risk of sounding like an "age is just a number" fag, comparing yourself to your peers and asking why you haven't reached the same social milestones as them is probably the worst thing you can do to yourself psychologically and it serves no practical benefit. Your perception of their lives is not the reality of their lives. Truth is they all probably feel just as lost and unfulfilled as you do.

Where you are in life is a function of the choices you make. Until you start making different decisions, nothing in your life will change. Don't ask "What should I be doing at 30?" Instead ask "What sound the best version of myself be doing right now?" Then do that.
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Anonymous ID: HYI7j5HsUkraine
6/29/2025, 6:59:45 AM No.509011649
In Ukraine, if you aren't in army by the age of 30 then it's okay
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Anonymous ID: tdlLzrc+Brazil
6/29/2025, 7:01:52 AM No.509011726
>>509003221 (OP)

Wherever you want, as long as you're happy and flourishing.
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 7:03:51 AM No.509011796
>>509003221 (OP)
I'm 33 and I still don't know. I just lost my job at the Postal Service. I'm fucked.
Anonymous ID: HhurLttdBrazil
6/29/2025, 7:04:10 AM No.509011809
>>509003221 (OP)
You "should" nothing, retard.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Is%E2%80%93ought_problem
Anonymous ID: dhtozqpUCanada
6/29/2025, 7:05:34 AM No.509011865
I'll be 72 in 3 months. You spend your 20's trying to get some kind of education, trying to find a place in the world (unless you've got a nepotos who's going to fix you up good) and by the time you're 30 you get serious and start working hard, really hard, and thinking more and more intensely how to straighten your life out particularly financially. No more party times it's work time. I was fucked up and virtually penniless at 30. I retired at 55. If you want good luck you've got to go out there and hunt for it, hunt hard for it. It won't be like winning $65 million in the lottery but you will find something and maybe that which you need. Glad I don't have to work anymore. It's not the work itself that's bad. It's the absolute scum you have to wrestle with and that is true no matter what you do whether it's a mail room boy or a construction worker or even an MD. I know a specialist, a neurologist and at 39 she's fed the fuck up with the bullshit from other MDs. I know a medical physicist and he loves his work, he's a workaholic but the radiotherapists and the oncologists are 50-70% scum.

I'm sitting in a 10 year old house I paid cash for. I'm a hermit now. This is the best years of my life. Try hard to be happy. Don't let anyone fuck you over. Be on guard. And never ever go into debt.
And never trust stock brokers. They deserve to be thrown into a tank of boiling caustic soda at the Hooker Chemical facility.
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 7:09:55 AM No.509012066
>>509008685
/thread
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 7:10:19 AM No.509012085
>>509009915
You just scared me, what the fuck are you saying here? Help.
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 7:11:11 AM No.509012130
>>509010596
I want to move out of Delaware but I don't have the money that I used to anymore.
Anonymous ID: 0hmjeYWLAlbania
6/29/2025, 7:12:38 AM No.509012195
>>509011477
You're welcome my brother under the Sun.
You're not alone in this. It's a crazy wild ride - maybe one day we'll see each other down the road who knows.
Until then, I wish you nothing but the best, as well as everybody else in the thread.
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 7:13:01 AM No.509012216
>>509011593
But when the majority of thirty somethings have imposter syndrome, then what?
Anonymous ID: HSGNFQJcGermany
6/29/2025, 7:15:18 AM No.509012314
>>509007925
We are kind of similar
Anonymous ID: z0BMErWwUnited States
6/29/2025, 7:21:48 AM No.509012580
I received the blessing to build an Islamic monastery in the USA and to lead Muslims in holy Jihad from the Sayyid, the blood descendants of the Prophet Muhammad (PBUH). That is my focus in life right now, turning 30 in late July.
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Anonymous ID: SxM6XIi/Finland
6/29/2025, 7:23:28 AM No.509012634
>>509003358
aren't you anglo too?
Anonymous ID: NAJVH3WvUnited States
6/29/2025, 7:26:50 AM No.509012772
>>509003221 (OP)
same. never had a job nor any education past high school. without getting too detailed, i was on track to never work a day in my life and have it on ultra-easy mode, but i really it fucked up with women and a couple poor personal decisions. i still get laid on the rare occasion i want some, but i'm basically a friendless shut in at this point. this isn't how it was supposed to go and if trusting the process doesn't pan out this time im probably going to kill myself after my parents are gone. the guilt i feel in regards to blowing up the life i built for myself when still had self love is just too intense to bear. ringing in my 30s next year in this same situation will be suicide fuel
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Anonymous ID: z0BMErWwUnited States
6/29/2025, 7:28:15 AM No.509012828
>>509012580
It is easy to speak freely on these matters as we are anonymous here. The Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) began preaching Islam at the age of 40 and led his first battle at 54 years old. Being 30 is not so bad really if you have long term goals.
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 7:35:44 AM No.509013143
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>>509012772
I want to say something to you and whether you listen to me is up to you. At 18, I became permanently disabled for the rest of my life. Why, you may ask? Because of this right here in the picture. I'm the dude in the basketball shorts standing around the firefighters. That second floor apartment was mine. It was torched by my sisters ex husband. I wasn't supposed to live through that morning. I've been on close to 10 medications since that day.

Was diagnosed with PTSD, Bipolar I disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Impulse Control Disorder, and Major Depressive Disorder. Fast forward to 2017, the bipolar was a misdiagnosis and it's actually autism spectrum disorder. I went from 250 lbs to over 400 lbs at my heaviest. My mother died end of December 2023. So all of my motivation to live is now gone. Yet I'm still here.

Throughout ALL of that shit that happened in my life, I'm still here. I don't have to be. I don't even really want to be. But I'm still here. And you're here too. Why? You have to ask yourself a serious question and if that's if you really really want to be here because only you can answer that question for yourself. Not your mom, your dad, your family, doctors, no one. If you don't want to be here, then leave. I doubt that you will leave though because something obviously is keeping you here. Whether you know this or not.
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Anonymous ID: NAJVH3WvUnited States
6/29/2025, 7:59:21 AM No.509014084
>>509013143
thank you for the reply. that was a very heavy post, and makes the issues i thought looped into existence seem a nothingburger by comparison. what keeps you hanging on? for me it's experiencing the simulation and pursuit of occult knowledge at this point. my oldest memory is from before i was born, being in a place and speaking to someone who said i "have to go [here]" among other things
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Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:06:53 AM No.509014333
>>509014084
Because I'm not supposed to be here yet I am and I've been searching for 15 years as to why.
Anonymous ID: EHdgfV2TUnited States
6/29/2025, 8:07:52 AM No.509014371
>>509003221 (OP)
Happy
Anonymous ID: UMzTP7jdCanada
6/29/2025, 8:10:22 AM No.509014467
hopefully you aren't on drugs
or doing other retarded shit
but that's just me
Anonymous ID: KYFg2fP9United States
6/29/2025, 8:14:57 AM No.509014633
>>509013143
Never keep living in a terrible event in your memory. It plays like a recording if one allows. Brain does that so you keep feeling the flight or fight response and it enjoys that while you do not. When the memory triggers sigh extremely heavily, say in your brain while seeing yourself in your minds eye in the event you are going to make it out you are not trapped here it is over and you are going to be ok, as if you are talking to you in that specific place in time. Removes the brain seeking out the replay for reasons.
As far as mom, bless her soul. If she was a good mom always let those memories play because that is remembering her. She had an entire lifetime before the day she left. Remember those moments notbthe day of her passing and that's how you honor her.
Peace to you. The brain thinks as the lungs breathe we don't entertain each breath so we shouldn't entertain every thought- vispassanna meditation.
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Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:18:51 AM No.509014781
>>509014633
Thank you, anon. I'm just trying to make her proud. I haven't yet. But hopefully, I will.
Anonymous ID: KYFg2fP9United States
6/29/2025, 8:22:51 AM No.509014911
>>509013143
And as a mother myself, you give birth to hope that carries on in their own unique way. I would never want my son to live grieving me. I always knew my day would come but my babies, they carry hope with them always and I would never want them carrying the weight of grief for me as they go. I am sure your mother felt the same because most moms do. Go live for yourself in your own way. The past is gone and living to the fullest whatever that means to you is exactly what she intended from the moment she knew you existed and was her life's work actually. Honor that.
Replies: >>509014982 >>509015174
Anonymous ID: Vhxj7G/TPortugal
6/29/2025, 8:23:44 AM No.509014944
>>509003221 (OP)
Look at your peers, there's a 90% chance they are completely fucked.
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:24:32 AM No.509014982
>>509014911
What bothers me the most is right before she died, she told me that she fucked up and she was crying. She apologized to me. Her deadbeat piece of shit son. I'll never find out why. And that keeps me awake at night.
Replies: >>509015409
Anonymous ID: ZTqiIJr/United States
6/29/2025, 8:26:34 AM No.509015080
>>509013143
>The kikes burned down my apartment complex then gave me handfuls of pharmakeia to destroy my soul too

Fucking hell...
Replies: >>509015194
Anonymous ID: 1EPmS7WCBelgium
6/29/2025, 8:28:14 AM No.509015162
1705487504594997_thumb.jpg
1705487504594997_thumb.jpg
md5: 34a471d175f9c4ca7af7dbb4dd8965bb๐Ÿ”
I don't know where I'm supposed to be, but it's not here. I wanna go somewhere far away.
Replies: >>509015991
Anonymous ID: ZTqiIJr/United States
6/29/2025, 8:28:35 AM No.509015174
>>509014911
>you give birth to hope that carries on in their own unique way
Not if you refuse to raise your own child... if you birth a child into this world and you, personally, aren't around for them, they WILL be tortured and abused and exploited, no exceptions.

>t. Batman
Replies: >>509015212
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:28:57 AM No.509015194
>>509015080
The kikes allowed it to happen. And what I mean by that is that my sisters ex went to the police before this event happened and told them that he was hearing voices to tell him to hurt people and they did nothing. What you see there is what he did because his mind told him that it was the right thing to do while he was high on wet marijuana that was laced with PCP.
Replies: >>509015320
Anonymous ID: 1EPmS7WCBelgium
6/29/2025, 8:29:22 AM No.509015212
>>509015174
hi batman, big fan of your work
Anonymous ID: gQO4hEL0United States
6/29/2025, 8:31:10 AM No.509015277
fignon
fignon
md5: c38ae5f87528c1b79672577ba727b7ab๐Ÿ”
>>509003221 (OP)
>30
An aging French champion of 3 grand tours and multiple monuments, turned super-domestique in your twilight years
Anonymous ID: ZTqiIJr/United States
6/29/2025, 8:32:29 AM No.509015320
>>509015194
>What you see there is what he did because his mind told him that it was the right thing to do while he was high on wet marijuana that was laced with PCP.

The demons told him that the apartment complex should be burned down because it's a place of concentrated suffering, they weren't totally wrong... the irony is that YOU are even more fucked up than a PCP smoking loon now because of the.... (((MeDiCaTiOnS))) "read as 'poison'" they put you on.
Replies: >>509015411
Anonymous ID: KYFg2fP9United States
6/29/2025, 8:34:30 AM No.509015409
>>509014982
I suspect it's because we always feel like we have let our kids down in some way. And even at your worst moment she never saw you as just that deadbeat kid, ever. So she apologizes for fucking up at times because that weighed heavily on her as it does all moms that try hard. You have to say when ready in your heart, nothing to apologize for but I accept it. She needs that peace and so do you.
Replies: >>509015464
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:34:32 AM No.509015411
>>509015320
No, the voices told him that my sister was killing people and putting them under the floors. He's paranoid schizophrenic. I'd rather be who I am than ever to be who he is. Even with all of the kike pills I take. If I were him, I'd have killed myself already.
Replies: >>509015476 >>509015778
Anonymous ID: iUQcKXQ0Canada
6/29/2025, 8:35:49 AM No.509015449
>>509010479
it's a surprisingly good metaphor for boomers
>boastfully holding the hand of its neglected gen x child
>holding the corpses of the gen y/z grandkids it helped strangle.
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:35:59 AM No.509015464
>>509015409
Many people don't know this but I hold resentment towards my family. A massive amount of resentment because of what happened to me and how it was essentially allowed to happen because everyone was scared to put my sister in her place before the fire occurred.
Anonymous ID: ZTqiIJr/United States
6/29/2025, 8:36:16 AM No.509015476
>>509015411
>the voices told him that my sister was killing people and putting them under the floors

...well, was she?
Replies: >>509015527
Anonymous ID: +kD9Km9KUnited States
6/29/2025, 8:37:01 AM No.509015522
You should be married with kids and a house in suburbia by 25.
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:37:08 AM No.509015527
>>509015476
No, she takes care of the elderly. She's done that since she was like 20 or so. He's just a retarded Moroccan.
Replies: >>509015615
Anonymous ID: ZTqiIJr/United States
6/29/2025, 8:39:01 AM No.509015615
>>509015527
>No, she takes care of the elderly.

So you're saying your sister spends all day around boomers but she's NOT a homicidal maniac, something doesn't add up.
Replies: >>509015638
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:39:33 AM No.509015638
>>509015615
Shockingly, yes. She's very good at what she does. Went to college for it.
Replies: >>509015704
Anonymous ID: o6wgxrC0Costa Rica
6/29/2025, 8:40:44 AM No.509015694
>>509003221 (OP)
20 years ago, you should have a car, a home, a wife and at least a couple of kids by 30. Nowadays you're lucky if you have a job.
Anonymous ID: ZTqiIJr/United States
6/29/2025, 8:40:59 AM No.509015704
>>509015638
>Went to college for it.

Lol oh yeah she was totally killing people and putting them under the floor.
Anonymous ID: MobuaZwMBrazil
6/29/2025, 8:41:37 AM No.509015727
>>509003358
el mexican guerrero.

swollen your belly out of beer won't stop bullets hernandez.
Anonymous ID: 1EPmS7WCBelgium
6/29/2025, 8:42:39 AM No.509015778
>>509015411
oh hey I have to take meds too, for psychosis, I like to go off them once in a while to make things interesting, doing it right now. At some point I just went nuts, I used to be non-crazy.
Replies: >>509015790
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:43:02 AM No.509015790
>>509015778
what do you take, Belgian fren?
Replies: >>509015862
Anonymous ID: MobuaZwMBrazil
6/29/2025, 8:43:08 AM No.509015797
>>509004601
you only get reparation when you can't do shit anymore...

do you think mexicans have reparations on mexico or negros on africa?
Anonymous ID: 1EPmS7WCBelgium
6/29/2025, 8:44:54 AM No.509015862
sub-buzz-10673-1666010648-1
sub-buzz-10673-1666010648-1
md5: 8fb46df3df9ed610e4720ebfd8bed94c๐Ÿ”
>>509015790
Quietapine, helps me sleep too on top of the psychosis I have nightmarish insomnia
Replies: >>509015900 >>509015986
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:45:40 AM No.509015900
>>509015862
Ahhhh Seroquel. I've taken it before. It was horrible for me. I take Loxapine now.
Replies: >>509015937
Anonymous ID: jtFZi4AMUnited States
6/29/2025, 8:46:14 AM No.509015923
modlero1
modlero1
md5: 5192ea648f3fd7d7f2b79169ee99b529๐Ÿ”
>>509004232
i only have vehicle and principles for myself and nothing else and i'm 27. i feel like i've been left behind a long time ago desu
>>509003221 (OP)
probably further than i am but it's just not easy to get ahead in life anymore unless you have connections or good parents. i got neither.
social norms were set up by previous generations that had easy access. owning a house at 30 was expected but now it's impossible.
Replies: >>509016165
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:46:35 AM No.509015937
>>509015900
among a bunch of other shit
Anonymous ID: ChIAcixgUnited Kingdom
6/29/2025, 8:46:53 AM No.509015947
>>509006298
Good post
Anonymous ID: hvmct7WuCanada
6/29/2025, 8:47:15 AM No.509015958
>>509003221 (OP)
You should have established a Hitler Youth chapter with 5000 recruits.
Anonymous ID: ZTqiIJr/United States
6/29/2025, 8:47:51 AM No.509015986
>>509015862
As a person who has been tortured by demons since I was young, I have to let you know, the drugs you are taking are a gateway to the spiritual realm, the drugs ARE the problem, they aren't fixing anything for you at all.
Replies: >>509016155
Anonymous ID: VaaEHbi+Australia
6/29/2025, 8:48:03 AM No.509015991
>>509015162
Be glad you still live in Europe
> t. Somewhere far away
Anonymous ID: jtFZi4AMUnited States
6/29/2025, 8:48:53 AM No.509016031
>>509013143
>yet i'm still here
why? i've thought about suicide a good amount but i think i'm afraid. i just don't have the balls to do it but i'm working to it.
Replies: >>509016168
Anonymous ID: 1EPmS7WCBelgium
6/29/2025, 8:52:14 AM No.509016155
>>509015986
oh I have won against the demons, ever try to banish them with holy water and prayer? You'd be surprised by the results. I was tormented by one particular succubus that kept trying to rape me, she's gone, it worked. She was 4 dimensional knew the future and shit.
Replies: >>509016235
Anonymous ID: ZTqiIJr/United States
6/29/2025, 8:52:26 AM No.509016165
>>509015923
It's all meaningless shit now. Everything is fraud and lies so even the people that "have it all" are full of shit larpers with no real substance to them. Everything is spiritually dead, you know it, I know it, everyone knows it.
Replies: >>509016257
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:52:28 AM No.509016168
>>509016031
So have I. Ever since it happened, I've contemplated how and when. Just never have done it.
Replies: >>509016257
Anonymous ID: ZTqiIJr/United States
6/29/2025, 8:53:58 AM No.509016235
>>509016155
You'd still be better off smoking crack cocaine than taking any pills that come out of a pharmacy, just sayin.
Replies: >>509016287 >>509016309
Anonymous ID: jtFZi4AMUnited States
6/29/2025, 8:54:30 AM No.509016257
>>509016165
what's there to go on for then?
>>509016168
just here existing in the void alive but not wishing to be? for years and years? honestly kinda sounds worse than suicide desu.
Replies: >>509016419 >>509016542
Anonymous ID: jtFZi4AMUnited States
6/29/2025, 8:55:16 AM No.509016287
>>509016235
agreed, they're poisoning you. i haven't trusted big pharma since i was a teenager, i saw them push amphetamines on me and other young boys for profit.
Anonymous ID: 1EPmS7WCBelgium
6/29/2025, 8:55:41 AM No.509016309
>>509016235
unfortunately I stay awake for like over a week sometimes if I don't take my meds
Anonymous ID: bG+6wCu4United States
6/29/2025, 8:58:06 AM No.509016419
>>509016257
Just essentially questioning why I still exist.
Replies: >>509016526 >>509016535
Anonymous ID: jtFZi4AMUnited States
6/29/2025, 9:00:33 AM No.509016526
>>509016419
you don't have to
Anonymous ID: 1EPmS7WCBelgium
6/29/2025, 9:00:44 AM No.509016535
>>509016419
I had a period of time where I doubted my own existence, very very bad psychotic episode
Anonymous ID: ZTqiIJr/United States
6/29/2025, 9:00:54 AM No.509016542
>>509016257
Spiritual leveling, resilience, you can beat the devils easily with just thoughts, but this is the land of devils, so they will always be constantly gaslighting and at war with you. I agree with you it fucking sucks, Earth fucking sucks, it's a prison planet, but if you suicide the demons will have a fucking field day with you.
Anonymous ID: 5D6TLTCcAustralia
6/29/2025, 9:01:39 AM No.509016578
1749981403186658
1749981403186658
md5: e6da75c7878abcd44f79dc10e942b23b๐Ÿ”
>>509007925
Don't give up
Replies: >>509018609
Anonymous ID: 0Lh+i7Wc
6/29/2025, 9:03:20 AM No.509016647
>>509003221 (OP)
>where should you be at 30?

These days, being above ground is pretty good. Don't buy into that meaningless shit. All those milestones we are programmed to believe are out the window now. No one cares about buying a house or retiring one day during war. It's bad now but surely its going to get far worse.
Replies: >>509016813 >>509016990 >>509026434
Anonymous ID: KG/FHtfeNew Zealand
6/29/2025, 9:05:26 AM No.509016755
>>509006298
thanks bro. wagmi
Anonymous ID: NldMfhNOUnited Kingdom
6/29/2025, 9:06:26 AM No.509016812
>>509007925
i am too

youre not alone
Anonymous ID: 1EPmS7WCBelgium
6/29/2025, 9:06:27 AM No.509016813
1702525302005446
1702525302005446
md5: d12741f963e8d9576f2c39e15ba83de1๐Ÿ”
>>509016647
>surely its going to get far worse.
big time. in ways that will shock and confuse everyone, strange strange times
Replies: >>509026434
Anonymous ID: jtFZi4AMUnited States
6/29/2025, 9:10:32 AM No.509016990
>>509016647
oh it can only, there's no up from here anymore.
Anonymous ID: QEOqntHnUnited States
6/29/2025, 9:11:44 AM No.509017047
>>509004601
>creating conditions in societal for a people or group to fail and that's what Jews/liberals/commies did to us.

Blaming other people for your personal failures like a pathetic leftist.
Jews aren't the reason why you don't clean your room and go outside.
Replies: >>509017160 >>509026234
Anonymous ID: jtFZi4AMUnited States
6/29/2025, 9:14:18 AM No.509017160
>>509017047
kike
Replies: >>509017451
Anonymous ID: KG/FHtfeNew Zealand
6/29/2025, 9:18:37 AM No.509017379
1591971289045
1591971289045
md5: 076d3e745597cf8cf6216451c17845d6๐Ÿ”
>>509007925
your post is both negative and reddit. you have weak mindset which stems from your weak will which bleeds into your weak body. if you are a fatass you should fix that first primarily so that you regain a sense of self worth and pride.

a man must do physical exercise until he is too old/broken to do so. this WILL cause a positive change in mental state. you dont do it for looksmaxing or women. you do it for mental strength and pride.

>You no longer "keep up" with anyone unless you have an old enemy or a grudge you want to settle.

an enemy is a source of motivation. ultimately that fight is a waste of time. you waste time and energy on something that is of zero benefit or importance, but that rivalry can motivate you. that enemy is actually yourself as you are today. weak. fat. your lesser self. you should want to defeat your lesser self. you know you are able. do not try, just do. once you defeat the weakness in yourself that you have allowed to live within your mind you can begin to realize your higher self.
you can do it and you will.
Replies: >>509026337
Anonymous ID: QEOqntHnUnited States
6/29/2025, 9:20:11 AM No.509017451
>>509017160
Triggered you by proxy, eh?
The next time you leave your house for a few hours, become less nose blind to your own room stench, and come back and get a fresh whiff of the aroma of your shame, I will be in your mind, living rent free, laughing at you.
Replies: >>509017494 >>509017816
Anonymous ID: jtFZi4AMUnited States
6/29/2025, 9:20:57 AM No.509017494
>>509017451
kike
Anonymous ID: cRyZRDUCItaly
6/29/2025, 9:26:11 AM No.509017727
>>509003221 (OP)
On 4chan
Anonymous ID: 1EPmS7WCBelgium
6/29/2025, 9:27:59 AM No.509017816
>>509017451
kike
Anonymous ID: KG/FHtfeNew Zealand
6/29/2025, 9:29:39 AM No.509017872
1730127625639221
1730127625639221
md5: f9ba360a92875b19f115f454df12947d๐Ÿ”
ditch the games, ditch the porn, ditch 4chan(you wont). that is all faggotry and a waste of time. ditch trying to save the world and the white race. politics is a waste of time for faggot morons. the only thing that matters is pride, principles, having a hard body and a hard dick. and a big bank account. everything else is a distraction from this. do you want the jews to win? the jew wants you to chop your dick off. the jew wants you fat and lazy. jacking off to tranny porn like a weak faggot. seeing so many weak willed faggot whites makes me embarrassed of my race. weak willed faggots need to kill themselves. SIEG FUCKIN HEIL NIGGER BITCH
Replies: >>509026067
Videla. ID: OjPYhaXdArgentina
6/29/2025, 9:32:36 AM No.509017992
>>509011649
hohol are you in the army or hiding?

are you guys ok?
Anonymous ID: nfdhAhKOUnited States
6/29/2025, 9:47:09 AM No.509018609
1733278154779421
1733278154779421
md5: 907bb74403c784d15e337458a7048435๐Ÿ”
>>509016578
Based
Anonymous ID: equ3GW72Hungary
6/29/2025, 10:44:52 AM No.509021085
>>509004232
>Access to boypooss
what does this mean?
Anonymous ID: lKg2KnxpAustralia
6/29/2025, 10:55:28 AM No.509021521
>>509003221 (OP)
At 30 you should be:
UNVACCINATED
NOT IN A CITY
if you havenโ€™t figured that out yourself you deserve to be violently raped
If youโ€™re vaxed kill yourself. Not even your mother would miss a fucking failure of a โ€œโ€โ€โ€manโ€โ€โ€โ€โ€โ€ like anyone who got the jew cum copevid vax like the submissive slut they are
Replies: >>509022098 >>509025834
Anonymous ID: cRyZRDUCItaly
6/29/2025, 11:07:33 AM No.509022098
>>509021521
>At 30 you should be:
>UNVACCINATED
Ooof thank God. I thought you were going to say "not a virgin", but I dodged the bullet this time.
Anonymous ID: 8IRE+jtHGermany
6/29/2025, 11:15:11 AM No.509022416
file
file
md5: 8df1174201aaf0edffab3b23c2f84bde๐Ÿ”
Do nothing then become a billionaire when you're old and it doesn't matter
Replies: >>509022728
Anonymous ID: cRyZRDUCItaly
6/29/2025, 11:23:02 AM No.509022728
>>509022416
>and it doesn't matter
It does matter when you marry a 18 yo gold digger and flaunt her around the senile gentlemen's golf circle tho
Replies: >>509025414
Anonymous ID: bLpPvV5gUnited States
6/29/2025, 11:46:25 AM No.509023742
>>509003221 (OP)
In any non faggot time that isn't the present day I say for 99% of humanity it's having a family or starting one and being at a non apprentice point in your career where you can comfortably support said family and have room for growth.

But if your talking about today I'd say getting ready spiritually, mentally, and physically for the collapse of civilization to bring in the NWO and the 2nd coming of Christ
Anonymous ID: gXCrk0qQUnited Kingdom
6/29/2025, 11:51:30 AM No.509023935
>>509003221 (OP)
Back in Africa
Anonymous ID: lUp0c5HOAustralia
6/29/2025, 12:02:03 PM No.509024327
>>509004601
Blame the police and military who uphold the system, without them we could just ignore them and their kvetching.

Instead these oath breakers and race traitors finance your own destruction for a pay check that they print out of thin air.
Replies: >>509025834
Anonymous ID: 8IRE+jtHGermany
6/29/2025, 12:25:45 PM No.509025414
Prime Cut 1972 UHD BluRay (2160p HDR10 DV x265 NVEnc 10bit).mkv_snapshot_00.32.55_[2025-06-29_12.24.49]
>>509022728
That works too I guess
Replies: >>509025756
Anonymous ID: cRyZRDUCItaly
6/29/2025, 12:32:51 PM No.509025756
>>509025414
Kino. Sissy Spacek is great
Joeschmoe ID: ZKw2c71A
6/29/2025, 12:34:28 PM No.509025834
>>509003221 (OP)

You should "be" where you are this moment, you NPC Anon, and "do" your own life

"Social status" games are completely Jewish and NPC, but most are brainwashed that way

>>509021521

This is true Anon, I'm Unvaxxed and had nothing to do with the whole vax thing, but it takes steps to leave a city, and many "fellow white" Jews exist and gatekeep in other areas... So many get "stuck" temporarily... I do hate a city environment but I don't want to end up somewhere more Jewish either no matter how "fellow white" it appears to be

>>509024327

That's definitely true Anon, unfortunately my Boomer Toomer relatives and most NPCs even in my own family will follow whatever the system does or says, an individual such as myself was always aware of their hypocrisies and evils and is always on guard
Joeschmoe ID: ZKw2c71A
6/29/2025, 12:39:38 PM No.509026067
>>509017872

Some truths here, but you sound like a total cringe Jewish wannabe edgy "Neo Con Trad" Cunt though Anon

Straight White Non Jewish lives do matter so your post is full of Jewy, but most of the so called white race that chose to be Reptiles and Jewish and "fellow whites" aren't worth saving... That much I agree on
Joeschmoe ID: ZKw2c71A
6/29/2025, 12:42:47 PM No.509026234
>>509017047

The leftists Jews are pathetic and the Judeo "conservative" "right" Jews are also pathetic Anon

Self care is important but many were drilled and drained to the point of lack of it
Joeschmoe ID: ZKw2c71A
6/29/2025, 12:44:55 PM No.509026337
>>509017379

You sound like a real cringe pretentious asshole Anon
Joeschmoe ID: ZKw2c71A
6/29/2025, 12:47:00 PM No.509026434
>>509016647
>>509016813

Yes, I concur with these Anons

And if it doesn't ... It could, because "people" that are literally no fucking good exist and run government and hypocritical systems ... They'll probably all kill themselves and each other but don't count it on it
Anonymous ID: brCSk3mvGermany
6/29/2025, 12:47:08 PM No.509026441
>>509003221 (OP)
Wherever you want to be. Luckily I have laid off the notion that you "need" to be anywhere at a specific point in time. I have a job and a degree and earn good money for shit I wanna do. Iโ€™m going to die eventually and I donโ€™t want to waste my time by chaining myself to somebody expectations.