>>509050420 (OP)We are constantly having conversations. When you are alone the only conversation you are having is with yourself, but the conversations dont stop. When it is only yourself that you are having a conversation with your ability to deflect "inconvenient thoughts" onto someone else is greatly diminished, which results in one of two things: if you continue to deflect them you become even more delusional when you had a group of other idiots with which to deflect those thoughts, that delusion quickly becomes psychosis of varying shades, of the psychotic sort. if you have a scrap of personal honesty then you will start to realize some things that are very difficult to understand. Like for one, if I am alone, and isolated from all stimuli, and a thought that I wasnt thinking about comes into my head, from whence did it come? This also leads to varying degrees of psychosis, of the schizo sort, unless that scrap of personal honesty has more to it than just being a scrap. All of it, I think, boils down to a sort of existential dread which is brought about by the notion of "Im supposed to be more than this". Which, after an honest investigation, comes to the conclusion of "yes, you are supposed to be so much more, but what you are supposed to be is also impossible for you to do", a thought which can very easily destroy anyone. Without foundational beliefs this turns into a no win situation, but with foundational beliefs, if there is wisdom in them, it can be found that everything is impossible, absurdly so. Each breath a person takes is a marvel that it works at all. The dishonest ignore that and say "woe is me I cant do anything", completely disregarding the pile of impossible achievements which stares them in the face every waking moment and looks for some retarded explanation for why it wasnt impossible but rather inevitable, completely disarming the beauty that is in all things. It is an utter shame to think like that.