>>509517064 (OP)What I don't understand is why men idolize women to such an extreme extent these days. It's not so much that the men are idolizing the women, it's the women that believe they have some sort of superpower, some extreme control over men, and a lot of men comply with this belief held by women.
Don't get me wrong, I'm guilty of this too. Just looking at the woman in OP's pic makes me go gaga. I see her thick curves and think I would do anything for a night with her. But I exercise discipline and tell myself "no".
This is a tricky situation. I have to say "no" but I can't allow myself to attach negative feelings to that. I can't allow myself to feel resentment because this woman believes she has a power over me. That's a slippery slope to inceldom.
And now I think... Is this all in my own head? Does the woman not actually believe she has a power over me? Is it just my belief? It is possible.
Why do I have such a strong drive to acquire sex at any cost? Was I born this way, or was I programmed? If I was born this way, then why? Having such a a strong copulation drive doesn't make sense. If I was programmed via external sources as a boy to young man to adult man, why?
I'm not an ugly guy. Many would say I am handsome or cute. I can attain sex very easily and thoughts of sex invade my thoughts often, too often I'd say.
Why am I this way? Am I mentally ill? Am I normal? Am I abnormal?
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