>be me 24
>Extremely anxious and nihilistic since i was a teen , got better but this time it was back since 2023 and has been giving me murderous thoughts
>Calmly pray to God to take away all bad thoughts. Used to pray frantically, this time i did it calmly and with faith
>Pray to return to the original state he made me
>Next day i feel like a kid again
HolySpiritbros, did i do it right?