I mean, ever since I was 5 years old I hate my life, I’ve never had joy despite being married. I hate every once of this world, I hate normies so much. I hate the Jews. I hate having to wait in line. I hate having to follow rules and procedures. I remember once when I was 17 I was 50 cents short on the bus and he kicked me out and I was humiliated. WE LIVE IN A DOGSHIT WORLD. I’m sincerely considering killing myself today

>>509727594 (OP)
>killing myself
You're a frog poster that works for the government so it's probably for the best

>>509727594 (OP)
Don't. A lot of people feel this way. Row on, it will get better.

>>509727777
What a coincidence I’m flying to India today and I just got type rated on a Boeing 777 (check your digits)

The other day, I fell asleep in my hammock in the garden and when I woke up I felt how it was warm, and butterfly fluttered by. I thought then “this is nice”. Life can be nice before it’s over, which it will be before you know it. So no reason to rush. You’re not made for this world and so you’ll never be truly happy in it, but there can be moments and that’s probably good enough to tide you over in the meantime.

>>509727979
Flying to India? Are you Indian?

And flying as a passenger right? You're not a pilot, right?

>>509728058
No I’m not Indian and yeah I’m a first officer. That’s why I said I just got my type rating which means it’s a license to fly a certain type of big plane. (777)

>>509728058
I'm going with him. We are going to shit on your street

>>509728104
You have a good job, why do you hate your life?

>>509728104
Dude, i hope your OP image is a joke then.

Be safe, life is life, sometimes it sucks, but one must keep walking (or flying)

>>509728161
It’s not a good job. They pay me super poor and everyone in the aviation industry is a narcissistic selfish loser. It’s a humiliation ritual. I love flying but that’s it. I hate interacting with normies and now I have to go to New Delhi from San Francisco. Today. Oh lord god help me >>509728169
I just want to end it so badly. I’ve been humiliated my whole life but normies, I just want to stick it to them

>>509727594 (OP)
>ever since I was 5 years old I hate my life
seems like a you problem + skill issue

>>509728348
I got 1400$ monthly, and save money for a small village house. I don't understand why you complain.

>>509728348
The Russian is right, you have a good job. Fuck the normies, the world has turned to shit, there are a lot of non-normies. You have a good job, you get to travel the world, enjoy it. You have it better than most. Don't have any foolish thoughts, fren.

Can a 777 do a barrel roll?

>>509728462
But how do you not hate your life? I’ve been to India once and I wanted to kill myself so badly and I felt bad for the people living there.
>>509728564
Yeah but I would need more altitude

>>509728446
>>509728462
TSA and roasties working at airports would make you want to kill yourself.

OP should fly for a private charter service or something fuck 777 india bullshit

>>509728446
I only make 8600 USD a month living in San Francisco. The most disgusting liberal city in America. It’s so expensive here.

>>509728642
Literally this.

>>509728614
I hate my life, we were a great land 1000s of years ago. The jews got our genepool diluted with ethiopian nigger admixture (south indians). What can one do, I'm just living through.

>>509728800
Are you white?

>>509727594 (OP)
you havent became a girl yet anon, it will fix everything

>>509728819
You decide with this partial face pic. I'm a North Indian.

>>509728859
negative canthal tilt maxxing?
you are italian at best. not ever white

>>509727594 (OP)
drop your discord i can be your girl

>>509728937
>>509727594 (OP)
both of you are my property
captcha: xD

>>509727594 (OP)
Cultivating yourself into the what you want to be and manifesting the world around you that you want is the reason to live.
I recommend studying Christianity and Dharmic traditions to elaborate on this idea of thought.
You are not the first person to ponder the innate suffrage of existence and you won't be the last, you could learn a lot from people who gave ways to thrive internally in a fallen world.

>>509728678
Do you have any good stories flying?

My scariest flight was coming into Tampa and the pilot decided to weave through the storm clouds instead of going around I guess to save on gas and time.
It was bad turbulence I remember the pilot didn't even wait for the passengers to get off he just walked off first.

>>509727594 (OP)
Kill jews on yourway out, your life might be meaningless but your death doesn't have to be.

>>509727594 (OP)
no one cares. do it or don't do it.

>>509728937
I already have a wife
>>509728859
I guess you’re white compared to the average. How is your accent, most Indians had a very similar accent but why do I get the extreme treatment down there? They either treat me super nice or they are incredibly disrespectful and insult me in Indian language (like calling me benchode)

>>509727594 (OP)
I relate to this feel. Feel free to tune it out because I am a fembot. I got scammed by feminism. A useless scam jeet university took all of my trust fund. Got drugged by my "friend" group and partner. So don't feel bad about not having women or friends... It really is all gay and fake. I recommend reading some Gothic Violence. After and even some during university, I only had humiliating grunt jobs cleaning shit and piss and serving rude obese whales. If that is not enough to put me to shame after dropping out and facing brutal gatekeeping in every workforce other than kitchen, let me add that the negative IQ coworkers make it even more of a hell. They shit on the toilet seat themselves, a foid was collecting her own urine to pour out over surfaces. I felt sick constantly and thought of suicide. Managers even tried to blame me for any reason and create catch 22s. My boomer parents made me pay rent so I could never save $$$. I moved into a moldy sharehouse full of autists and NEETs. A moid there sprayed my room with chloroform and my food with deodorant. I constantly felt sick.
>When will I feel better? Things will pick up when I feel better, I must be patient and wait.
I was getting ripped off by a gym that was impossible to unsubscribe from for 2 years. I went abroad to visit my family and got scammed. Everything is a scam.

>>509728658
Problem that no matter how much you got you want more. Just get pleasure with small things, like fishing. It's a dopamine race.

>>509728348
9/11 the whitehouse for unfinished business

>>509729009
I remember one time I fell asleep at the gate, I had half an eaten large hamburger on my lap and literally a full glass bottle of Goat milk. the gate agent woke me up cause the captain didn’t want to do it, I literally got shocked and spilled the milk and literally all 155 passengers were all waiting in line and saw me. I saw the look on their faces, it was hilarious

>>509729022
we can have an affair
i have many online affairs with married men before so i'm very experienced and can make you happy
add me: livingwithcockroaches

>>509729114
My flight is west

>>509729154
kys discord zoomer

>>509729022
I have no accent. The accent thing (saar) is a south indian thing because their mother tongues are not part of the indo-european languages.

>extreme treatment
India is a land of extremes, what can I say. Try and be around only the fairer and more sophisticated ones, and avoid the nigger-skinned ones.

>>509727594 (OP)
I'm sorry you feel this way. Things can be dog shit. But there are still good things. Maybe you should just join an indian tribe or just go nuts and travel around the world maybe do some of that DMT stuff that apparently changes your life. Might as well give it a shot before endinging it maybe it will give you a new perspective or whatever.

>>509729150
Hahaha that's great

>>509729245
what's wrong?

>>509727594 (OP)
If you repent from your unbelief, you will find a new life, full of joy, love, hope and perseverance. This is the truth, although you may be blind for it.

>>509728104
Why did you smash the dishes yesterday in a roid rage when your wife made the pasta sauce with too much oregano?
Who told you this behavior is acceptable?! She is your princess and you should treat her better

>>509729334
My wife didn’t make pasta sauce yesterday

>>509728348

DUDE DO IT

NO SURVIVORS

>>509729369
your wife is a whore and is cheating with a nigger

>>509729317
why are you nipponese

>>509729423
because im japanese? lol
i just got back from school

>>509729375
Do what?

>>509728058
We're on a mission of mercy to install toilets

>>509729492

CRASH THE PLANE YOU RETARD

YOU WILL BE A LEGEND FOREVER

AND GET REWARDS IN THE AFTERLIFE

>>509729369
I always get psyched up when I'm actually on the plane but everything else about commercial aviation after 9/11 sucks

I always thank the pilot and get excited looking inside the cockpit that shit is so rad.
Hopefully in the next couple years I'll have a subscription to a private plane service and actually have the full aviation experience whites used to enjoy.

>>509729465
and you fix mutts? lel

>>509729568
Where?

And no I won’t be a legend
And what reward?

>>509729291
This is legitimately what I and it looked like

>>509729465
you are going to give his wife schizophrenia if she finds out

>>509729743
lmao

>>509729611
Yea blame the Jews and the normies for that.
Sometimes I’m rough on the controls to create turbulence cause I love hearing them scream lmao

>>509729644
erm most are actually europeans
poles, british, germans, swedish, and russian
they all ghosted me so im looking for a new man

>>509727594 (OP)
I was pretty miserable once after the person I hoped to marry really went off the deep end. Would even come to her senses and admit I was being sensible though it didn't restore the bond.
Anyway, I'd recommend getting into investing if you can. If even as a novice browsing /biz/ I could find people constantly telling me to do my own research, to wait for dips (that did later happen) and see less than $1000 turn into $30,000, I'm sure someone like you who can handle marriage can find even greater success. I'd say it's worth not dismissing life when there's so much potential left to tap into.

>>509729802
You must be pretty useless if they all ghosted you

>>509729787
hahaha, one time landing in Texas this black pilot smashed the landing we had to change to an airbus it delayed us like 2 hours (unfortunately I had the same pilot for both flights)

>>509729802
play some games with me

>>509729924
Yeah stay away from women pilots or women in general. They have gigantic egos and cannot handle criticism

>>509727594 (OP)
Thanks. You death will help free one spot in the parking lot to Walmart. Why not try to overthrow a government in Africa or something

>>509729927
add me on discord
im a pro gamer on fps and souls games
>>509729987
livingwithcockroaches

>>509729881
you are an indian scammer

>>509730102
pro souls gamer? those games are surely dead by now. id lagswitch ppl on ds2 on the 360 with a ddos tool lmao

>>509730428
no. pontiff is still very active and filled with good fighters, on pc atleast. i don't know about consoles.
add me im very lonely

>>509728348
Sky king when?

>>509730144
Nope, I'm just saying the potential is there. I haven't checked /biz/ in a while since I have good positions already. I'm just saying if you can make money even while being on 4chan, he should consider not giving up on life and tapping into potential he never has before.

>>509730527
i added you

>>509730957
strafola why won't you reply to me?