This is the state where I grew up in (specifically in a town near St. Louis)

I lived there from 2008 to 2020

I was abused and traumatized the whole time there

Now I want its people to suffer just as they made me suffer

It is only fair

>>509973773 (OP)
mossouri is an utter shithole. my condolences, anon.

>>509973952
Thanks

>>509973773 (OP)
Uncool, bro. I bet there are a lot of good people there

MO is one of the reddest states in the Union. Almost all it needs is some nigger removal from KC and STL.
>specifically in a town near St. Louis
Afton isn't in MO jew

>>509973773 (OP)
Perhaps it was related to the urban shit hole you were near, just a crazy thought.

>>509973773 (OP)
I've been to St Louis and Kansas City. They both suck.

You have my sympathy, anon. Who abused you? Family, local white kids or was it the groids?

>>509974300
Chesterfield is

STL, KC, & college towns are shitholes. The rest of the state is fine.

I wish STL would burn, I agree with that though.

>>509974384
Family and certain teachers

Kids my age were nice though. Really nice. Only problem was, they were living a better life than me.

>>509974422
Chesterfield is a rich ass fucking area. Kys.

>>509974422
The fuck isnwrong with Chesterfield? No where near as bad as STL. Pretty based, really.

>>509974422
>Chesterfield
That is a swank area, at least it was 35 years ago. Most of the area Jews though also. The niggers seep out that far?

>>509973773 (OP)
Wow. Only 5 roads? I thought America was a developed nation, didn't know it was a backwards Africa tier shithole lmao

>>509973773 (OP)
it also has lots of brown recluse spiders. for that reason alone i would never move there. its the number two state for brown recluses after arkansas.

>>509974595
no. I just had a very shirtty adolescence and had to watch my peers have a better life then me

Also there were times when I was left out, humiliated and abused thanks to my parents and certain adults in my life

My peers and friends were nice though. Very friendly and loving people. I just can't forgive them for having a better life than me

>>509974803
*shitty

>>509974803
I also had a fates teacher who asked why I was late when I had no say over how or when I got to school that day

I was in 1st grade

>>509974803
>had to watch my peers have a better life then me
grow up and quit being a pussy

>>509974911
*fatass

>>509974803
Anon, do your feelings make you want to hurt these people?

>>509974932
What about the parts where I was abused, traumatized and humiliated thanks to the adults who were in my life?

>>509974991
Were you sexually abused or what? I don't get it

>>509974953
Yes
I went through so much shit
2008-2010 was fun
2011-2017 was hell on earth
2017-2019 was okay
2020 was also hell (I was in a residential treatment facility with a kid who tried to rape me)

>>509975146
physically, verbally, socially, emotionally (mostly by parents and certain adults in my life, like I said)

Also I was in a residential treatment facility with a kid who tried to rape me

>>509974422
>>509974595
>>509974541
Chesterfield is total jeetland now. I went there not too long ago and it was like I walked into little india.

>>509974463
St Louis is one of the worst shitholes I've seen, and I've done a ton of traveling for work. A real scary vibe. Way worse than Kansas City.

I have to agree with anon about the whites. A generally friendly and welcoming bunch of people. The groids are totally out of control, though.

>>509975167
Do you still live there?

>>509975437
Sup dude I grew up in Oakville
I hope you're doing better now. I didn't have it the worst but I think that st Louis and greater st Louis area has some of the most drastic disparities between living conditions of the wealthy and the poor (obviously not exclusive to st Louis). "Poverty is the mother of crime" and all. Also, post hand

>>509974911
>>509974939
>fates=fatass
How does that typo even happen? Are you esl? Anyway, your comments are weird, I was jealous of other kids having better things than me too, that’s no reason to have this much hate. You growing up in chesterfield, you would’ve been one of the kids I was jealous of.

Also a teacher asking why you were late? This isn’t abuse. You’re coming off sheltered, autistic, and lacking empathy. World doesn’t revolve around you kid, I should warn you that this website is 18+ only btw. I hope you grow and learn to let things go bud.

>>509975423
Lol. Had it coming

What year did it become little India?

>>509975543
No I live in central Iowa

>>509975982
Do you feel like hurting the people in Iowa? Do you think about going back to Missouri at all?

>>509975922
>are you esl
Nope I'm using a Mac

It wasn't just the teacher. It was all the physical and emotional trauma I've been through thanks to my parents and some of my teachers

And when I say they had better lives than me, I don't mean they had an Xbox 360 and I didn't. I meant they had fun at parties while I was stuck on a gluten free diet imposed on me by my doctor(no im not celiac. that was back when people thought gluten caused autism)

Also everyone had fun in high school while I struggled with Kallmann Syndrome

And it all ended when I was put in a residential facility where a kid tried to rape me

>>509976212
*other teachers

>>509975315
Are you a minority? Just curious. I don’t have anything to say about it, I just think it’s dumb to want to hurt random people because your life is shit. I know how that feels, because my life is absolutely trash too. I’m resentful and envious, and I don’t care about things like nation, pride, or race, but that’s it. I’d never harm someone because of it. I grew up really messed up. I was sexually abused by a babysitter when I was 6, I got called ugly and beaten up in front of the whole school, and I had to hear my single mom having sex with random guys at home. But I still think life has its beauty. I’m not expecting things to go well for me like they do for my friends, but whatever. I only live once. I know I’m absolutely trash, so I don’t even waste my time thinking about being anything good anyway

>>509975922
Let me put it this way:

My dad once threatened two kick me out of the house while I was naked because I wet the bed

My dad threatened to take a way my room because I didn't come out of it right away to help him on the computer (he's a Gen Jones)

He ripped open the shower curtains and yelled at me because I took too long to(theater was either too hot or too cold)
He gave me the most. traumatic night of my life in 9th grade because I argued with my teacher (he roared at me and then threatened to take away everything from me if I ever did something like that again, including my books my bed and my room)
I got a punishment haircut for something I did on accident
One of my teachers said I can't be good at history (my favorite subject) because I struggle with pragmatic thinking. He was very condescending about it
I was put on a gluten free diet and felt so left out many times
I was in constant fear of my dad
I had to be pulled out of class many times to go to speech

That's all I can think of

>>509976538
I'm an ethnic Serb whose family is from Croatia, if that counts as a minority

We tend to have those kinds of childhoods

>>509976538
My friends, acquentinces, classmates, certain teachers and one of my older brothers were the only reasons I was sane

>>509975922
Oh and also, high school was ruined for me because I have kallmanns Syndrome and couldn't be like everyone else (since I was physically 9 while they were all physically 16)

>>509973773 (OP)
>>509974300
>>509974384
I've driven semis through Missouri for almost 10 years. (OTR but a lot of regional stuff in the 4 surrounding states too). Only place I think is a major shithole is St. Louis. KC has decent areas and rougher areas, especially on the Kansas side in the industrial districts. But I fuckin HATE St. Louis, same with Memphis. Memphis is the only state I've seen "lot lizards" consistently on the Arkansas side. I'm iffy about touchin some black lady with bid tiddies when she comes humpin at my door at midnight asking if I got some meat for her, KEK! I'd honestly say Arkansas is a giant shithole state. Little Rock and the rest of it.

>>509976943
Iv done work all around the USA. Missouri ain’t that bad. Trust me, iv worked in Aurora CO, parts of manhattan that you would never walk through, Memphis, it’s all more of the same shit desu. The common denominator seems to be metro cities always suck cock. Stay out of those places and you will see vibrant people all the time.

>>509976634
kek balkanbro ethnic albanian here and I got to say you seem to be the selfvictimizing type, the only real shit I could understand was the kallmans syndrome I also went through puberty late I looked like a 12 year old until I was in my second year of uni, but I did have my height at least.
The fact that you remember some small incidents like the condescending teacher probably tells me you have some sort of mental illness.
Stop blaming others take charge of your life.
>>509976943
All urban areas suck everywhere. Best places are always away from the status chaser losers.

>>509977350
Thanks for the advice

I've heard the ozarks are good. South central in the state.

>>509975982
>I live in central Iowa
Des Moiner detected, you have to go back.

>>509973773 (OP)
St Louis art museum was great, no idea what it’s doing in a shithole like St Louis. Seems like the whole state just gave up sometime in the 70s. Western part is also just a field of mud. Wasn’t a big fan.

>>509973773 (OP)

You know what they say, Missouri loves company

>>509977655
What's wrong with us?

>>509973952
Kek a hell of a lot better than Illinois
>oy vey half the state is a national forest this is awful Moshe!

>>509977792
Good one.

>>509977792
Should be the state slogan honestly

>>509977868
idk whether to call Chicago New Bombay or Chicagostan

>>509976768
>>509976569
>>509976212
I see, and Im sorry to hear all that. From an outsiders perspective, your dad sounds like he didn’t handle his frustrations well but at least he never physically did anything but cut your hair. If you look back on it now, do you think maybe he just didn’t know how to handle your disability and be a patient father, and so he made hyperbolic threats about taking things away from you? (Did he ever actually make you sleep in the cold?). Being sent to that facility does fucking suck though. Sorry if it sounds like I’m being dismissive, I am actually rooting for you. My dad threatened to send me to “military school” when I was a kid because I wouldn’t do my homework. Looking back on it, I understand his frustration, he just wanted me to be normal, grow up prepared for life, and self disciplined, he didn’t know he appeared callous. Your parents didn’t have you because they wanted to stress out and yell at you all the time, believe it or not. Kin is all you ever really have, hope you stay strong.

>>509974803
That has nothing to do with where you grew up.

We should have state flags on /pol/

>>509978103
Thanks for your support, I appreciate

>>509977792
Kek good one

>>509978103
It changed my ID

>>509974528
cheer up buddy, my father thought that of all gringos.
that's all gringos though.

>>509973773 (OP)
Missouri is the one state I forgot when trying to name all 50 from memory

>>509978137
alright, lets discuss the state I grew up in

-I was constantly pulled out of class to go to speech, which of course resulted in humiliation on my side
-my speech teacher in middle school condescendingly said I can't do history because of my pragmatic thinking skills, ending the belief that I could actually be competent in the subject I adored
-my doctors put me on a gluten free diet when I was 12-13. that was back when people thought gluten could cure autism. 7th grade was the most socially traumatic year for me because of this. and when I say my friends had a better life than me, I mean I had to see them do all sorts of fun stuff while all I was allowed to do was sit back and watch.
-in first grade, my TA asked why I was late when I had no say over how or when I got to school that day
-my social workers put me in a residential treatment facility where I was almost raped

>>509973773 (OP)
You sound like a bitch

>>509978455
*that was back when they thought gluten free diets could cure autism, not gluten

my bad

>>509978455
I hope you're doing better now.

>>509978673
Thanks, I try to

>>509974422
Got into it with some jew head honcho at brinkman construction. Called him a faggot bitch to his face after he put his finger in my face.

I dont think he ever had been talked back to his entire life. He was shook and threatened to call the police.

>>509977144
Ironically, I moved there a few years ago to Colorado and I wish I hadn't. It's slowly been turning into proto-Commiefornia. Especially after Covid people began to flock there hard from California and Texas oddly enough. Lots of fuckin beaners everywhere too. That and the only good jobs are in the Springs or Denver. Everywhere else is a poor shithole that hasn't been graced by being a mountain resort/retreat vacation town. Aurora and the surrounding industrial district is a druggie/homeless dump, and same with Denver. I used to make local deliveries in Denver and BOY is that city shit. I generally hate the state now and the ONLY redeeming quality are the mountains and the outdoors, which at this point, I'd rather move somewhere with better jobs.
>>509977350
Exactly, all urban areas are hellholes, EXCEPT for a select few in the US and I will never give away those good urban areas.

>>509973773 (OP)
drink a Fitz and hit the Cards game you dud

I'm from the same area, used to work in Chesterfield. OP sounds like a fag I probably know him

>>509975982
Ever masturbate in a cornfield

>>509973773 (OP)
remember when people voted for a dead guy over the piece of shit Repugnican cuntidate? that was awesome
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2000_United_States_Senate_election_in_Missouri

>>509978169
https://flagtism.gitlab.io/Extra-Flags-for-4chan/