Did any of you take the Wechsler Individual Achievement Test? If so what do you remember?

>>509982991 (OP)
I was in bonus reading which is pretty much the exact opposite of GATE

>>509983058
Describe it. I remember reader kids who had number of book goals to not really be talkative about music, games, sports, or even the internet then

Did you guys build telegraphs and stuff like that?

>>509982991 (OP)
We had the KBIT (Kaufman Brief Intelligence Test) instead. I just remember pattern recognition type questions from it.

If you were part of GATE and went nowhere afterwards you were just among the many many failed participants. The successful ones went ahead and eventually became psychic operatives.

>>509983618
>questions

The surname "Pister" is primarily of German origin, often considered a variant of Pfister, which means "baker". It is also found in France, particularly in Lorraine and Alsace. The name is believed to have originated from the Middle High German word "pister," referring to a baker.

>>509983304
I remember doing a lot of paper machet

Lets say its late 90s and a student displayed digital technology acclimation or liking to the internet. What tests or programs would education staff try to take the student onto.

>>509983841
That's nice.

>>509983304
We made a utopian society.
Mine was a police state under the sea with mandatory firearms confiscation and assigned jobs, kek.

Also geometric shapes and what ones best transfer load, by stacking books on-top of paper shapes we made with crafting gear.
>I won with a pyramid.

Egyptians and sheiiiiat.


Also previously two threads I brought up torture and resistance to interrogation, or conditioning to always tell the truth out of fear, one anon mentioned he also played the always being interrogated games, he did mention having the heart to heart with his principal, I had a similar thing where we discussed things instead of punishing me when I got sent to the office.

Topkek moment:
Teacher examined tenure and union seniority one day, I loudly and openly questioned if their was a (certain teacher) who only had her job because of that.
Everyone laughed cause we all knew /exactly/ who I was talking about.
Also later found out /her/ and (someone who abused me in my family) were good friends.
Really explains why I was treated like a pariah and segregated and made to look a fool, and then sent to the office for telling her she's wrong.


I'm interested in if any anons were deliberately tortured or made to endure forms of pain for long periods of time, one anon mentioned the princess bride torture scene, I don't need to look it up as I know what it's like to have your finger skin forcibly forced back under your nails as punishment, or to be tortured with dull hair clippers.


Is this.....normal woman things?, or do they just hate me enough to torture me because of who my father is.

t. 137iq forced into retard room anon who is also a Patsy for glowies but refused to carry out the mission because he isn't a fed, and only feds commit acts of terrorism.
Dispite everyone in the justice, medical, and youth court system knowing I was abused, the only person to encourage me to see it for myself was a gay man,
And the only fed who recognized it was anti-terrorism

>>509984092
Indistinctly remember teaching other kids during PC class, even in elementary.
I also, masterminded planned computer accidents and got /very fast/ at typing out the .bat commands to crash computers so we could play liero.

They would assign them to "be friends" with the retards and they would be singled out by teachers and eventually put in the retard room for making other kids look bad, scoring too high on the IQ test and having university level reading, and then after being treated as and looked at as a retard they would give up, have a fear of education and a disgust of teachers, and then later in life be working in their homes and overhear two of them war gaming how much abuse and bullying they would allow other kids to do to an unruly one to make the class ""more manageable ""

>>509982991 (OP)
I remember the pedo Satanists that run the program fucked me in the ass and sent me to train on the moon.

>>509984092
>Be born leftie.
>Hit with spoon for using left hand and shouted at.
>Spend whole life being told I'm right handed and having it physically corrected.
>Enter school.
>Horrible handwriting, literally looks like I have asbestos, not Asperger's, but asbestos.
>This is used as justification for how stupid I am.
>They give me a ThinkPad thing where I just type everything out and the teacher plugs it in to get a copy of my work.
>Trollface.jpg
>Get insanely fast at typing.
>Teachers take it away because ""it's a distraction ""
>Still insanely fast at typing, but don't PC game or have a keyboard.
Any rewards, or help is a form of punishment. It's how leftists and liberals look down and practice racism and exclusionary behavior.

Why hate, when you can """help"""

>>509983258
idk they just gave us harder shit to deal with until they said fuck it lets give those 6th graders SATs
no, not the PSATS
shit came with college offers parents couldn't afford
imagine if i enrolled as a kid, in college, how epsteined i'd be

>>509984826
i love my mom and dad

>>509984826
Interesting.

I've been treated like a retard since I was 8, apparently having university reading comprehension, and other things makes you stupid, god how horrible it must be to be a normie.
Seeing that one anon posted he had a 91% in leadership gave me chills, I remember being leader of most friend groups I had 4-7 then they just broke me with all their tests, constantly being brought to the doctor and told something is wrong with me, and then beaten for being normal.

Eventually they found a shrink that gave them the thumbs up to beat me, and it's his fault, because he told them to do it.
A complete refusal to take acceptance and responsibility for their actions, and numerous blows to the face.
All your ever going to get from them is a pre-rehearsed statement about ""how they know better now""
I asked mom about scoring high on the tests and apparently "she didn't know, they never told her" yet it's very clearly there in my mental health file, along with all the dumb reasons and times she brought me to the hospital because she has Munchausen syndrome by proxy.


Also as a teen they would remand me to mental health facilitys and ACT and keep me housed with actual people who are fucked in the head and beyond redemption as a way to justify their abuse, and be able to tell everyone around them:

"See, we were right about anon"

Basically my mom and grandmother realized at around 12, the amount of abuse they inflicted on me, I am a threat to them.
Dispite being a kind loving grandmother to your face, to her friends your told to be a monster that she's afraid "might hurt her".

I have seen manmade horrors beyond your wildest comprehension, also racism is treated like a disease, not a choice or learned behavior. That's interesting desu.

I believe it can be conditioned by withholding resources and then blaming (group) for it.

How was pioneering on the internet back in the early days?

>>509985219
>leaf
>pretending to into gate
just kys

>>509983618
>91%

See:
>>509985219


I'm not allowed to be a leader, I had it beaten into me, and assigned the responsibility of "being nice" to the kids everyone else was mean too,
The one time I joined in on bullying the SpED the principal took me, and only me aside and explained what mental retardation was and how he's different, and wears his heart on his sleeve.
I stopped being mean to him, and he kind of oddly followed me around sometimes like a lost puppy in latter years cause I was one of the few people who wouldn't outright be mean to him.

Even as an adult the joining in on what others were doing is something I feel bad about, but only in that instance.
It's wrong to punch down, but it absolutely is a legitimate tactical choice in juvie, and when you explain that to staff after beating someone up because you explicitly don't want to be the lowest rung on the ladder:

"Targeting a vulnerable peer"

And now they have justification to further punish you, and justification to proclaim "we were always right"

Also Google operation Headwind.
You can abuse 140+ kids and not spend a day in jail.

When I was in juvie I refused to go swimming my second time there, and the dude flipped the fuck out, as a predator would when questioned on his shit, then I was punished by the institution for my repeated refusal to put myself infront of a predator.

Easiest explanation for it is "I have superpower like Alex in Life is strange 3"

>>509983058
My parents divorced when I was in Kindergarten and I was silent in class in 1st grade and peed my pants so they sent me to a shrink at school.
Then in 2d grade I went to the "reading for retards" class.
Then in 4th grade I was G&T and in 6th grade I was at a magnet school.
My high school magnet test scores were the highest they'd ever seen (RAVEN etc.) but my grades were mid, so I was put in the bottom half cohort (bullshit thing they did divide the class in two for no reason).
I have classmates as VCs who were vested in big ass startups you've heard of. US trade representatives. Published in Nature. Senior manager of XYZ department at Google.
All of them make 250k a year more like 500k. I'm broke and unemployed.

I like to think the bullshit my parents did to my mind with the divorce made GATE "miss" me. I did start the process in 4th grade but others in my cohort were invited to other locations, I wasn't.

>>509985941
>I like to think the bullshit my parents did to my mind with the divorce made GATE "miss" me.


Single motherhood is the hardest obstacle you will climb over in your life, your not raised to be a man, your raised to be a doormat and a punching bag.


Women are repulsed by that.

>>509983800
>The successful ones went ahead and eventually became psychic operatives.
one day

>>509984804
So whats the helping moves

>>509983800
Wheres my psychic operative job
Glowies hmu

>>509982991 (OP)
I remember a Green CRT Screen and one test they kept giving me was memorizing which squares were lit up in a grid.
Because it was a computer screen, I could close my eyes as soon as they "Lit" squares vanished and by closing my eyes as soon as they did it, I could lock in the placement of the squares.
They had me doing HUGE grids.
They let me place Starcraft on Bnet at school and observed me.
I remember a test with weird symbols.
I remember taking the standard CTBS test (California) and then another test on the computer.
It was green. The screen was green. The test was green. They made me take one section like... every few days.
>Pic Semi Related
My son is 4th grade aged, already skipped 1 grade ahead, and is being tested against kids a year older than him.
>I'm a farmer.

>>509982991 (OP)
I was in such a program in the 4th grade because I was determined to be at a high school level in math and reading. Mainly because I was an autistic nerd who nobody liked and I did nothing but read. I suffered horribly and because I was a skinyn blonde blue eyed kid in a ghetto school in a nigger town I eventually fell into depression, suicide attempts, drugs, and self-destructive behavior by 8th grade, so after that my grades plumetted and I was nearly kicked out of school.
They did tell me in 7th that my test scores were literally perfect and was like nothing they had ever seen and they told me I can skip from 7th to 9th grade if I wanted, but I feared getting beat up by bigger niggers so I turned it down.

I remember one odd thing though. In 9th grade we took this science aptitude test and I had the highest grade in the state. Two older men came to the class and presented me with some award and asked if I would leave with them to go to some camp (pedo rape session?) to study and all the kids just yelled out "FAG" and I just cried and said no and they left.
Yeah, laugh. But I know I had an IQ test in high school and it was 141. I did 2 years of college and nabbed my associates with a 3.95GPA and this was when I spent most of the time getting drunk and high and screwing a fat mexican girl.
Long story short, I'm a mess that would be better off dead.

>>509987030
>>509986900

They hate us, don't work for them. Endlessly mock them and make fun of them. Seriously, every shit post you make infuriates them, they have PowerPoint presentations about you and get most of it wrong, and then fail to make maps that make any sort of sense organizationally.
And they still can't figure out how to make Pepe gay so Nazis stop using them.

>>509986949
"""Helping""" or helping?

"""Helping""" is when you go to help someone, then deliberately fuck things up or go out of your way to stress them out, and generally frustrate them to the point they give up, or are made to believe they can't do it, or are stupid.


Like when a child picks up a ratchet strap, and instead of helping them, and showing them how it works, you """help them""" and ask if their stupid, and can't figure it out, and say it's good for them, and your teaching them a lesson, or you scream at them and lose it anytime they pick up a ratchet strap so that they never pick them up, and then later in life are again called stupid because they don't know how to use one.


As a carpenter, I recognize my grandfather was a piece of shit. Happy to have only talked to the guy for a total of 15 minutes in the last 10 years of his life.
Must suck deliberately giving yourself a heart attack like a bitch cause none of your kids or grandkids visit you cause your wife's a sadist and your her new victim yet.

Happy to chuckle along aslong as it isn't him though.

>>509983800
>>509986900
>>509987030
Psychic bullshit and magic aren't real. It's all cover for psychological mind control. Trauma based mind control and discursive legerdemain.

GATE found intelligent kids, then tested if they were psychopathic and/or compliant. Non-compliant kids were sabotaged with the mind erase juice and drug trauma. Most elites are the compliant ones.

Many of my high school cohort rose big. None of them have ever hinted of freemasonry and they're smart but not that smart. They're INSANELY compliant. I think that's the deal.

>>509982991 (OP)
Did your kindergarten class have the lady who came in and did mass hypnosis on the class? Literal guided visualizations where you picture yourself in some cave somewhere? Did they deliberately come and startle you out of it while you were still in the cave in an attempt to trap your psyche?

>>509987335
>Yeah, laugh. But I know I had an IQ test in high school and it was 141. I did 2 years of college and nabbed my associates with a 3.95GPA and this was when I spent most of the time getting drunk and high and screwing a fat mexican girl.
Long story short, I'm a mess that would be better off dead.
Anon, you sound pretty based to me.

>>509983800
It's easier to make them think they failed and let them work out in the wild while you monitor it all. It's a lot cheaper than paying them.

>>509984751
I've been to the moon. Interesting place.

>>509987528
1. The 6th sense is real
2. I was the only kid that didn't drink the pink liquid + I remember every detail but I don't know if that coincides
3. You sound like an angry fag

>>509987740
What was pink liquid

>>509987642
>Did they deliberately come and startle you out of it while you were still in the cave in an attempt to trap your psyche?


Not teachers, my mom and grandmother would sneak up on me and hide and then deliberately startle me and scream "what are you doing", I realize it's a form of abuse now as it spikes your adrenaline and puts you into fight or flight.

It's conditioning so that you always go deer in headlights, if you respond using force or violence it's "hello,911 yeah anon here just hit me and keeps rambling on about commiting Brenton Tarrant like assaults on ect ect" and then they have EXACTLY what they want and can railroad you into the system and create justification, and be looked at as heroes for "getting rid of a problem child"


I think around age 10-12 they realized they had abused me to the point I was a serious threat to them, but of interest and study is you can abuse a child and it will NEVER raise a hand or shoulder a rifle against those who harm it, they go for smaller and defenseless things, like the kids at school.

I believe that trauma based conditioning, and then classical conditioning can be used to create mass shooters/ "wind up toys". SSRI's seem to activate the program quite nicely.
I've talked before about what SSRIs were like for me and their bad, anons with autism shouldn't take them.
Makes you think violent thoughts and imagine you smashing people's head in with a rock while your having a conversation with them, and you have no emotions. Very odd.
Also SSRI+Salvia is super fucking big no-no.

>>509988156
Who was headphone?

>>509982991 (OP)
I remember the test having questions like "count the number of isometric blocks" where the catch is seeing if the kid is smart enough to account for the blocks that aren't visible. First grade.

GATE itself was nothing. From grades 1-7 it amounted to an extra book report you could do once in a while or a MENSA-approved card game. From 7 on, it was just optional field trips that require you to still make up the classes you missed, therefore almost nobody went on any of them. It offered no real advantage and obviously had some other purpose, maybe slowing the smart kids down enough for parents to not cause a ruckus.

>>509988479
I remember doing weird shit in computer labs and libraries

>>509988479
War, for reaction time.

Split a deck of cards in half, you throw a card down at the same time (from the top of a deck) , highest wins but it's up to the kid to call it.


Jellybeans as shit teachers watched you guys play StarCraft.

>>509982991 (OP)
Not answering the question, but im a fan of Richard Gooner, hes from University of Georgia

>>509988828
Uncanny Valley as fuck here bro.

>>509987740
I don't recall the liquid. Others were invited to another location and we weren't. Stop sperging.

>>509988921
This guy knows a thing or 2 about being on edge, hes such a potent educator, its like knowledge self-lubricate deep into your head.

>>509988951
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rush_Hour_(puzzle)


Your sitting in a classroom being instructed to move cars and get the yellow one out, but your not moving the cars, why is that anon?

>>509982991 (OP)
I don't know anything about that.
But I was in GATE.
I come from a masonic and political family.
One of the agents that came to talk to me about gate was also my uncle.
He was adament that he, "wasn't my uncle" when we spoke at school.
It was the early 90's.
Palmdale, California.
Tamarisk Elementary school, Ms. Clothes class, kindergarten.
There were two others.
The pink stuff was given to everyone in my grade. That day
we had cookies, played duck duck goose, and it was like a special thing.
We were allowed to have seconds of the pink stuff.

I will answer any questions that aren't bullshit or a waste of time.
Yes,
>blacked out windows
>headphones with no sounds test
>cards with pictures test, I failed them all

I was told I failed, sent to a different school, severely mistreated by school
teachers and staff until 18. A, "cps" agent was sent to my moms. She sexually
abused me, laughed, and told me to scream louder. In front of my mom, who was
threatened with arrest if she didn't let it happen.
That same person showed up at my school and was basically a second teacher
in my grade. That school was Cactus Elementary, also in Palmdale.

I've likely been programmed with knowledge of planned events. These events emerge as dreams
through extreme dreamscape experiences, meant to convince me that I have precognitive abilities.
That's one possibility, I don't believe in anything, which I'm sure any reasonable person can sympathize with.

This is not a trolll, entertainment, or fiction. I assert, with full regard to any consequences, that everything I have
said and am going to say is completely true, not misleading, and explicit without metaphor or obfuscation of any kind.

>>509982991 (OP)
i dont remember too much, but when I was in third grade some lady took me out for the "talented and gifted program" (I had very average grades so I didn't understand why I was talented or gifted but I thought it was kewl). Anyway it was like me and two other kids, we had some weird philosophy stuff, I remember tangrams and headphones, lots of beeping, not much else...

ama maybe I'll remember more

>>509989277
Do you think Dick Coomer would've got out of the minor leagues if he had some of thee pink stuff?

>>509983800
Mfw I could never choose between the card with the bacon strip on it or the one with the star

>>509983800
>The rest went on to serve ZOG and Israel
Oh no, the FOMO is unbearable.

>>509989597
Do you think that bumping a thread where I'm present and will tell people everything
benefits your agenda more than mine?
Maybe if you antagonize me, I'll lose my composure for you.
>rhetoric

Anyone who sees this should read my first post, glowies included.
>but why?
Because I can and this, like all else in my life, is meaningless. I'm not afraid of any of you.
The worst you can do is kill me. The best you can do is kill me. Either way, I win. Elsewise,
I remain and it's only a matter of time before I spill secrets worth killing me over.
Which I will.

>>509989277
>A, "cps" agent was sent to my moms. She sexually
abused me, laughed, and told me to scream louder. In front of my mom, who was
threatened with arrest if she didn't let it happen.
Anything else you remember regarding CPS.
My brother was molested in foster care and they covered it up, and that made me a legitimate target in their eyes, but in my case they investigated abuse twice, clear as fucking day what happened but because neither adult who """"witnessed it"""" would say what was happening they just didn't bother finishing their investigation and made the comment that she's deliberately pretending to not see things, and the investigation can't continue because of this.

They absolutely abuse kids in foster care, including sexually. Who'd believe them when they cry?, their troubled kids. "It's for their own good"


And the last CPS worker I saw I walked in, saw her, then went out and cleaned anon who she was interviewing's truck for an hour while I waited.
She refused to look at me when she left, her boyfriend must not know what a 5/8ths wrench is, kek.

>>509989816
I remember a test where there were 2 girls and 1 cup and i had to solve for who was the most eager for it. I am a great Gooner disciple

>>509989816
>I remain and it's only a matter of time before I spill secrets worth killing me over.
Which I will.
Eh, it's 4chan. The glowies know who we are, but we don't know who we are, kind of unfair but equalizing.
I'm curious as to what the point of filtering kids is, what are they looking for, and are we just discards or are they actively training and grooming mass shooters.
And I know the feeling anon, and how the game is played. It's one thing to mock them on 4chan, but start talking about (who) provided training to me and it's off to the woodshed for this guy.


Out of 80+ years of glowniggery there has only been what, two who defected?, Snowden and the dude who got trannied out?, have you anons ever asked "why" that is, and what you have to do to be a part of their club, and the implications of having to dirty your hands so people "trust" you, and have a form of control over you.


If you aren't willing to fuck kids and take selfies of you wearing women's undergarments, they aren't going to let you fly their planes for them.

>>509989872
They used a front organization called Daybreak under the guise of a youth rehabiliation center for drug addiction to traffic children.
You can learn more about their facilities in Spokane and Vancouver Washington. They were under investigation, however they refused
to cooperate and it was all swept under the rug. You can confirm this for yourself with a few search engines and should before it's completely
covered up.

I don't know anything more than that with regard to CPS. I have suspicions based on research after the fact, but they're just that and could be wrong.

>>509989901
Ah yes, I took that test many times.

Did you happen to get the "introduction to classical Russian literature" class where those dudes stabbed a guy with a screwdriver and recorded it?, or the Cinema class where the dude shifts the angle of the camera to focus on a poster of Casablanca during the climax of the New Order song playing?, absolute kino and perfect in every regard

>Except the whole fucking a dead guy on camera part.
>Cuts off his foot and mail's it to the prime Minister's office

>>509990096
My assumption is that people like myself are part of something similar to MKULTRA. We're programmed through trauma to
default to disassociative states where we can be compelled to act as agents for the state in ways that can't be traced back to their origin.
I also do not think that I am rare in that, or unusual in being somewhat aware of my position in this. I do believe that I failed, and I also believe
that I am still a part of whatever program this is. I'm a determined pacifist and absurdist, I can't harm anyone or be taken seriously. I'm proudly worthless.
Maybe that was my point, though I doubt it. It's not difficult to render someone inaffectual. There's no point to such extremes for that end, from my point of view.

I also think that there is a very large amount of people in this country, the USA, that have been through similar things, different branches of the program,
and are being deployed and used right now. I do not think the sudden rise in psychotic behaviors and world views is a natural phenomenon. It is my own
opinion that it is intentionally orchestrated.

>>509987528
>>509987740
>>509989330
I also recall the headphones and beeping test. I'm not sure if the pink liquid is a real or imagined memory for me, but reading about it feels like being reminded of something forgotten.

I'm not sure about the psychic stuff. Later when I was a teenager, long after I took the tests, I became interested in "psionics", dreams, etc. Ever since I was a kid, once every year or three I'd have precognitive dreams but never anything significant, just mundane daily events I'd recognize. I did a lot of studying on remote viewing, astral projection, etc. Astral projection was bogus, but there seemed to be some truth to remote viewing but it was never reliable. Maybe it is just another form of precognition. There also seems to be something to chi/prana/body energy in the same way there's something to meditation for mental state. You can feel something is there and doing it affects you, but it's not going to give you superpowers any more than meditation will.

I think it's just a coincidence that I became interested in it.

>>509990110
They investigate themselves and cover up affairs internally.
I was legitimately targeted for most of my life by law enforcement and put on the program at a young age.
Things like them going to your girlfriends house and telling her parents they shouldn't let her see me, but can't say why.
Being off probation and I leave the province, the second they find out where they call the local cops and tell them to keep an eye on me.
Then over the years I meet interesting people who are willing to provide training, even when I move cities, yet again I'm found and recieve more training.
They did what I'm assuming is a test of my autism. Turns out I can see people behind trees, pass all the fuck-fuck games they play for marksman in my nations military, and am suspiciously good at paintball.


What sort of person would provide an autistic child with training, while not encouraging them to join the army and making said training "conditional" or, you have to do something "for them"

Why did I choose to destroy the pills, yet keep the weed and money.

>>509990200
>Cuts off his foot and mail's it to the prime Minister's office
Is it where the vajankle started?
>Did you happen to get the "introduction to classical Russian literature" class where those dudes stabbed a guy with a screwdriver and recorded it?
I remember this happened in the song Cotton Eye Joe, but instead of a screwdiver it was a penis. Probably that russians are doing it but only in the secret masonic doo doo tunnel

>>509987516
>Like when a child picks up a ratchet strap, and instead of helping them, and showing them how it works, you """help them""" and ask if their stupid
This made me think of my dad. He's a contractor and he used to take me along to the job site to help out, not because he liked me or wanted to teach me anything but I was free labor, and I could still remember him in some awkward spot under a house and yelling at me for some tool I'd never heard of. I want to say it was a crescent wrench. I brought back the wrong tool a couple times until I got it right and he was practically apoplectic with rage by the last one. I remember thinking I must be the dumbest mf'er on Earth. Now I think back and I think, all you had to do is tell me it's the one that looked like a letter C on top and had a little ring on it to adjust it up and down. Or maybe have shown me a bunch of tools at some point before I became the tool assistant. Or heaven forbid just take 2 minutes to get out from under the house, get it yourself and say this is a crescent wrench for next time. Some people are just dicks.

>>509990397
>I do not think the sudden rise in psychotic behaviors and world views is a natural phenomenon. It is my own
opinion that it is intentionally orchestrated.


Yes, I fear that too. I think they've found a new way, or a better way to create wind up toys. An interesting example is how that dude who cracked off rounds at trump, two years before that happened I had a discussion about the best way to assassinate a certain politician, and the kid fucking stole all my ideas and that's really been something that stuck out at me.
A metal roof is hot, only an autistic could ignore the pain and manage to keep steady enough...

But they let him climb, take position and fire.
Interesting, gotta wonder how far the glowies would have taken it.

>>509982991 (OP)
I took it in first grade weeks after I went around the school reciting the presidents names and birthdays in chronological order 1-41 to virtually everyone. I apparently failed and I remember my teacher being so upset she teared up and said “I really thought we had it.” Turns out I was just autistic lmao.

>>509989816
>The worst you can do is kill me
mfw he's never heard of torture

>>509990412
So do you punish your brain with math, reading, puzzles, fiction, fantasy, games, simulations, dreams, thoughts, or some sort physical alteration? You do meditation but that fogs you’r mind at times and leaves you like a docile mental wonderer. If you focus on cognitive improving structures it will enhance the brain. But rewards come with punishment, in time you may have headaches and information like research is valued but it does diminish in time. You cant stay glued to one substance of stimulation

>>509990440
Depervakian maniacs and Luka Magnotta were what I was referring too.

>>509990500
Yes. I'm a carpenter and my grandfather was, he outright refused to teach me anything and did the """helping""" thing.
Literally only showed me how to change a tire, then explicitly laid out 30 things I had to bootstrap and do before I was allowed to drive, and they absolutely included zero help from them while paying rent "if I got a job" the ratchet strap was a direct reffrence to him, and then me getting called stupid as an adult because he refused to show me.
Earlier today I showed the new kid how to use them, and how to inflate tires. I've literally put more teaching and training into every single laborer I've had under me than he does his own grandkids.

As previously mentioned he killed himself by giving himself a heart attack because he realized his kids and grandkids weren't ever going to call him, and now that I was gone his sadist wife moved onto him being the target.

Fuckin loser. I really need to get my legal name changed.

>>509990782
Kek.

My favorite is the dull hair clippers. You can terrorize someone into being scared of haircuts, and growing their hair longer and never cutting it just by deliberately torturing them.
Sometimes it's years before they figure out it doesn't hurt to get a haircut, and normal people don't sit there and repeatedly hit your ears over and over again until you bleed and beg them to stop.

Another good one is repeated slaps to the face during forced interrogations. After the first few smacks, tell them it stops if they admit what they did, then the second they admit it you switch to closed fist beatings and put the fear of God into them.


Now, I'm not going to come out and say it, but the few times I've interrogated people, I've got exactly what I wanted. And it's very fluid and natural to me.


I don't....want to be that person.

>>509990824
Its a different angle, its called "where the sun don't shine" but the masons symbols is the "all-seeing eye". So we can conclude that anal sex is a masonic ritual as only them can see this secret tunnel.

>>509982991 (OP)
I got kicked out of GATE in 3rd Grade after I hit a nigger and told my counselor i wanted to make bombs when I grow up.

>>509990801
>But rewards come with punishment, in time you may have headaches


I'm there now. I'm trying to work through the trauma, but it does cause mental pain to think of some things, where my brain is hard wired to instantly cause me pain if I think about x, or go to do x.


Abuse based conditioning.
Put children into no-win situations and scream at them to admit guilt under the promise of reduced consequences, then punish them even harder because "you admitted it"
Eventually the child stops trying and just stares at a wall, you have now beaten learned helplessness into your own children.

Also being deliberately kept in a state of dehydration for most of your childhood, and then when your lips crack your given a choice between wearing lipstick or suffering, you aren't allowed to drink water after supper and face physical violence if you dare have a glass of water.

Forced to eat your food while they blame starving kids in Africa for both why your forced to eat, and the next day why food is withdrawn, or why you are deliberately made and forced to eat food you don't like, have made it fucking clear you don't like by sitting at the table until midnight when your bed time is 7pm, multiple times.

>Just to be fed the same food as an adult and be met with appalling shock and complete surprise you don't like them.
Realtalk, if you put rolled up balls of dough at the top of pots of soup, it makes the grimeyest greatest half cooked ball of dough that half tastes like shit, and raw undercooked pizza pops with a disgusting texture.

It's forcing you into a position, or to do something you hate as a form of control.
I have an eating disorder and I binge eat, and then can't gain weight.
It's from being starved and overfed constantly and then forced on diets based on the whims of whatever she felt like today

>And deliberately dehydrated.

>>509990801
This is too schizobabble to understand. What are you trying to say? Why do you believe meditation fogs your mind?

I guess my concept of meditation was a bit unusual? It was somewhat exercise-based because I was doing it with the goal of developing psychic abilities if they existed. The general structure was:
1. clear mind of internal monologue
2a. visualize things and experiences as fully as possible, including emulating the sensations of touch/taste/smell
or
2b. manifest and maintain an intent/expectation in the "subconscious" mind without consciously thinking about it. Basically using the part of your brain that you act with in your sleep

There is one thing I can think of that you might interpret as fog. Only a couple times I managed to get in a weird mental state in which the "dream brain" stayed in charge even though I was awake. Super clear, no thought pollution. The lack of thought-noise made it easier to "listen" for precognition. I could never do it on purpose though, it only happened once through meditation and twice through dreams.

FWIW there was also a weird thing I went through with the chi/energy practice. For a while I could feel it STRONGLY in my hands. It felt like pushing two magnets together. Like strong enough to have to actually physically exert effort to push my hands together. If I did force my hands together, it "broke" and there was no more resistance at all unless I focused energy again. Doing it with an object between didn't affect the object in any way I could feel or observe. Anyway, out of nowhere, one day I just kinda went numb to it. I couldn't sense it the same way anymore, all at once. I was distraught. It just happened out of nowhere when I was walking through the hall at school one day.

>>509990995
I always thought whoever came up with "waterboarding" must be a real prick. Sounds so innocuous. Oh what all I do is pour some water on their face. It even sounds a little bit like snowboarding, which everybody loves how bad can it be! Meanwhile they're literally drodrowning, just in the most water-efficient way possible I suppose. I'm sure all the usual torture methods would work on me, but one in particular that I would fear is being stuck for an extended duration surrounded by obese gum smacking black women (this is the one where they can somehow automatically make it pop) talking extremely loudly and laughing hysterically. Have you guys ever considered that one? You can steal it.. This new post timer is pretty good too.

>>509991298
>why you are deliberately made and forced to eat food you don't like
Why if this person love eating poop? Basically the torturer is losing to a retard

>>509991054
Did you follow through or are you a quitter?

>>509982991 (OP)

>>509991456
>but one in particular that I would fear is being stuck for an extended duration surrounded by obese gum smacking black women (this is the one where they can somehow automatically make it pop)


Kek. With a loudspeaker that comes on and shouts "Jerry! Jerry! Jerry!" Every five minutes and this causes them to go strong independent black wo-man who don't need no man.


For myself, it would be leaving someone locked in a room with three Newfoundlanders and a single bottle of booze. Eventually they would turn on you and gang rape you while talking in their silly Newfie dialect, it's hands down the most traumatic form of torture I could think of.

If you've ever met a Newfie or heard them talk when their excited and drunk, oh lord thundering.

>>509991572
Potentially

>>509987684
Yeah makes sense why
I get visits from Ukraine glowies

>>509989657
Yes and no the ones on top know

>>509991619
>locked in a room with three Newfoundlanders and a single bottle of booze
This was the Newfoundlander I was imagining and that sounded like a decent weekend night until I realized you were talking about the human, Leaf kind.

>>509991475
She made my cousin eat dog food, ""tricked"" me into eating a bowl of rasin bran that had bugs in it,
Like poured the bowl, and the milk for me and told me it was ready, then after I took a few bites and noticed it was moving gleefully got up and laughed and took it away.

She does these tricks to people and has her whole life, she currently is eating years old food and actively torturing her new man, who's a veteran with the same full hair clippers she used on us, she's feeding him expired food and meats in an effort to make him sick.


You really have no idea how evil people can be, do you anon?
She's a pillar of her community, and would never hurt a fly. Nobody is ever going to believe me except her victims, and she's smart enough to checkmate and put them into a position where they can't cry for help, because nobody would believe them.

Clench your fist in her presence and she shows you a phone with 911 already dialed. Once you freeze up once, it's always "or else".

>>509991619
>Eventually they would turn on you and gang rape you while talking in their silly Newfie dialect
H-Hot, please take me <3

>>509987528
I find it weird how
They told me to meet some men who were masons as child with my father working construction
I just thought it ment construction foremen

>>509982991 (OP)
Non white gate kid here
Yes non whites can make it too

>>509991423
It seems like you should do calisthenics and find options of mental stimulation yo form challenges. If you become a sit duck you sit duck.

>>509991798
https://youtu.be/3AT07v9V4-w?si=UdK0241YEdpxVjgQ


This is the future you chose.
Don't ever play the "fill the bucket" game.
>Be byys on a boat.
>Decide to fucks with the new byy.
>Alright byys.
>Stands in a circle, jerk off yer cock while standing infront of a bucket, then when he walks in tells him "ya gotta fill the bucket"

>Be anon
>Open door.
>Turn on lights.
>See three dudes stroking their cocks while standing around a bucket.
>"C'mon, byy, fill the bucket"
Most fucked example of ""Newfie humour "" I've ever heard.

>>509991298
>just stares at a wall, you have now beaten learned helplessness into your own children.
Ooh yeah I remember that one. I couldn't make direct eye contact because that was taken as a challenge and I'd be beaten, but I couldn't look too far away either because then it looked dismissive or like I wasn't paying attention, and I would also be beaten. So I had to stare at the wall am just over his shoulder. You also need to maintain a completely blank facial expression, no anger, no fright. It was a very fine balancing act but I figured it out. Lol I didn't have to worry about dehydration though, I was a free-range kid I could drink out of any sprinkler head or hose. I probably have lead poisoning instead.

>>509991864
No, Masons are a good path to upward mobility if you have trade skills
It's basically all the business owners and people colluding together to help eachother out and put their (group) above all.
My dad's very anti-mason so I can't take advantage of that path or make friends with the local brothers.

Also alot of jobs in the town require you to be a mason affiliate, or member of their group, and I don't feel like letting some 70yo fuck my bumhole for a few dollars more.

>>509990397
I am probably still in it due to them making me hyper violent
But not in I am going to harm someone for no reason way
Only if they offend me to a certain point
I show no mercy
I kinda don’t even feel bad for hurting people who harmed me

>>509991953
This wouldn't be a challenge, i know about zinc supplements. Im avatar the cum bender

>>509983800
Checked. I believe this.

>t. failure

>>509982991 (OP)
My handler was hot
But I think she rekt my mind
Which is kinda hot to me
I have fetish for hot women rekting me

>>509992056
Yeah, watching "unbreakable" was great.
Even sadist Japanese officers go easier on you than your own mom.

There is a reason they don't teach children to stick up for themselves, or what abuse is. The only tool they are allowed to use is "tell an adult".
But as an adult, I've asked mom about the abuse, provided numerous examples and all I get was "you were a difficult child" and "it was wrong but now I know better"
She won't ever admit what she did in any capacity, just repeats those phrases.


But it's okay to punish me and hurt me because of who my father is, and what he did to my mom.
Also she lied and said he beat her for YEARS, then when I saw glowniggers surrounding me I detailed her abuse so they would see it too, she finally admitted he never hit her, it was all psychological.

She lied for years and used that as justification to beat me, that's how evil normies are.

>>509991668
Based. Potentially

>>509992096
>He hasn't been training himself to shoot for distance his whole life.


Kek, oh anon....

>>509992314
Haha, yeah....based.

t. Something something magnesium strips and thermite.
Also, grade 7 science is all you need to make those....uhh, recipes in Minecraft.


All jokes aside I stopped doing that stuff when I almost blew myself up. 0/10 never again.

>>509992329
I trained on birds, i was going at the park and capable of cumming up to a meter distance in the area of a penny. If you knew the pleasure of seeing seagulls moving your spunk across the city, you would never be the same.

>>509992426
>See copypasta circulating about WD40 and tinfoil used to foil the iron dome.
>Oh god.
>About 8mos later some Palestinians blow themselves up trying it.
If you say nothing, you win.

t. Loud noise appreciator, also works better with Drano.

>>509991919
Let me be the first to welcome you to the thread anon, by giving you my most heartfelt
>ching chong ping pong
Also your parents are ashamed that you're posting here.

>>509992526
But I am not Asian either
I am a Mexican national

>>509992446
I'm actually feeding and trying to train crows now actually, kek.

>Repeatedly lift my empty paint cup up out of a milk crate and throw it on the ground.

>Go back to painting for their amusement.
>Feed them
>They won't move close when I look at them but if I look off to the side they will come to within 20"
>Frequently sit on-top of the machines I use at work, sometimes greeting me.

Crows are fren.

>>509982991 (OP)
>Wechsler Individual Achievement Test
thats for assessing retarded kids

>>509992252
>She won't ever admit what she did in any capacity, just repeats those phrases
>Lies a lot, avoids accountability
So . . . you're saying your mom's a female?

>>509992659
If you can cum on their face i believe its a service, lemme explain, there is a non zero possibility that the goo drizzle down its face to form a monocle. It would look super posh and maybe he could grab them by the the crowussy by his massive jizzrizzler game.

>>509992757
Did you just assume her gender?

>>509992589
If you need any help getting back just let me know.

>>509992889
Yeah I am to important for your stupid kiddie games you pleb

>>509992889
I will never be deported if
I go to Mexico it is on my own will
I know how the world works
That is why I was selected for gate

>>509992843
The best part is when they're genderfluid so you mark them with your genderfluids and they have to take it, you made them more whole.

>>509992659
I've always been a cat guy, so I harass birds here and there on principle just to keep it 100 with my catbros. Chasing off seagulls, messing with crows, caught a pigeon once. But it is amazing how smart they are. I looked into getting a parrot once, I was going to teach it to curse and make lewd jokes just like everybody else, but then I realized they can live to be 100 so I noped out.

>>509993017
Oh you're one of them fancy messicans who thinks he's Spanish eh?

>>509993233
I don’t know but I am still a cia asset so fuck off
You white cuck
I am on the level of Jews
Who rightfully control your country

>>509993063
Obviously. That's why you had to divide three sentences (giving you the benefit of the doubt there since English is not your first language) into two posts. It adds emphasis and gravitas to what you're saying. Do you want to hear a good Mexican joke?

>>509993107
I find animals like me, and are fren.
I've had birds land on me like Uncle A did, and had a fox visit me on his birthday once.

Do you anons believe in reincarnation?, perhaps all this GATE crap is just finding the next literally Hitler and either destroying him before he rises to power, or converting them to globohomo side.

You know, painting is kind of relaxing...

>>509993400
No one cares what you have to say
They don’t care about your life neither do i
You are not even human to me
Nothing more than a filthy goy

>>509993063
what trump is trying to do is earn that place in the hall of the gods.

but all he's done is ensured that he'll be sacrificed in the altar, he doesn't understand the game he's playing, just the promises they've made to him.

he can't deport us, but he can (and the propaganda machine of the left/right) ramp up the threats so taht we leave of our own volition.
sorry gringo trump, you'll need to compensate us for the lives your country has destroyed first, then pay us our weight in gold x100, plus cattle, plus women, plus technology, etc to get us to leave, and the death of the nations first born children.

>>509993563
You are not seeing the big picture
Here you are still thinking trump is nothing more than actor

>>509982991 (OP)
Hey OP, I think your GATE thread may be picking up some steam, you've got the creepy gay memeflag and now the guy larping as Benicio del Toro from Sicario.

>>509993478
Yeah I get along with most animals I think the birbs know I'm just fucking with them. Never had one land on me. Cat seem to love me I can still remember the two or three in my life that didn't, that's how offended I am.

>>509993563
You do realize that Whites are all that stands between you and being exterminated like rodents by the Chinese, right?

>>509993563
Why are you changing your ID there, Quetzalcoatl? Also let me just leave this right here, you fierce mexican warrior, you.

>>509994000
They are going to exterminate you like rodents and the Chinese in part will be the ones left standing
But it won’t really be them doing it

>>509994026
No one cares about you
You never were selected for the real plot
I am just taking advantage of the situation

>>509994053
Whites cannot be exterminated. Only out-bred. What conversation could I have expected from a brownoid?

>>509994124
Kek you don’t know
Yet you call me a brownoid
No wonder they filtered out plebs like you

>>509990412
How it feel to get dabbed on by a brownoid
You white cuck

>>509993783
I wonder if other anons are frens to animals.

Up until working up north I've had marvelous experiences with dogs, even problem ones. I got locked in a room with two huge dogs on either way out barking at me for two hours, it took close to two years for me to be comfortable around dogs again after that, still a bit timid.

>Almost killed a dog with a skid steer earlier.
>Recognized at the last second who's dog it was.


Kek. The irony.

>>509991423
You weren’t failed for being a threat
You were failed for being a retard
How it feel that shitskin was selected and not you

>>509994097
Ay caramba! I can just imagine a platoon of angry mexican warriors charging through a Home Depot parking lot right now. Scary stuff. Will the Chinese supply you with new leafblowers for the assaut?
The guy in vidrel is probably the mexican paratrooper that's going to get me.

>>509994406
https://www.cbc.ca/news/politics/rcmp-militia-members-plot-1.7580658
Alright lads, hot off the presses.

>>509994418
Kek Are you implying I actually care about my own kind
I am doing it because they are going to probably dispose of me along with all the other useful idiot

>>509993478
Gate intentions are much darker
When one of the things they are looking for are people who are willing to sacrifice

>>509994510
>I am doing it
Doing what? Shitposting on 4chins at 0400? I'll give you a 2/15 on that one. (That's approximately 1.5/10 on the metric scale, but I translated it for you due to your racial handicap).

>>509994914
I am not giving away the script because if you haven’t figure it out by now that is on you

>>509982991 (OP)
>Mancala thread
I remember when these threads first started. Anons talking about experiments and erased memories because they didn't remember every single class from when they were 12 years old. School was boring, if it wasn't committed to memory that just means your brain dismissed it as irrelevant.

>>509987528
Ah im extremely non compliant but hardly remember those meetings and well much of school over all, been in trouble that should have been prison but got off with probation a couple times, seems im a lab rat for the masons

>>509994429
It's amazing the lengths they go to monitor and terrorize strong, competent and independent White men. Muslims gangraping your daughters while they take over entire towns and implement sharia law? Don't be racist, Chud, it's part and parcel. Niggers running amok constantly? Don't be racist, Chud, also you owe them reparations. Open borders so beaners can flood in like a pinata exploded, and belch and piss on each other and throw trash everywhere? Don't be racist, Chud, also America was built by beaners and niggers it says so right here in my jewish history book. But a couple of White guys get together over a beer and decide to stockpile some ammo? Mr. Prime Minister we have a problem, red alert, red alert, woooo woooo. Kek It's almost like we're still a legitimate threat or something, even after the all the demoralization and psyops. If history proves one thing, it's that it really doesn't take that many of us.

>>509995000
>I know the elite's secret plans and I am part of it
>That's precisely why I come here to your GATE thread to waste my own time
>Haha it's all part of the plan!
I have news for you amigo, GATE clearly means something different in mexican.

>>509995708
You are not likely to survive so who cares what you think

>>509995708
Do you really think
I am fucking around here
I really do

>>509995436
The elite don’t care about whites enough for them to survive
They chose the Asians

>>509995427
Yeah the lenience with the cops thing I hear all the time (I also did have a jewish art school girlfriend she still hits me up sometimes), and it's true up to a point, but I think it's just because of our general personalities. Most of us are above average intelligence, most of us are introverted, most of us can almost instinctively remain calm under pressure and we know the score when it comes to dealing with a bunch of semi-retarded cops. Personally I keep it low-key and even crack jokes, my voice is low and even my body language is relaxed, tension is diffused almost immediately. Yes I've been arrested several times but I've also been let go more often than I should and in general have been treated leniently but I chalk it up more to just not being the typical retard that they see and deal with everyday. If you've ever spent time in a jail you would see the dramatic difference. The art school jewish girlfriend thing is weird though. Also I'm pretty sure I did swallow the pink stuff it tasted like bubble gum.

>>509996091
>Yes I've been arrested several times but I've also been let go more often
Then you obviously are just a pleb
I never been pulled over in my life

>>509996029
That's fine. If I end up on a stud farm in some obscure province in North China I can think of worse ways to go. The asian ladies seem to love me, if you gnome sayin'. Also you gave away part of your super secret elite master plan please be more careful with your opsec.

>>509996218
And you're bragging about that? You probably have the testosterone levels of the mexican lady who does my laundry. Her name is Maria. I'm just throwing it out there because you might be related.

How come the Russians still run circles around us in this field?

>>509996304
It’s not mine
I am just taking advantage of like some high iq anon are

>>509996485
The fact that you even interacted with police is dead giveaway you were not selected because you didn’t go along
No you were just a pleb

>>509996304
North China
You can’t even get that right
I won’t say where because you are pleb who couldn’t figure it out by now

>>509996575
What makes you think it's real? Also what am I wearing right now?

>>509984293
He was calling him an ashkenazi shapeshifter, in a polite way.

>>509996718
Your opsec really is bad, you just gave up something very important and I bet you don't even know what it is

>>509996831
dark sweatpants?

>>509996890
You can figure it with public information and logic
The mighty white man can’t do that

>>509996893
Fine but which leg has the stain?

>>509984612
>I also, masterminded planned computer accidents and got /very fast/ at typing out the .bat commands to crash computers so we could play liero
Interesting, myself I figured out how to hack the computers in elementary school by spawning a local shell and mounting all the teacher's network drives because the local shell had default admin priv configured. I knew to never mess with anything, but I read things for years and years. Eventually I learned As400

>singled out by teachers and eventually put in the retard room for making other kids look bad, scoring too high on the IQ test and having university level reading, and then after being treated as and looked at as a retard they would give up, have a fear of education and a disgust of teachers
Kind of similar to this. I would read out loud to the class, the teacher would go around to each child and ask the to read a part. Most struggled, the few that did were awkward and shy about it, so I always took their parts and read for them so they didn't have to. They would bully me afterwards. I wasn't treated like a retard, but I was mostly ignored and just expected to do well at everything and they just didn't care I was being bullied constantly and kept telling me "just apply yourself, come on do it". Eventually I got tired of caring and just kinda gave up. I knew it didn't matter. It never mattered how good or smart or whatever I was. Nobody cared. I read a physics book to my dad in grade 6 or something and explained nuclear physics to him. I think he was drunk. The teachers didn't care, my parents didn't care the school board didn't care. I could have built a rocketship right in front of them and they would have just clapped like retarded monkeys anon.

I do remember the tests though, we called it challenge and I remember the darkened room and an ancient black and white video of logging in BC, but strangely I fell asleep and woke up and they just let me go back to class. I don't really remember much

>>509995436
Because you're plague rats. Everywhere you go, you shit and vomit and destroy the habitat. You’re the antithesis of goodness. Wherever 2 or more white peoples gather, molech manifests. Next you’re sacrificing child, injecting their cells in everyone, and cutting the foreskin off. Should have stayed in your ethnostate in euroach land. You had an entire continent. Go back there. Ukraine is calling.

>>509997446
>Ukraine is calling
Europe needs to nut up or shut up. You aren't winning any war being a panzi ass liberal tranny who is afraid to actually fight.

>>509997070
Just teach yourself. Most teachers are just like anybody else in any other profession they don't really like what they're doing and sometimes they wonder how they got there, they're just punching a clock to make their paycheck and go home and have a glass of wine and do it all over again. Can't really blame them plus imagine having to be a glorified daycare teacher for a bunch of niggers, spics and who knows what else these days. I did have one teacher I fought with a lot in high school. I couldn't really figure out why but he was apparently in hindsight, one off those guys that actually "cared". High school was super boring for me and he could tell I was smart etc etc. long story short the dude made me a deal where if I taught class every Friday for a semester I could have the rest of the week off. That was econ class right before lunch so basically I had a 2-hour lunch 4 days a week for a semester. I also had a rich girlfriend at the time and she would let me borrow her sports car so I would just drive it around and go do whatever, go by my friend's classes and honk flip them off. Good times. But I do have a problem with authority for sure. I think I even scored like a 4 on the big five agreeablness section the one time I took it. So yeah if GATE was really some kind of tavistock institute bullshit, which is certainly possible, we're probably the types that don't take orders. It is interesting how many of us ended up here, but again that's probably just a function of our basic personalities I think there are a lot of intps and intjs here and we tend to do well academically and not get offended too easily by extreme opinions that we can entertain and discard if they hold no merit. In other words we tend to enjoy free speech, and this pathetic Tibetan yak milk appreciation forum is the best that we have currently. So thanks for the honey pot at least CIA/Mossad. And I'm still red pilling as many people as I can on jews so nyah nyah nyah.

>>509997446
I'm assuming you're some kind of bitter brown person who partially disguises his inferiority complex with ostensibly righteous anger, but you do have a point. Whites do tend to cause more damage to the environment than other people, because we are more restless and industriou (also most of the consumption is driven by our women by the way, just to get a little gratuitous fuck you to women into the conversation, and that's empirically provable by the way). Think of us like a beaver maybe that's your totem animal. The asians have gotten worse than us by the way, they've copied our ways and gone to extremes with it. I think now there's a garbage patch in the Pacific Ocean that's like500 miles wide now or something. Sad. But being white men we will probably be the ones to come up with some kind of remedy for it too. There's a legitimate argument for going back to a primitive way of living, one of your hated white men named uncle Ted was a famous early proponent of it, but unless you want to ditch the phone or computer you're typing on right now and start pooping in a hole in the ground again maybe you need to rethink your convictions. The bottom line is that what you're complaining about is essentially a skill issue. Your people would almost undoubtedly be doing the same thing if they could, but they can't, so you pretend that your failure is intentional, which it's not. I would point you to Nietschze who summed it up pretty well when he said , and I paraphrase, "often have I laughed at those who thought themselves good because they had no claws." I'm actually on the fence I could go either way.

>>509998619
>Just teach yourself.
Yeah but then you're just a retard without employable skill. You need the magic paper, and to get the magic paper you need money and if you don't have money, you can't get the magic paper. It's doesn't matter if you have skill, if you don't have the experience to back it up, you're simply not employable. If the skill isn't employable, it's nothing more than a useless hobby; ergo teaching yourself things is largely a waste of time unless you're just looking to pass the time

>High school was super boring for me and he could tell I was smart
I was just relentlessly bullied. I was the target in every single class, so at the beginning of the semester i'd show up and eyeball who was in the class, usually it was a clique or two of the asshole kids and i'd last about a week or so before i'd have enough and they'd casually bully me and i'd just decide, nope, I think that's about enough of that, and i'd leave and never go back

I think school never wanted to address it because they knew they'd have to like you know, deal with the bullies so they just mostly let it be and I was left to my own devices. Nobody even cared if I skipped class, I could do whatever I wanted really. If it got bad enough i'd just fight the kid and be done with it, win or lose I didn't give a fuck it didn't matter anyways though I did get laid a couple times for getting punched in the head lmao

>>509983618
>not 99th percentile on everything
ngmi

>>509999199
>Yeah but then you're just a retard without employable skill
Then don't be employable. Who wants to be a wagie? I was a very high paid wagie for a long time and I hated it, then I was forced by necessity(the proverbial mother of invention) to figure something else out and now I have a one-man business and I couldn't be happier. I will never be a wagie again in fact I will take up piracy or home brewing fentanyl before I go back to working for Mr. Nosberg and his army of angry black HR women and the Gen Z boss in a mini if it comes down to it hell I will buy a bunch of tools and move to Alaska. If making money as a wagie is your only objective then apply your education towards that objective. And you can always forge a piece of paper, the jeets do it all the time. The West is collapsing. You're thinking like a White man where everyone plays by the rules, nd it's a high trust society, your word is your bond and we're all merit-based, yada yada. Why play by the rules if nobody else does?
>I was bullied
Get over it. Either become a jolly misanthrope like me, or find a clique or a niche that you enjoy with others like you. Life's a bitch and it doesn't get any easier. It's also another reason not to be a wagie, which these days is probably 80% politics and backstabbing and gossip which it doesn't sound like you would be very good at anyway.

It sounds like you're good with computers maybe start some kind of online marketplace along the lines of the old silk road. If I had the skills I'd probably be in that arena. Dropship things of questionable legality from foreign countries with perhaps not fully proper licensing and certain people who understand customs, get paid in monero, who knows. I'm more old school so I deal locally and in cash. I like to minimize my taxes since they serve no purpose for me as White man and in fact are detrimental to my interests. Think like a pirate or a smuggler would be my advice. Oddly enough, they aren't for morons.

>>509984347
There are a lot of psychos in Canada, Anon.
There are too many stories like this.

>>509999756
Depends on the test

>>509983800
Sounds like they just created a class of disenfranchised ronin mucking about like landmines.

>>509988294
>WOOOOooooOOOOooooOOOOooooOOOOoooo...

>>510000339
Psychos serve a purpose. In fact, as I look around at the state of the world today as a white man, I would say psychos are a necessity. There will be certain jobs that need to be done that only certain people are equipped for. I'm not. At least not for all of them. But the psychos are. Maybe it's a Jungian thing, we need to reintegrate the shadow. Jock/nerd, empath/psycho, warrior/poet. We do seem a bit splintered at the moment compared to the other tribes. Just a random thought I've been having.

>>509990412
Theta wave

>>509994340
Random cats walk up to me on the street

>>509983800
Free range nigga

>>510000402
>wHaT cOuLd Go WrOnG?

Isometric cube images that I had to replicate with real cubes. Out of order sequences of events I had to put in the right order.

>>509983800
They gathered all the smart kids. The goodest goys got pipelined into engineering shit. The kids with ODD or any resistance to authority got put on benzos or adderall early.
t. TS/L clearance

>>510001309
The real troublemakers were deliberately poisoned to cause horrible health problems.