>>509998459 (OP)idk, i was always a social outcast but had one friend who i trust. I thought everyone had like 3 or 5 or more of them. Then I had a talk with my sister and even though we are not close she told me that she trusts me way more than her friends and it was shocking to me. Turns out she just had people she met with from time to time but was afraid of telling things to them and shit. Then I talked with more people and realized that everyone's "friends" are like that.