>>510315110 (OP)You know what people like us did before the satanic troon troupe that is rooted in satanism and does not want to fix your spiritual need but rather the materialistic one? We became monks, spiritual teachers. Priests. You hate masculinity because you see it for what it is, a brutal, primal, old force of nature. You see the agressive hairy caveman when you think about pure masculinity. You do not feel connected with nature, because you are a smart young man. You feel connected with the "Universe" or simply God. You want to do good, help people, be appreciated for your work. The closest thing to perfection is the young female body on this earth. You strive to come as closest to the divine as you can.
But, masculinity can also entail being helpful, being kind and nice, being emotional. You don't need to transition to express who you truly are. You might not look like a kind goddes from the outside, but as long as you act like one, it doesn't matter. Otherwise, it's just AGP hidden behind many layers of cope on why you feel this way.
Amen.