>>510340338 (OP)Fuck man I really want to. I used to work in a trade and it sucked sometimes but I generally liked it more than anything else I've done. I miss having a job, I miss having money, I miss having my own place, I miss being able to date, I miss it all. Instead I'm fucking stuck taking care of my parents and their house, pets, etc. because my mom is going through sequence of back-to-back surgeries that make her useless and my dad is so feeble that he can barely make it up the stairs with a single bag of groceries so he can't do much to help her. Thankfully there SHOULD be an end in sight, she's getting her second knee replaced in a few months and by this fall/winter should be recovered and able to take care of things well enough that I don't need to be around full time, but it's fucking killing me for the time being. I bought a new motorcycle 3 months ago and haven't even put 600mi on it yet, that's how little I've been able to get away and do my own thing, and I'm just watching the black hole in my resume get bigger and bigger as this drags on.
