>>510682606 (OP)my dislike came from my mom. i never knew my father and my mom would talk trash about him and other men in general when she was with friends. she later became an alcoholic and blamed my brother and i for how badly her life turned out. my longest relationship has been only 7 months and i'm 38. i don't ever think i'll have kids. every woman reminds me of my mom in some respects.
no woman truly gives a shit. when you talk about stuff like this with them, most simply lose respect for you. i will never tell a woman ever again about my past or anything remotely emotional. this just adds to my dislike of them. it's better to just be alone.