>>510819541 (OP)If your case is serious - which if you are a penitent satanist like me as it appears, it absolutely is serious - you need to be talking with a bishop because this doesn't go away when you ignore it, it only ever gets worse, and the grim reality is that satan is absolutely able to brutalize and wear us down to the point we break and reject God again. I say this from my own personal experience of dealing with it where I finally accepted that I wasn't just going schizophrenic (which is one of their most common tactics, getting you to believe that): go talk to your local bishop. Catholic or Orthodox is honestly wholly irrelevant and it crosses the schismatic barrier when it comes to this, whichever is more readily accessible and more willing to fight for you. Demons hate nothing more than being kicked out of their home. You wouldn't burglarize a house with nothing worth stealing in it, you're being targeted because your soul has very real value.