>be 31
>spent my entire childhood, teens, and the 20s going out every day after school/work
>literally no one my age anywhere, so day ends with me back at home alone, playing video games, watching TV or using the internet to cope

why do you think anyone here cares?

>>510916155 (OP)
Yep and then when I do go out everyone is an immigrant who barely speaks English. Probably killing myself soon. I never signed up for this.

>>510916338
do a flip

There’s too many non-whites in the country now and I’m one of them. I don’t go out anymore except for work, gym and groceries. Anyone else on here like this?

>>510916388
After you bump the thread a couple more times

>>510916155 (OP)
so what would you be actually doing when you're "out" ? sitting there eating and drinking and waiting to be back "in" ?

>>510916155 (OP)
I am 31 and I spend alot of my time with my family now
I went clubbing and had fake friends and some real ones here and there. It’s cool and all but family are the only ones that will be there forever

>nobody goes outside except for niggers looking to get "licks"
>tv is dead
>movies are dead
>video games are dead
>internet is dead
Just what are people doing with their time? Gooning for 8 hours?

get hobbies
have white children
endeavor to persevere

>>510916155 (OP)
try being 40

>>510917549
>but family are the only ones that will be there forever
Once your kids turn 18 you'll never see them again. Facts.

>>510917831
I’m brown

I spent my teens and entire 20s playing video games with zero friends and got married and had kids. How the fuck did you go out a socialize but end up alone? I even dropped out pf high school in 9th grade

>>510917875
Yuck.

>>510918280
Not as yucky as the concept of family is to white people apparently as the other anon revealed

>>510916155 (OP)
Yea and?

>>510916155 (OP)
nice blog post but it doesn't get any better thoughbeit

>>510916155 (OP)
You're a baby, anon. You barely experienced that sort of childhood. You had the internet, cell phones, and smart phones as a teen. Quit acting like you're some kind of 90s baby.

>>510916155 (OP)
>be 32
>Graduate college
>get out of military
>Sit down and play video games/socizl media with nothing to do all day every day
>Technically earned my disability and education, but everyone else already has it, so it's pointless

The results are the same.

>>510916388
Shut up edgy little faggot.
>>510916338
Yeah it’s like that for pretty much everyone Anon. Ukrainians africans Indians spics everywhere you go.

>>510917549
That was me.
My mom and dad are gone now and during the settlement of their life I discovered that my older sisters are greedy fucking cunts. They screwed me over like i was a total stranger, probably worse.
I still called them occasionally but they never returned the effort so I said fuck them.

>>510918574
Half of our childhood was spent without phones, we hand landlines that was it. We had decent internet but it wasn’t as fast or readily available. Most of the time we went outside and chilled with friends. In highschool everyone started getting phones but I never had anything more than a flip phone until my 20s

>>510918874
Sorry to hear that

>>510919081
Thanks.
The loneliness stings a little, I'm getting immune to it, but for those two assholes, the hate grows exponentially. Never in my wildest nightmares I thought I would ever feel like this for siblings

>>510918777
good I hope your race dies off faggot

>>510916155 (OP)
>day ends with me back at home alone, playing video games, watching TV or using the internet

>>510918574
>31 is a 'baby'
Please stop the cope. If you're a 21yo dropout you can turn it around but at 31 you're just gonna be wondering how quickly you turn 41.

>>510916155 (OP)
People have begun to lose their hopes and forget their dreams.

Nobody cares about anything anymore.
Nobody wants to get together anymore.
Nobody does anything without getting paid anymore.
Nobody wants to do anything anymore.

https://youtu.be/kVaolNKt2zw
https://youtu.be/1d925iMSuLY

>>510919845
this

I feel you OP.

I'm 32. I live in small town Alaska and I have 2/2 work schedule. I love having so much free time, but damn, it's pretty lonely. I spend a lot of time just driving to wherever the wind takes me. Most of the people exploring are old people. I legitimately get excited to see other young people. I'm so starved.

People from cities just want to drink, do drugs, and other loser shit. In this jew infested world, souls are rare.

>>510916325
This
Op can eat shit

My parents never would buy me a video game system and I never wanted to use my meager savings so we just chopped random dead trees down in my backyard lol. And had bb gun fights. I did have a computer though. Didn't really get on Internet until college and thank God for at least that. Too much down time there

.>>510918574
I was born in 90 and I don't even really feel like a 90s kid. Most shit I remember was early 2000s. I feel like most people who rant about the 90s are similar. I wish I could have experienced the early 90s while of age, but then I'd be old now.

>>510916155 (OP)
Same here bro. What the fuck happened? Seems way harder to make friends but I honestly think it’s just me. Somehow I got fucked up along the way. But maybe it’s not me. Maybe other people have gotten weird too.

>>510916155 (OP)
You live somewhere that has no 25-35 year old people other than you? That's crazy.

>>510916155 (OP)
same brother...same

>>510917824
Try being 50

There's no one my age at my work. Work is the one time I'm willing to pal around and use the nigger word. I go home but not to games. I go home to an exhaustion that sleep can't fix.

>>510916155 (OP)
I was very poorly socialized grwing up

I can't even remember what I did with all those afternoons after school, surely not homework

I had friends for one period from my late 20s to early 30s, I lost it all. I'm becoming a lunatic now in isolation

>>510916155 (OP)
A on you're just a childless adult.
Everyone your age has families and are having amazingly wholesome amd fulfilling times raising their children and trying to be good father figures.
that's what happens to literally everyone who isn't a closeted gay "bachelor"

bump

>>510923044
>I live in a small town
>I'm lonely
>the b-big city is s-scary
Holy fuck, you're pathetic.

Lift weights, eat healthy, drink water, plenty of sleep and find yourself a 20 year old wife. Simple as.

>>510931542
have you looked at rent prices lately you have to be making six figures to even think about affording live in urban America

>>510916155 (OP)
you were robbed of basic community and your family acts like you chose it when they forced it on you with their insane selfish choices

>>510919845
It is one of the few joys we have left. Unbothered by the eternal normie.

>>510929048
based

>1pbtID
this website is tedious and gay

>>510932478
yeah, my family keeps telling me not to move away but there's nothing left here.

my parents were the type of people to drop me off at CCD for free child care and not even attend church on sundays

>>510917727
I have certainly gooned for 8 hours at some point. I was very driven in my 20s lol. And that was back when porn sites felt flooded in a way they no longer do.

But yeah, the feeling is real... it's why I've ended up going here every day sadly. 4chan used to be an extremely fringe thing. I had to be super bored or in a terrible mood to go "Let's see some degeneracy and stupid takes on 4chan" but with other sites being so wrapped up in permabanning over LGBT-hatespeech and racist rhetoric etc. I've ended up getting banned for very very little on certain gaming boards without warning, and working in game dev as a hobbyist turned bad when too many "genderfluid" zoomers joined the channels and so I feel like this is the only place I can just say what I'm fucking thinking anymore. A bit IRL as well. Luckily I have family, and I made a friend at Computer Science who hangs out every month or so, where we watch Netflix and play games and make food together.

>>510929368
>EVERYONE
>THIS HAPPENS TO EVERYONE
>EVERYONE IS HAPPY APART FROM YOU!!!11!!!!
kys

>>510923044
What job do you do in Alaska?

>>510916155 (OP)
blogfaggot kill yourself today with a knife

>>510934676
ITS A 1PBTID
HE/SHE/ IT WONT READ THESE RESPONSES

>>510925870
It's very, very common, for people, even the types of girls that have 1000 friends and go to parties every week, to reach the "settled" age around their 30s and start posting stuff on Reddit like you're doing here. The sentiment is the same
>Suddenly I just don't have many friends, and I don't even know where to go to socialize anymore.
30-year-olds are build into culture as being supposed to be taking care of their kids and have superficial relationships with other parents in the kindergarden or school, and get their "life experience time" through summer vacations. And they're expected to life their life at work as much as possible.

it's sad, but it's how society is constructed. I see a lot of america-flags here, and while the social services system (which Trump even ruined) is a bit stricter over there, I can say it's exactly the same thing here in Denmark. Life simply follows a certain pattern and by 31 you're kind of stuck with where you landed yourself. But techincally speaking there's loads of opportunities open to you. They're just surrounded by stigma because studying at this age will put you in with people that are in college, and hobbies will also certainly meet you up with a lot of people younger than you in many cases, or people who are too senior.

But finding a hobby, music or sports, is still the go-to. The gym too. I don't go out often or drink (I haven't been drunk in 2 years) so I don't know this, but I've just heard that half the usual spots become really awkward for you past 30, and you'll have to look for places that are deliberately occupied by older usual suspects, or feel out of place there.

>>510916482
Yup