>>510946554>>510946688>>510946948time-wasting gay shit like this is what makes me want to drink heavily.
OP, just familiarize yourself with the effects of detoxing fron alcohol. it can take up to a week for me. Most people can beat it in five days with gatorade and tv marathons. Find something, ANYTHING that isn't drugs or mind-altering substances and fixate on that shit- make it accessible and easy to get ahold of. Most normies detox from drugs or alcohol by downloading some shit game on their phone and playing every minute they can. Your real problem is something BEYOND your control and faggots will try and tell you that you can fix it and be better but that is WRONG. You will always be hurt, you will always want more, you are addicted to life, just like everyone else. When life sucks, you fill in the gaps with something. A lot of people pick alcohol. Even greater amounts of people pick overly rich foods and giant portions to fill up their time. The rare ones, the "happy" ones have found some thing that makes them happy that they can lock on to in the moments they have nothing in their life.
In the ancient days, it was called a pastime. Now, we call it a "habit". Gay shit. Pass your time in a way that doesn't affect you getting some money. Jobs are for people who have no other ways to get money, so humble yourself and get a job if you must. Once you have made enough money to afford some pastime like drinking or drugs and it doesn't affect your money (which is directly tied to wellbeing these days) by all means, engage in what makes living worthwhile.
For me, it's making comics. Nobody pays me for it, I just do it in my free time instead of booting up Honey Select. I don't make a lot of money, but I do feel like I'm living.
