>>511024296I'm just going to do odd jobs and become an iimpoverished vagrant like Marx because that is honestly the best way to preserve my sanity rather than running in this rat race. The jobs must come secondary to my studies. I am a person who does not really give a shit as to whether I am homeless or not, I can live either way, and am actually happiest in the public library.
I am beginning to think the whole 9 to 5 thing was just a massive gaslighting and I was never suited for it constitutionally or in terms of my goals (intellectmaxxing) anyways. Better to declare independence and take the whole bucket of shit the system throws on me as punishment then slave away the majority of my youth to pay a landlord rent because I am too embarassed to sleep on the streets.
Once you give them leverage over you they never cease to exhaust it. They will bully you, belittle you, make your life hell, even if you're with them for just eight hours a day, because they know you are too cowardly to go to the streets if they mistreat you. How workers are treated psychologically and verbally is about equivalent to slaves 150 years ago. And just like then, those who revolt against the system are deemed 'lazy'.
I have never seen anyone win at life by working a 9 to 5 but I have heard of many philosophers such as Diogenes, Bhudda, and the Christ who have found glory and sublime contentment in a life of voluntary poverty.
Every dollar you earn is awarded to you for a reason. It is a Jew good boy point. They let you keep your points if you don't cause too much trouble for the system, they take them away if you do. Why would I want such filthy things? Why would I care at all whether I have them or not? The whole thing is just pathetic and quite sad.
Just like a casino people are always misled into believing that "if I do this, the system will finally let me win" when the game was rigged from the start. Many serve and few command, many lose and few win.