I hate myself. Every fucking day for the over 3 weeks' time that has passed of my vacation I got out too late. I really tried. I have had this problem every summer for a few years. I feel like I don't actually have power over my body and mind.

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Just go to a meeting and stop shooting drugs.

Why are you bumping this thread? You aren't even asking a question. I really don't know what kind of response you're looking for.

It's hilarious that no one is responding to your post. I can just imagine you spiraling as you go back to school or work or whatever. You tried escaping Hell for 3 weeks and you got nothing from it haha.

>>511076509 (OP)
>please like and subscribe
fuck (You)

>>511078373
The picture is just to show I feel I can't control my body as it's behaving in a way I dont want it to.

>>511076509 (OP)
kill yourself, no more problems

>>511078746
eat less koscher kebab

You got out too late? What are you even saying

>>511076509 (OP)
How can it STILL be summer on this fucking shitass board in this fucking shitass state with newfags bumping their own gay blogs. Sage

>>511076509 (OP)
I remember when I started doing psychedelics I had a bit of derealization

>>511076509 (OP)
Got out of what? Bed?
Open your window, you have CO2 poisoning

>>511076509 (OP)
What happened to make Nordic men so weak?

If I only had 3-4 weeks of freedom per year I would kill myself lmao

>>511079035
Left the house too late, was too slow, slept too late etc. Wasted yet another summer. I wanted to be out around noon but was out around 4-5 pm every day. Only a little over one week left of the vacation.

>>511076509 (OP)
wut?

>>511076509 (OP)
>>511077582
>>511078105
cool blog, how do I unsubscribe?

>>511079592
Don't worry you'll have another vacation next year

>>511079858
I'm already 41 and this has happened every summer for a few years.

>>511076509 (OP)
I can't sleep on vacation because I have all the undone tasks and the weight of all my errors. Plus the fear of the future. No sleep. Feels bad man.

>>511077582

Get your ADHD meds. Its obvious u suffer from it.

>>511076509 (OP)
>drugged out
Stop using retard

>>511082210
I don't do drugs. Except coffee.

>>511081631
I have something similar. Felt like shit every day. Kind of prefer to be busy with work. Also slept badly every day except the first week.

>>511078397
he goes into the kitchen and walks out with an empty glass and was like "wasn't I supposed to do something?"