I allowed myself to become an alcoholic pothead porn addict. I rack disiprine. So I can never drink again. I swear off all of this shit... It has destroyed my life/ money/ goals/ social skills. This is political, that our societies are so dependent on such destructive shit. If you can do it responsibly I'm jealous but I can't keep kissing myself

>>511145718 (OP)
Kidding myself not kissing myself lel

>>511145718 (OP)
I drink a lot once a week and that's it. Am I an alcoholic? Yes. Do I keep myself functional? Yes. I used to drink on the daily 5 years ago, not anymore. A person can live without alcohol and I'm happy for them but I don't want to.

You and many others, small vices kill big dreams. Here is the cure.

Recite this, the Shahada, and you will be a Muslim.

Then you must begin keeping the obligatory daily prayers, Salat. Here is a guide to learning how to pray Salat.

https://salamcenter.org/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/Prayer-Guide.pdf

This will stabilize your mood, give you a reason to get out of bed and purpose to your daily life, and genuine inner peace.

There are Five Pillars to the Islamic faith. Here is a brief article that explains them and a link to a site for reading and listening to the Koran.

https://www.metmuseum.org/learn/educators/curriculum-resources/art-of-the-islamic-world/unit-one/the-five-pillars-of-islam

https://quran.com/en/al-fatihah

This is a formal invitation to Islam, Dawah, that I am making to you as a Muslim out of compassion.

I hope that Islam transforms your life and cures the sadness within you for good.

Barakallah, that means God bless.

>>511145785
So you're going to keep kissing yourself?

>>511145718 (OP)
do go sober October with Joe...

Clean it up for a month so you know what you gain or loose.

Eat red meat. planty of real butter and drink water or maté ...

Turn one month in to hell so that you can experience heaven ...

No more 'La petite mort' (ejaculation), instead learn voluntary retention

Do this and you will learn to keep your shit together effortlessly and will wipe Joe's nose.

I love you Bert ... you can do it ....

If you do it , then rest of your life you will be thank me

I can't do it for you, if I could I would... say hi to Joe R.

You need a kissing buddy.

>>511148085
>'La petite mort' (ejaculation)
This is without a doubt the gayest thing I have ever seen on 4chan.