>>511256618 (OP)my life only turned around once I started smoking week in my late 20s. I was a basement internet permavirgin then I got into weed and EDM music and concerts and I met my gf now wife.
The downside of weed is that it made me fat because munchies and after a few years you developed reverse munchies(nausea hyperemesis) but I learned to dosage correctly and it's pretty nice. way healthier than alcohol in moderation.
if you can just meditate and work out though it's much better for you