>>511300707 (OP)Low IQ hood rats don't do a lot of thinking, not as you would recognize it. They live in an eternal state of now. For them the future hardly exists at all, and the past is so fuzzy as to be insubstantial. There is only ever the now, the eternal now. My feelings right now. My desire right now. My fear right now. My anger right now. My blunt right now. Muh dick right now.
He's probably aware that he's in trouble, and it pisses him off. Because the past is so vague, it feels unfair to him that he's being treated this way. What little he can recall of the past is rewritten in his mind to justify his actions and feelings right now. He probably vacillates between believing he'll get off then rub it all the white people's face, and quietly panicking at the thought of prison. Then he's distract himself with booze, dope, video games, and calling over some girl to fuck him.
Imagine a child with memory problems, anger management issues, impulse control issues, all packed into a man's body.