>>511357758 (OP)No, I always had friends as a kid, and girls said I was cute.
My extremism simply arose out of people actively trying to hurt me, and hate me out of racism and sexism.
I was full blown atheist liberal until around 2012, when I started to see how much people hated me for my skin and gender.
Why the fuck would I side with people who want to kill me? Why would I be fighting against racism and sexism on behalf of people who want me dead for their OWN brand of racism and sexism?
So I dropped the liberalism.
I dropped the atheism when I realized that without religion the average person becomes a fucking animal, and the real difference between actual people and beasts is that an actual person is prompted with a carrot. Be a good person and you will live in a society of good people.
But the average person can only be corralled with sticks. Be good or we'll cut your head off.
And how am I not supposed to have extreme beliefs when extreme beliefs get shit done?
Look at my flag. I live in a land filled with indolent retards. Extreme ideals upset them, because extreme ideals prompt people into action or reaction. And people here don't want to act in any capacity.
I feel more camaraderie with extremists I'm in direct opposition with than I do for the unenthusiastic masses.
At least people who are in direct opposition for me have passion about something.