>mfw christian Middle eastern guy, just turned 25 and my whole childhood innocence was taken away because i was seen as evil anyway
>Im supposed to love muh neighbor who Arent as self conscious, sensitive and mindful as me yet live way better lives and more fulfilled

How come they can deny me life everyday since childhood and im supposed to let them live the life i wanted? Well i guess i am evil then.

>>511427034 (OP)
>memeflagot
>cocksucker
yea yea picture me surprized etc

>>511427193
Why does it matter what country i live in

>>511427249
lolle
because you have no allegiance towards the country youre living in as you have shown in your op, retard
which is completely normal and natural
but this constitutes an attack vector because all it took to give you evil motivations was someone stepping on your toes

and also youre a retard but i said that already

PINGAS

“For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:” (1 Corinthians 15:3-4)

Jesus Christ is God who died, was buried and resurrected. He died for your sins to save you from eternal hell. His blood atonement grants forgiveness for all your sins permanently. You can't trust in what you do to make you righteous, trust only in the finished work of Jesus Christ for salvation. We are justified by the grace of God through faith in Jesus's blood. This is a free gift. You don't need to be judged according to your deeds, instead you can become a sinless child of God.

"For what the law could not do, in that it was weak through the flesh, God sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, and for sin, condemned sin in the flesh:" (Romans 8:3)

“Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him.” (Rom 5:9)

“That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.” (Romans 10:9-10)

“For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9)

"Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:" (Romans 5:1)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_VRT2FFXntc

>>511427449
christniggers are anti white
theyre proto globalism
and also fucking retarded as evidenced in your post

>>511427401
Well how am i supposed to act when Ive felt like a freak my whole formative years, what, was i supposed to be an intellectual at 12? This is who they made me. I wasted so many years thinking i did something wrong simply for existing.
>>511427423
Based
>>511427449
Honestly why cant he just kill me now, i dont seem to have a purpose anyway. My personality and ambitions are held back by my ethnicity. I will ALWAYS be seen as le funny thug boy

>>511427670
>Well how am i supposed to act when Ive felt like a freak my whole formative years
if the benefit/costs situation doesnt suit you go the fuck back, what is your problem
>retard
yeah i forgot

>>511427670
Toughest battles, strongest soldiers, yadda yadda. Anger is power. Use it. Adapt or don't, it's your life after all

>>511427670
also parenting failure
but youre attacking society at large
not only you should go back
but you should be put in an asylum or prison since then

>>511427829
>since then
*until then

>>511427034 (OP)
By following Christ you are automatically hated by the world, which means your friends, family, etc will always resent you deep down because the spirit dwelling in them hates the spirit dwelling in you. By being a Christian you become a second class citizen.

>>511427954
christniggers are anti white cucks
its only normal that even the rapefugees you import end up hating you

>>511427802
That will only dig me in a deeper hole and get stereotyped even more. I dont even know if i have the energy to do that shit. I tried, and it was just embarrassing
>>511427829
>Parenting failure
Maybe.
>but you should be put in an asylum or prison since then
Im not a threat to anyone, i dont want to go to hell after all. And none of the things im saying is really insane, its the *Jordan Peterson voice* story of Cain and Abel!

actually
hate implies a modicum of respect

no, they just despise you
they come to pillage rape and kill us and all you find to do is turn the other cheek

>>511428145
>Im not a threat to anyone, i dont want to go to hell after all.
i dont care what you think youre clearly unstable

>>511427954
How do i know God is actually in my life tho? Why would he let me turn into a person i dont want to be like. I mean im not trying to be a victim and i pray every night but it would be nice if he gave me some clarification or comfort. Maybe this sounds all kind of gay but i need him

>>511428214
youre just on a high horse. Its easy to judge when your basic needs like survival are met.

>>511428316
youre a mental retard so obviously you got cucked by life
might explain why youre a christnigger
for some fucking reason they thought its a good idea to help the defective and otherwise wanting
fast forward couple hundred years and our populations are sicker than ever and the same retards lobby to open borders from the order of satanic pedophiles

christniggerdom has had its chance
in tyotl 2025 if you still follow that desert religion, your opinion is automatically retraded

>>511428489
yeah no
how is YOUR mental illness and YOUR parents failure at making a functional individual MY problem?
hmm?

youre not even from my fucking country
you came into my land
you dont offer anything
youre clearly inimical to me
and now you want me to help you?

i mean
im repeating myself
but you are fucking retarded

>>511428555
Your dislike of Christianity aside. Is it my writing that gives it away that im dumb? Genuinely curious

>>511428707
You're saying im unstable. You dont really know any of that stuff. However they have recently diagnosed me with autism so...

>>511428713
your lack of logic, precisely
>>511428707

lack of logic and the inability to look at the issue from a perspective thats exterior to your experience
in other words- empathy. ish.

my dislike of christianity has nothing to do with that
im just judging the tree by its fruits

>>511428784
>You're saying im unstable. You dont really know any of that stuff
you said as much yourself
youre in an identity crisis. which is alread a redflag when it happens at 20 fucking 5
and because of that you want to hurt people... bc reasons?
the very same people who took you under their roof, fed, and clothed you so to speak?

because youre clearly better off wherever youre at than where you came from, right?
and because your mummy didnt slap you often enough as a kid,
you now want to hurt the people who helped you, right?

>>511428901
>lack of logic and the inability to look at the issue from a perspective thats exterior to your experience
in other words- empathy. ish.
Thats literally what this thread is. I KNOW how people see me. And its not fair. Unless just world fallacy is real and i really am a shitty unaware person that needs to change.

>>511427034 (OP)
Are you Maronite?

>>511429162
>I KNOW how people see me.
yeah well your community acts like retarded animals
blame your fellow shitskins

>>511429067
>you said as much yourself
youre in an identity crisis. which is alread a redflag when it happens at 20 fucking 5
Is that early or late?
>and because of that you want to hurt people... bc reasons?
I dont and wouldnt do that. This is anger coming from a small guy, who people already infantilize, ontop of mean mug. People HAVE to let me know they dont like me
>>511429171
I was raised in a protestant christian family

>>511427034 (OP)
>Im supposed to love muh neighbor
You understand as much and most people don't. This is what will drive you to not end up in prison assuming you are in a first world country. A white like me would be friends with someone who is at least governed by this.
>my childhood stolen
You have live your own life and do the things you like. There's nothing that stops you from revisiting and torrenting every game(windows is backward compatible with most games now), emulator, cartoon, and anime from the late 90's and early 2000's, enjoying what you like.
I was always considered evil in the eyes of my family and friends because I "thought differently" and "say fucked up things". Guess who ended up being a "genius" with a solid career in a fortune 500 engineering firm? I finish work, I move onto other projects or play video games or go exercise, and play with some crypto and browse pol. If I'm not happy, I stop doing the things that make me unhappy.

>>511429339
Ahhh so then im not so morally inferior to you guys after all, huh? Seems like the morally superior good boys are actually guilty of denying someone their identity and character, and denying them basic decency and normal life. And this is the good of people im supposed to believe in

You guys would fucking show decency to some fucking other immigrant who is tall and has a beard tho and wears a button up

>>511427034 (OP)
God's giving more people these kinds of thought/resource management/political in nature kind of puzzles these days.
For therein is the righteousness of God revealed from faith to faith…

>>511429364
lol.
>People HAVE to let me know they dont like me
yeah
behead some more maybe that will change things lamao
in a couple years they will start killing your likes

better leave the country

>>511429583
>Ahhh so then im not so morally inferior to you guys after all, huh?
morals arent a factor
youre completely retarded if you think they are
or that you could leverage that against me

which would be a recurring pattern at this point

>>511429583
But not me because im a small meek guy who is trying to survive.

Yeah, its all about strength and respect.

So dont ever call me evil for being like this. You'll never see me as human . Fuck you, seriously. I would be fucking invisible to you in real life so FUCK you and your condescending fucking shit

>>511429767
>oo me poor
no
youre all equal.
you should all either live in foreign quarters
or you should be deported
fifth columnists are unacceptable within any community

if nothing changes population will pick up the slack and then youre gonna get killed
lets hope thigns dont come to this (they most likely will)

>>511427034 (OP)

>>511429954
that would explain things

>>511428316
Prayer and humility.

>>511429684
>youre completely retarded if you think they are
>or that you could leverage that against me
yeah well no disrespect but im concerned with going to heaven and i kind of dont care about this atheist shit then. Sorry but morals are extremely important to me as a man. You just cant relate then.
>>511429552
> was always considered evil in the eyes of my family and friends because I "thought differently" and "say fucked up things".
dude is that autism? Seriously i may be autistic and this is how ive felt my whole life. And good on you for becoming rich. When did you find out you were a genius

>>511427605
>catholic church...
I believe what the Bible says, not what some random luciferians say about God

>>511430136
you hold against me that i cannot relate to you
but you make no effort to understand what im about

you have no morals.
only excuses for why you act like a spoiled developmental

>>511430423
I know man, im sorry. I dont want to be a spoiled brat, and im embarrassed if that is the case. For what its worth nobody from my 'community'' really thinks or talks like me anyway, and saying this stuff in real life would make me look like a freak. /pol/ is the only place that kind of kept me company since 2015. So, i get you, im not new to this place or the ideas, and i do feel home atleast on here. So again man, i dont want to come off like some stupid schizo violent guy

>>511430666
ok, satan ^
then learn to add nuance to your ideas
because this is the internet
theres always gonna be someone who is smarter than you
and that person will take a malign pleasure in dissecting every nook and cranny of your discourse to show you just exactly how wrong you were
'will happen to you
'happens to me
'happens to everybody
its just how it works

>>511430423
>>511430666
To add to that: I do root for everyone in this place because i grew up ..with this place. As fucked up as that is. I can be aggresive on here because i was literally here during the 2016 election. I remember all that stuff. Since when cant this place take some vile language huh

>>511430931
Ok will do. Also one thing: When you said i had a mid life crisis at 25, is that weird? And is that too old or too young?

>>511430986
its not about vile language its about standards
and how the lack thereof killed this place

something something overfed animals and behavioral sinks

>>511431216
Well back in my day there would be r9k type posts like this on /Pol/. Honestly /Pol/ lost all its magic, maybe im older but back in 2015 this place felt like christmas.

>>511431143
thats not a midlife crisis
a midlife crisis is when youre 45 and realize you could have done so much more if you would have waited with that marriage

identity crisis is the need to belong to a group
25 is old old for that kind of behaviour
most people act this way
but then were in the middle of an educational crisis so no wonder there

youre supposed to be an individual
youre supposed to know that the only ones you can trust are your inner circle
youre supposed to have answered the question of "who i identify with?" with "myself" when youre 25

>>511431534
>youre supposed to have answered the question of "who i identify with?" with "myself" when youre 25
Yeah im autistic as fuck then. I think i spent my whole life masking.

>>511431307
defeatism killed this place
people stopped fighting for the board
shills roamed free
this created a new normal and now pol worships kikes.
did, a year ago or so with the whole fucking hamas thing
trannycoded posts. fukken smut everywhere
and the root of all evil is the psyop of "if you dont engage shills they will stop shitting up the catty"
no, they dont
theyll continue making threads whose content anons will be confronted with when looking for the gems among the trash. demoralization achieved
not only that but theres a component of learned helplessness to the process when you see ragebait but have to contain yourself

so yeah
this place is pozzed
and its not the kikes or shills who killed it but the community itself
or rather- the community just let the fucking board die

aight, gtg
maybe ill come back later and chat some more if the threads' still up, memeflaggot kike

>>511431746
youre an individual
you are yourself, not your job, not your suit, or however the soliloquy from fight club went

gtg
maybe ill be back later