fuck, any 12s anons here? My fucking cunt gf just kicked me out, literally dumped my clothes out (of MY apartment) and called the cops because she thinks I’m fucking around (I’m NOT). Thankfully LEA isn’t arresting just saying not their problem or domestic (tho she assaulted me) and told me to walk away

OK. FUCKING Great.

Gonna find a hotel but god fuckigm damn iI’m tired of this shit and reaaaaly want to drink and my fuckimg sponsor won’t answer

CUNT.

incel thread

>>512014128 (OP)
Good for you. I can't get off this train

>>512014128 (OP)
I have been stoned for 20 years straight

Fuck. SORRY.

my name is Mark. I’m an alcoholic and drug user.

you got this man, fuck that cunt, nothing is going to be made better by a drink, ever. Just for today, and if you cant do that, then do "Just for the next hour", you can get through this, just do not let that whore win. You drink, she fucking wins. Okay? Your a fucking winner.

>>512014128 (OP)
If you drink I'm gonna come to your house and beat you with a stick

Call the hotline if your sponsor won't answer or use a phone list if you have one. Don't drink tho

>>512014128 (OP)
Oh yeah this situation is pretty fucked. Imagine how much worse you could make it with a couple drinks!

t. Anon, Alcoholic

82 days here
i believe in you

>>512014442
Sponsor is off for the weekend. tried the lines, no answer. You know?
Can’t even get my car because the bitch has keys. I’m Seattle /tacoma. Think I found a cheap motel to bus to.
I’m just fuckimg tired right now. I just want to feel something anything

>>512014715
What I really mean is, play the tape forward. There’s a lot of room to make this situation catastrophically worse by going on a bender right now, and you have enough time to know what that would look like. Shitty situation that’s outside of your control, but you can keep it from getting any worse for now.

>>512014789
Than this.

>>512014128 (OP)
You're better without her. She sounds bipolar or is borderline. Can you give me her digits?

>>512014833
You’re right. Thank you anon. One day at a time. Just this (fucking) day.

>>512014845
Sit on your hands. Don't pick up. Call those phone numbers of people that you wrote down from people at meetings in the morning. Go to an early meeting. Read the big book until you fall asleep. You'll be fine bro.

>>512014833
>There’s a lot of room to make this situation catastrophically worse
Good point. When in doubt, do nothing.

>>512015104
Thanks man. It’s a shitty situation, but if there’s one thing I’ve learned in sobriety it’s that on a long enough timeline every situation resolves eventually, and sometimes the only thing you can do is take the next right action and not make it any worse. There’s a wiser version of you on the other side of this that’s counting on you to not pick up right now!

>>512015147
We really are everywhere, aren’t we?

>>512015147
You don’t even know. She used the shit I told her about me addiction and turned my friends away, said al sorts of shit like I (mentally) abused her, even tried to hit up my parents for cash.

Trust will kill you.

Just gonna ride this bus now

>>512014128 (OP)
Data mining thread. This is at least the 4th post like this in 3 days. Way above baseline

this is /pol/
fuck off to /adv/

>>512015634
Based autism spokesman

>>512015634
>>512015758
>>512015763
Fuck off. You don’t know addiction.

>>512014789
Just smoke some weed, it is dirt cheap where you're at.

Don't return to her, a bitch who starts threatening to make false police reports is highly liable to actually do it, and if they've done it before there's every chance they'll do it again - right when you're most vulnerable. Don't assume because the cops brushed it over the first time, that they won't turn on you after a second complaint. She sounds as poisonous as the bottle.

You mentioned it's your apartment, you need to get her out of there so you have somewhere to live. Just don't incriminate yourself, i.e. don't threaten to actually hurt her or physically remove her. You want to do this soon because you need to reclaim your property and hotels are going to cost you.

When you're through with this, find a few new sponsors or alternatives so you have multiple people you can contact if you feel like you're slipping.

Nice. On 3 months myself. And I find that I am pretty much always angry, which is interesting. I wonder if my drinking was just about rage quelling. I like being angry though, it's good fun. Being laid back and chilled just gets you bullied and disrespected, but having a vague air or fuck you keeps normies away. I'll fight all of this thread if they disagree, cunts.

>>512014128 (OP)
wildest shit ive ever seen was i was in a /g/ thread talking about watches, like f9w's and shit, cheap casio digitals and some dude posted his watch next to a 50 year chip.

50 fucking years. and then others started dropping their watches with 20's, 30's, 40's, all sorts of some fucking serious fuckin times. holy shit. that thread was wild

>>512014128 (OP)
do you make those threads every couple months? https://archive.4plebs.org/pol/search/text/sponsor%20sober/type/op/

>>512014286
Imagine the regret on your death bed holy SHIT

>>512016944
its a thing in sobriety and aa. making this a routine thing becomes the routine in its own self. hes gotta stay sober long enough to make it to the next milestone. its totally fucked up, aa is some wild ass shit, but...if the weirdest, wildest shit ever makes you stay sober....

who cares. you could believe in gay robot aliens and if THATS what makes you stay clean just another 24 hours. so fuckin be it.

>>512015634
I could see that. If I were trying to lock the proles into the CBDC panopticon control grid, I’d absolutely be studying AA a cash-based cell-based decentralized Anonymous network like AA.

Not to mention the people in AA, I’ve met a lot of interesting, high angency, high caliber people in the rooms. Maybe they’re curious about atomized white guys clawing their way out of the weed-booze-porn-video game killbox? They’ll be curious about any avenue that gets you off that leash. To say nothing about the actual spiritual potency of the program as America’s last great folk religion.

If they’re testing the waters for radicalization vectors though, they’ll be disappointed. Recovery is inherently deradicalizing, that’s the whole point.

That said, I owe it to myself to assume OP’s not a glownigger and is just a guy who needs help.

>>512014128 (OP)
Freemason bullshit

Why do you need a sponsor? I drank every day for 20 years and just decided to stop. Over 2 years without a drink now.

Just don't drink, faggot.

>>512015857
I know 4chan
Got to fucking >>>/adv/ you useless cunt
Your thread is neither political nor news