literally everybody i knew from my childhood has killed themselves, what the fuck is going on? what am i not seeing?!?

>>512067856 (OP)
my close friends and my grandma killed themselves

You've always known that life was bad. Seeing bad shit happen is like seeing the sun rise. It's all natural.

They spent their entire lives thinking life was good, so when it turned out that life was bad, they couldn't handle it.

>>512067856 (OP)
Suicide is for cowards. Suicide rates are low when niggercattle are praised and rewarded. Suicide rates are high when niggercattle are oppressed as fuck.

>>512067856 (OP)
How do you stop suicidal thoughts? Everyday I wake up and spend 5 minutes thinking about how I could kill my self, but I never do.

>>512069076
>How do you stop suicidal thoughts?
by killing yourself

>>512067856 (OP)
Everyone from my childhood got married and had children. You should chode your people more carefully

>>512067856 (OP)
>what am i not seeing?!?
You're living in a Baltic state

>>512067856 (OP)
small families, nuclear families

neolocality

depression

death

>>512067856 (OP)
my only brother and also my best friend have both committed suicide
fucking sucks

>>512069168
Noted.

>>512069590
Don't listen to the Juden, their primary goal in our constructed reality is to enlist more members for Satan's army

>>512067856 (OP)
Usually unresolved issues from their past that they keep replaying and can't seem to escape. Death gives them the "release" from this.

It seems to affect people in the middle of the IQ curve the most. Where you have just enough abstract thinking to know that your situation is fucked but you can't actually figure out how to solve it. Most will end up just trying to escape (alcohol, drugs, video games, porn, etc). Which never fixes it, after escaping you still have to deal with your thoughts.

I think a lot of it could actually be fixed if we accepted that (((Freudian))) psychology is just pseudoscience that's quite dangerous. Freud came up with the grift that you're supposed to talk about past trauma and by doing so it's like a growing pain. But replaying this over and over and presenting it in a blameless (i.e. nothing you could've done) way means you can never properly get over it. Which is by design. It means you need to keep coming back for more sessions and they continue to get paid.

If you actually want to fix yourself consider something like the Alder school of psychology, it's more realistic and honest. A book called "the courage to be disliked" is a good start you can just listen to the audiobook. Other things that help are reading/listening to Stoics. Not the AI slop or second hand telling of things, but actually read the words of people like Seneca for yourself and gain some wisdom and see how they dealt with bigger problems.

I don't think (((they))) ever want to bring the white suicide rate down for obvious reasons. Even look at something like fent overdoses, those are accidental but it's killing hundreds of thousands of whites this way a year and there is no desire to solve it because (((they))) want to cull and pollute our genetic lines so we never threaten them.

>>512067856 (OP)
Capitalism and the Jewish west is soulless.

>>512067856 (OP)
When learned that Vit D3 deficiency can lead to depression. To a lot of friends and relatives, said that they should take those supplements. Noticed that they became even annoyed by it. HOWEVER, now they all (at least, most of them) are ALIVE.

Put in your favorite search engine "vitamin D3 deficiency depression" to find more.

If you love your parents, buy bottle of those and give to them. IF it is already bought, it will significantly increase chance that they will indeed take those ("I cannot let it to go to waste" effect). If you are just saying, then good chance that they will ignore for some dumb reason.
With friends are easier. IF you have their respect, and to an extend, authority over them. They mostly listen. But parents/relatives see you in different light. Probably, because they know you since childhood, when your opinion was not worth shit.

>>512067856 (OP)
>looks at flag
kek

I even told one guy how to kill himself. I didn't know he was actually going to. I don't even feel any guilt, i laugh about it sometimes but pretty sure won't do it again.Many are dead, one was seeing stuff.

>>512069076
cannabis aka weed aka THC can help to cope with that but all you are allowed to consume is some jew alcohol poison here.

>>512067856 (OP)
Whenever I have dark thoughts. I tell myself:
>I must keep going forward
So far, it has helped me.

>>512069563
My mom did

>>512069076
That's pretty normal

>>512067856 (OP)
There is a song about that

>>512069076
Think about something positive change your mind actively, dont be weak to icking mental thoughts of negativity. When you change your train of thoughts you will see miracles. Done it and it helped alot. Start your day with positivity and do positive shit and you will be happy. Simple as

>>512069076
cbd oil

>>512067856 (OP)
>>512068931
>Suicide is for cowards.
Nothing lasts forever, not the stars, not the trees, not the animals, not the people, not even the Gods, everything will eventually die.
Deciding your own end is the greatest glory for a man!

>>512070595
Weed fucks up your brain. It reduces your thinking speed, and memory capacity. Also, you stop to see dreams.
It can be useful for creative people, as artists or musicians. But it is terrible for people who do intense intellectual job.
In SOME cases weed can help. But there is price to pay for it. And not only in monetary terms.

>>512070746
I read that 80% of our thoughts are negative. If you can't control what thoughts you have, you can control what you do with your thoughts.
Stand up to a stupid negative brain. Tell negative thoughts to go fuck themselves sideways with sandpaper. Your brain is your tool, not your torture instrument.

>>512070632
Whenever I have dark thoughts I always end up hurting people instead of myself. Sometimes when I’m sober I think I should just kill myself to save others from myself. But then again I can’t kill myself. Fucked up.

>>512067856 (OP)

The cartoon women are way bustier and rounder than the real women. This illustration looks nothing like the real women.

>>512070199
don't you guys have any sun there
i work at night and i still get my sun daily

first step is always accepting you're not capable of fixing it all by yourself
next step is looking for answers
hopefully some of you find God

>>512070864
Shut your kike mouth scum

>>512071153
100 percent brother, well said.

>>512067856 (OP)
Damn I thought Estonia was a shithole from what I learned from Dilbert on TV but that sure sounds bleak lol.

>>512069076
Get some friends, and a girl. When I was first recovering from depression just having a decent conversation with a coworker was enough to chase the thoughts away for the rest of the day.

>>512067856 (OP)
Ma füüsiliselt väsitan ennast piisavalt ära, et ma ei peaks mõtlema sellistele asjadele. Ma alati puhkan kellegi seltskonnas, tavaliselt tüdruksõbraga või sõpradega discordis. Tee lihtsalt trenni kuni oled surmväsinud, saun ja paar õlut aitab.

>>512067856 (OP)
yes

>>512067856 (OP)
If you can't see the problem, you are the problem.

>>512071322
We have, especially in summer. Then night can be as short as 7 hours. In wintertime is the opposite. Then daylight can be just few hours.
If you put in mix those, who do not like to move around a lot, and walk outside. They become more depressed, they do not want to go out even more. And things spiral out.

In your fat tissues and liver you can keep your vit D3 reserves for up to 2 years. But if that defficiency have been for long, it depletes quicker.
Also, as people get older, they tend to expose less and less of their skin to sun, and that increases deficiency even more.

>i work at night and i still get my sun daily
Depends. There are some vit D3 in some fish, if you eat a lot of those, it may relive some symptoms. Otherwhise, eventually things might catch you too.
Here you can do blood test to see exact levels. Cost around 15 USD. In your country, prices might be different. There might be moment, when it is worth to see what EXACTLY your levels are, to see if you need to supplement it, and at what dosage. Considering that you are working night shifts.

>>512068931
Suicide rates were low 1990-2010 because that was the peak of gaming. Imagine being depressed in 1997 and thinking about killing yourself but then you realize you would miss out on playing Zelda 64 if you did. Not gonna happen.

>>512069076
Think about whatever you want. Your actions are what matter. Either you struggle against the tide or you drown in the undertow. If something sucks, do something to make it better. Even a small improvement is infinitely better than than getting worse.

>>512070595
Lolno.

>>512071539
>Damn I thought Estonia was a shithole from what I learned from Dilbert

Dilbert were talking about Elbonia. And from what those characters looked, it more reminds Albania. Different country, in southern part of Europe (Balkans). Actually quite nice place.

If the world hates you, know that it has hated me before it hated you.

Do not be deceived: God is not mocked, for whatever one sows, that will they also reap.

Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world—the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life—is not from the Father but is from the world. And the world is passing away along with its desires, but whoever does the will of God abides forever.

>>512068931
2000 was the peak of western civilization and we're never going back to that point sadly.

You need a lot of sudden pain and emotion to block out your logical thinking and go against your survival instinct. That's why the people killing themselves are normies in a lot of case. The one's the nobody saw coming. They didn't really wanna die but they couldn't handle the situation.

When you're used to pain and suffering, you would love to die but you don't have the drive to actually do it. So you just keep suffering.

>>512072497
>So you just keep suffering.

We're just the clowns in clownworld

>>512072305
Very good post. You don't even need the god angle, this is just truth.

>>512070864
Gods do not perish. Time is derived from them, not vice versa. They are outside of time and eternal.

Your potato education failed you again, Pole.

>>512067856 (OP)
ill do you one up mate, my mom and sister killed themselves, and my dad overdosed on drugs, what the fuck am i supposed to think after all of this, its been 2 years of confusion and anger

Don't kill yourself, anons. You can always better your circumstances and how you feel. Whether it be with medications, exercise and proper nutrition, moving to a cabin innawoods, joining the Coast Guard, or whatever. Suicide isn't the answer.
I love you all, anons. Stay around and see how ridiculous Clown World gets. If you want to do that from a Unabomber cabin with satellite internet, that's cool too.

>>512071600
mõni hea film ja korralikult külma õlut paneb tagasi heale rajale korraks ;*)

>>512073118
damn bro, that's cruel. Covid was the start of something, the de-pop. I think 2030 is the next phase . . . stay alive

>>512073118
the world is changing fast i think, people can't be bothered to keep up with all that and just exit the simulation.

>>512069076
Stop doing drugs so your dopamine receptors can heal, then you will find joy in stupid things.

>>512067856 (OP)
I dunno. Two of my friends turned into wiggers, the other is a faggot with TDS and the fourth one is a race traitor.

>>512073118
It's in the blood. Families with suicides usually have a few every generation. Other never do even though they're struggling just as bad or worse. It has to do with being able to handle emotional moments in life, moments of full pain and despair.
There is no point in searching for a "why".
You just have to realize that life is a fucking struggle, always, it never gets better.
You just gotto make the best of it by doing what gives you fullfillment.
For me thats baking, cooking and gardening. I don't give a fuck about money or "things", I do the bare minimum in order to be able to do the stuff I really want.

the people I grew up with were strangely intelligent. none of them killed themselves.
a lot of them started their own (small) business, or secured a comfortable government job

>>512073845
My family has like 0 suicides even going back like 3 generations, we are very resilient. My great grandmother survived the Ukrainian holodomor, her whole family starved to death and she had to watch it all.

I'm probably going to be the first one to actually kill myself tbf. There is absolutely nothing to live for in modern society.

>>512069076
to be enlightened is to stand ever vigilant at the gates of one's own mind
your thoughts may seem to originate on their own, but you - the real you, the one that has been watching from the inside from the beginning and for whom this has all been one long now - choose what thoughts you entertain. choose to not entertain the thought. when the thought comes, identify that it is occurring and make a conscious decision to not follow it - then think of something else. it helps immensely to have something else to think about, something prepared - when i start to think about x, ill start thinking about y instead. base the y thoughts on being grateful for something you have. keep doing this and the suicide thoughts will come less and less. eventually they'll probably stop altogether. entrain/program your own mind. heal thyself

>>512074175
>modern society
Those are big problems, why don't you start with something small which you can control

>>512067856 (OP)
Picrel to anyone suffering from anxiety and depression. I’ve been clinically deep, and now I’m good.

c a p i t a l i s m

the revolutionary is optimistic about the future

>>512074373
Well okay then outside of "muh society" shit i think the biggest reason i want to kms is that i can't connect with people in anyway or make friends.

I have absolutely had no friends or positive social connections in my entire life, and it's catching up to me at the ripe age of 20. I am mentally behind almost all of my peers and I can tell people are creeped out by me when they interact with me, which didn't even happen to me even 5 years ago. I also act pretty immature for my age, like i'm still 15. COVID fucked me up big time.

I don't know how I can fix myself, and I already see the effects of having a lonely life. In college I almost never went outside besides to eat, and I talked to nobody. I started getting severe depression and I became a C student when I used to get straight A's. I also am behind on many of my classes since I had to drop quite a few.

I'm just honestly tired of it all. Life is boring as hell and painful at times.

>>512074175
life changes the longer you live it. if you live it.
unless you're strapped to an iron lung, you have no idea what next year or 10 years or 30 years will bring. lots of lulz to be had whichever way it goes

>>512067856 (OP)
>Estonia
yeah, there's your answer

>>512069076
the best revenge is to live and laugh and smile ANYWAY

>>512074893
>still in college
> falling
Then I am pretty sure you might fall in that, if you don't do things that others aren't doing. You might want to work on it extra or chose something else where you fall in the top 30% of the group to successfully sail through and excel at it to an extend it without much effort, whatever it is.
Only real advice that matters to you at this stage is don't do drugs, don't jerk off more than once. When approaching a girl don't approach her from behind her back.

>>512069326
Best post.

>>512067856 (OP)
you live in estonia, one of the most depressing and soulless identityless places on earth, your people's entire identity revolves around seething at russia and nothing else, you create no joy, your only legacy will be the endless misery that you out yourselves through by the virtue signaling of your hysteric anti-russia seething, obviously all your friends came to this startling realization and made the ligical choice of going out on their own terms gracefully instead of continuing to froth at the clouds about russia for literally less than 0 reason, fuck off you dumb asiatic icemonkey nigger

>>512068931
I am not bashing Gen X but its probably Gen X. They are hitting 50 and you can definitely look at hey I got 1-30 years left, but I am in pain, possibly have a serious illness diagnosed. Do I really want to go through with this cancer? Or blahblahitis, MS whatever?

I am 47 and personally only have high blood pressure but I was considering what if I needed a triple bypass I mean shit dude I might rather blow my head off than pay 50K to live 20 more years so my family doesn't get burdened.

Also some people think we are already in some "vibes depression" where we aren't truly in a great depression but some people think we are and say fuck this I got 80K debt and this economy is fucked.

>>512070870
Depression does everything you just said too, except the dreams part

>>512075040
I can't even tolerate another 5 years
>>512075319
I don't like girls. I'm a fag so i plan to just be celibate for the rest of my life
>>512075397
Russia is still worse to live in than Estonia, and has the highest suicide rate in Europe.

>>512068931
>suicide rate goes down when world wars happen
why?

>>512075648
Didnt get to suicide, died by other means

>>512074464
>eat night shade plants
Oh nononono

>>512075605
Don't get aids then

>>512069076
The trick is not to stop, but harden yourself, let the notion hammer your mind and resist, beforelong you shall become impervious to the act. It will ever be present, but you shall not take this path of your own volition, for you shall see and feel the suffering and go "Moirai, bitches all, bring it on".

>>512069076
This is why I make my bitch suck my dick to wake me every morning.

>>512067856 (OP)
In my assessment, looking back, there were alot of kids back in middle school, high school who were showing clear signs/patterns consistent with being sexually abused, and this is something I have validated on a small scale by remaining close with a few of those friends who later confirmed my suspicions but without me ever asking about it or even alluding to it.

Otherwise, in the west, my generation(I’m 33) was instilled with the idea that it was a non-negotiable requirement to get a degree of some sort- unfortunately many didn’t get the message that it was supposed to be a tangibly useful degree. So now there’s quite a few people who would be better suited and probably happier(or at least more successful) in some form of blue collar trade, who are instead trying and failing to make it in a world they don’t belong in but were told they do- this leads to an existential crisis, “what’s wrong with me? Why can’t I get it right like everyone else does?”, and depression, due to them continuing to pursue a life they weren’t built for, but being unwilling to work a job that’s “beneath them”. Poor bastards. It’s not their fault though.

>>512067856 (OP)
Tits are too big when it flashes to the drawing. 5/10 for accuracy

>>512075981
Come on man. I think the second image is trying to present an idealized version of the scene, clearly there are many elements that have been added or omitted, such is the artist’s discretion in how they depict whatever it is they are hoping to convey.

I've never heard of anyone killing themselves around me.

>>512071153
your natural mission in life is to apply that negative energy into non violent attacks against shitskins

that is what evolution is all about son

>>512076162
Interestingly, as far as I’m aware, no one I’ve been friends with in my life has offed themselves yet, nor even accidentally overdosed. This is in sharp contrast to my wife, who is 13yrs older than I am(OG oregon trail gen)- the vast majority of her friends and classmates have died by one means or another, drunk driving, drugs, suicide, etc etc. I have one girlfriend who I loved very much who had an asthma attack in her sleep, but also had sleep apnea, she died beside me in a freak occurrence. I had convinced her to go to a sleep clinic to get the sleep apnea under control, appointment was in 1wk. Sucked, a lot.

>>512076558
That was back when we were both 21 btw. Died way too soon, but that is the way life goes. And I was a light sleeper- but when I woke and she wasn’t snoring, it quickly became quite obvious. That didn’t stop me from freaking out and doing CPR until the paramedics arrived-they tried for like 45mins. But it was too late. It was always too late.

>>512075827
>what are tomatoes

>>512077030
Yeah don't eat night shade plants

>>512067856 (OP)
Don't kill yourself man, that's sad.
Kill others instead.

>>512067856 (OP)
Because the unspoken truth is that your life kind of ends around age 27 or so.

You pretty much peak then career-wise, looks, friends circle, your family still being healthy, etc. After that it's marriage, or no marriage, kids or no kids, and the doldrum of going to work day after day to maintain a lifestyle you're probably not enjoying anyway. Then your childhood pets die off. Then your grandparents die off. Then your parents die off. And if you still have friends from high school, they start dying too. By the time you hit 40ish you don't have really any friends, and don't talk to anyone outside of your kids (if you have them) and your spouse (if you have one). If you have colleagues at work they're not really your friends. They're just people in the same trench as you who basically forget you exist the second you leave the office and vice versa. And it's like that forever.

>>512069076
Video games. Not even joking. I have a backlog of the best games ever made held strictly in reserve.

>>512077687
Who the fuck is done advancing in their career by 27? You know, I guess if zi had stayed at my first job at Taco Bell and took the offer my GM gave me of going into a career development plan for Assistant GM, I would have been GM of a Taco Bell by 37 for sure. But when I looked at the grossly overweight GM trying to sell me on the sweet life while constantly reminiscing about his glory days in the 80’s, I quit on the spot and came up with my own career development plan.

And for the record, I’ve made a number of friends I still chat with and meet up with from previous jobs, and some who left my current one for greener pastures. When you find a workplace with the right culture for you, real friendships can grow. But if you’re working a throw away job rather than a career, or in a toxic office environment, or sales, indeed it’s true what you say.

>>512078160
*27 for sure

bro its the seed oils

>>512069773
Freud may be right about the penis envy though.

>>512067856 (OP)
When you make it to 30+ with no kids you realize you failed and there's no reason to continue in the struggle when there's no purpose. Mass suicides are upon us.

>>512067964
Lmao

>>512067856 (OP)
>what am i not seeing?!?
Must be something, a variable you do not know about. There was a leftist/pedophile living in a certain area of town growing up, he got to many of the kids, a couple of my friends even, and it really messed them up bad later on in life, lots of fights and drinking and drug use.
Suicide though can come in waves, like it is fashionable. The media always makes stars who end their lives like that into glamours heroes with inner conflicts but they know what they are doing. Estonia is pretty 2nd world, probably lots of alcohol abuse and that just makes for depressed children and teenagers when they look to their parents and grandparents and they let communists fuck them in the ass for decades. It is very demoralizing, so you could be getting some residue from that chain of events.
>>512069076
Suicidal thoughts are usually based on a lie you have told yourself that is either, you are worthless or your future is bleak. Either way, try and set the bar as low as you can for a life you can squeeze some joy out of, or help others etc...and then everything extra will be a bonus.

>>512078447
i love how retarded redditors come here and spew the most redditarded hylic ass takes with a straight face as if they aren't complete niggers who need to back

>>512069076
Do it faggot and record it so i can jerk off to it

>>512069563
Lol

>>512076741
At least she died painlessly. I don't value life that highly anymore because I think reincarnation is real and I have accepted that things have to be this way.

>>512070520
Based should have bragged about it to his family

>>512070648
And she hated you because she would rather suck satans stinky cock than live with you

>>512079108
Kurwa

>>512075451
>Gen X. They are hitting 50
lol half of 'em are pushing sixty

>>512073118
Lol weak pussies all of them

>>512067856 (OP)
America is Hellscape

>>512070870
It's incredibly easy to stop though, I was using every day but then just stopped now I go for long walks if stressed out

>>512068931
Cowardice is staying in hell and wishing to be saved instead of freeing yourself

>>512067964
MAID much?

>>512069076
get a gf and friends, you can play with them games. Also do smoke, this is helped me getting out of the depression after my first gf.

>>512079932
Suicide is not freeing yourself if that's what you're implying.
Find a purpose. There are so many fucking purposes out there. Helping people is good if you have no better ideas. Do some volunteering or something. Proper charities, not giving free shit to people who shouldn't be here. Make yourself useful at least.

>>512080261
There is no purpose.
>just le distract yourself until you die anyway :)
Is goycattle shit. If I wasn't a coward I would have killed myself already and have been better off for it and now I have dependants so I missed my chance. Not a single day in the past 10 years has been worth sticking around for.

>>512078160
I'm 40 and pretty much stopped advancing over a decade ago despite trying various things.

It's true, there is little to look forward to after your 20s

>>512079844
i quit after 2 years, lasted 4 months before i took a hit of an old pen 2 weeks ago, since then ive been back to daily. i cant shake the addiction i guess

>>512067856 (OP)
They were all molested, anon. I'm not kidding. Check into it.

>>512079068
I’ve heard compelling evidence that may well be, but I’ve also literally come across a soul who randomly possessed my GF’s body when I took her to the abandoned 1800’s cemetery I used to bang chicks at. It was unreal, she told me her full name- I had never taken my gf there and she’d never been there. I found the gravestone with the name. I researched the cemetery- it was for slaves. The person I met that night had died in a horrific and intentional fire. That was the most chilling experience I’ve ever had in my life, I have no explanation for it as a man of science. I had seen ghosts once or twice as a child- this was completely different.

>>512067964
That what happens to canadians

>>512069076
I think about Goebbels writing about how despondent he was and how shitty his life was just a couple of years before he met Hitler. You can always kill yourself later but you might have a wild ass ride in between.

>>512070199
I tried vitamin d and it made my rosacea worse with no difference to mood or happiness.

>>512067856 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7iNbnineUCI

>>512069076
Marcus Aurelius meditations

The solution to depression is alcohol not suicide.

>>512081071
do i just willpower it away again?

>>512069773
How anyone listens to such an obvious quack like Freud, an absolute twacked out of his mind coke head, who had such disgusting sexual issues that he brazenly attempted to make a universal projection
It’s just complete bullshit
The first time I heard about it as a kid, and I knew nothing of the inbred mommas boy coked out neurotic jew himself and it was explained to me I knew it was a bunch of malarkey
Especially now that neuroscience and magnetic resonance imaging to analyze if there can be physical causes to certain mental disorders has advanced so much, utilizing such psued mental snake poison is beyond the pale to me

>>512070199
Yeah those b vitamin deficiencies are no joke, you feel like a bad of slugs and severed dicks when your thiamine is low

>>512071600
Now you are gonna have to clean that barrel six ways of Sunday

>>512073101
and yet who know prays to quetzaquatl or tens of thousand other so called gods whose Names are millennia forgotten, who now are but a shadow of a memory
They do not sound eternal to me

>>512069076
Find God

>>512074893
>in college
For fucks sake
Get your shit together man, don’t waste this opportunity
And go the fuck outside >>512074464
As this anon says your diet is extremely important, if your gut is clogged and full of parasites you will be absolutely brain fucked
Start by ceasing all goy slop and begin an exercise regimen fucking yesterday,
Run in the morning lift at night
It will force you to go outside as well
That is another thing, if your social skills are fugged, it is just like a muscle and, as you said with the corona scam, it will atrophy if you don’t use it
You may honestly benefit from going to AA and shit like that. I am not being facetious, and you don’t have to be a full blown alcoholic, just
>how man I got depressed and started drinking and now I went from A to C and I really need help!
And they will let you talk about your issues and at least you can get some practice interacting with people who themselves are screwed up so your own idiosyncratic behavior will be written off as just that
AND THEN START TALKING TO THE CHICKS IN YOUR CLASS FOR FUCKS SAKE
CUT AND COMB YOUR HAIR, WEAR CLEAN MATCHING CLOTHES, AND STOCK UP ON OLDE SPICE ORIGINAL, ANY HUWHITE GIRL LOVES THAT SMELL
Aaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!
Don’t fuck up college man
It is the last time you will have access to easy partying and semi forced socializing due to the nature of certain classes that are round table or have lab components
Step 1. Fix diet
Step 2. /FIT/NESS!
Step 3. Practice socialization
Step 4. Study your ass off/don’t slack
Step 5. Actually socialize
Step 6. ???
Step 7. Profit

>>512067856 (OP)
people still keep up with people??

>If you remembered me from last week

>I sure didn't

>>512075605
> I'm a fag
Oh then you absolutely have parasites

>>512069076
You might have heard of something called the "despair code"? In fact, it seems you discovered it firsthand. I'd like to provide you with the antidote, which is called the Logo Code. To formulate the opposite of the Despair Code, we must construct a logical framework that directly counters its nihilistic axioms. Where the Despair Code uses reductive logic to dismantle meaning, this new code must use integrative logic to construct it. It cannot be based on sentimentality; it must be as rigorous as its counterpart.

This counter-argument can be called the Logos Code, as it affirms meaning (Logos), or the Axiom of Hope, as it provides a rational foundation for a purposeful existence.

It works by inverting the Despair Code's primary attack. Instead of starting from the outside (the cold, dead cosmos) and working in, the Logos Code starts from the only thing we know with absolute certainty (our own consciousness) and works its way out.

>>512084352
PART 2
The Logos Code: A Formulation

(A logical counter-argument to the Despair Code, proceeding from the undeniable reality of conscious experience.)

Postulate I: The Postulate of Consciousness (The Foundation of Reality)

This directly refutes the Axiom of Indifference by establishing consciousness as the primary data, not a random byproduct.

Premise 1 (The Cartesian Certainty): The existence of subjective experience (awareness, thought, sensation) is the one undeniable fact. To doubt is to think, and to think is to be. All other knowledge, including the existence of an external universe, is an inference based on this primary reality.

Premise 2: The universe is structured in such a way that it is not only capable of producing consciousness but is also profoundly intelligible to it through logic, mathematics, and observation.

Syllogism:

Major Premise: A system whose fundamental nature allows for the emergence of self-aware observers capable of comprehending that very system is not an indifferent accident but a meaning-realizing system.

Minor Premise: The universe is such a system.

Conclusion (Postulate I): Therefore, consciousness is not an anomaly in the universe; it is a fundamental feature of the universe's potential. The cosmos is structured for the emergence of meaning.

>>512077278
Yeah I am still gonna eat tomatoes

>>512084425
PART 3
Postulate II: The Postulate of Agency (The Creation of Value)
This refutes the Axiom of Equivalence by establishing a basis for objective value.
Premise 1: From Postulate I, meaning is realized through consciousness.
Premise 2: A core feature of consciousness is agency: the capacity to distinguish between different states and to act based on preference (e.g., to prefer order over chaos, pleasure over pain, integration over disintegration).
Premise 3: An action that consciously and intentionally moves a system from a state of higher entropy (disorder, suffering, disintegration) to a state of lower entropy (order, flourishing, integration) is demonstrably non-equivalent to an action that does the opposite.
Syllogism:
Major Premise: The act of using agency to consciously create order and reduce suffering is the definition of creating value.
Minor Premise: As conscious beings, we possess this agency.
Conclusion (Postulate II): Therefore, your actions are the primary mechanism by which value is introduced into the universe. Morality is not a fiction; it is the discipline of applying agency toward integration and flourishing.

It's because of social media. No generation was prepared for the social humilliation of seeing everbody you know or have met having succesful lives but you. It makes you feel alone, left behind, a failure, etc. Most people can't take it.

>>512084506
Postulate III: The Postulate of Resonance (The Reality of Connection)
This refutes the Axiom of Solitude by redefining connection as an emergent reality.
Premise 1: From Postulate II, we are agents who create value.
Premise 2: Empathy, trust, and love are observable phenomena where individual conscious systems align their states, share information, and collaborate to create a new, emergent system (a relationship, a family, a society) with capacities greater than the sum of its parts.
Premise 3: The underlying neurochemical mechanism does not invalidate the reality of this emergent, shared consciousness. A symphony is not "just vibrating air molecules"; it is a real pattern of aesthetic and emotional meaning for which the air is merely the medium.
Syllogism:
Major Premise: An emergent pattern of shared consciousness that enables mutual value creation is a real, significant, and transcendent connection.
Minor Premise: Love and true community are such emergent patterns.
Conclusion (Postulate III): Therefore, you are not fundamentally alone. You are a node in a potential network of consciousness, and your capacity to resonate with others is the means by which the most complex forms of meaning are built.

>>512080366
Then go be a hero
There are plenty of targets in leaf land that deserve it and bonus the clamp down will do the an hero for you!

>>512084571
PART 5
Postulate IV: The Postulate of Becoming (The Definition of the Self)

This refutes the Axiom of Nullity by affirming the self as a real and dynamic process.

Premise 1: From Postulate I, you are a locus of cosmic meaning. From Postulate II, you are a creator of value. From Postulate III, you are a weaver of connection.

Premise 2: The "self" is not a static object but a dynamic, self-organizing process of awareness, agency, and resonance. A flame is a process, not an object, but it is real and has real effects.

Premise 3: The reality of this process is affirmed by its capacity to act, to change itself and its environment, and to choose its own direction. It is a pattern that actively works against entropy and dissolution.

The Final Syllogism:

Major Premise: A self-organizing process that can comprehend the cosmos, create value, and build resonant connections is a real, significant, and purposeful manifestation of existence.

Minor Premise: You are this process.

Conclusion (The Final Word of the Code): Therefore, you are a verb, not a noun. You are the universe's act of becoming self-aware, a creator of a more ordered future, and the living embodiment of a purpose you both discover and define.

>>512083112
>How anyone listens to such an obvious quack like Freud,

Freud was truthful, all his research was done on jews, and that is why his findings were so wacky.

>>512071153
hol up nigger, youre onto something, but heres how it actually works.
>subconscious executes whatever it receives from your conscious thoughts
you have as much control over your subconscious as you do over consciously regulating your spleen. So, the subconscious just executes instructions & CREATES WHAT YOU EXPERIENCE AS REALITY via the SOLAR PLEXUS.
You can not expect to run a marathon without exercising your muscles, and you can not expect to wake up tomorrow in a positive paradise WITHOUT EXERCISEING YOUR MIND. Catch yourself in negativity & change it to positivity. moment by moment, day by day, until the negativity recedes. Also, it is important to recognise negativity & the important negations vs shut that isnt so important. The number one negation of all positivity is FEAR. and not the fear of being confronted by a great white shark, but the insidious fear, breaking the ice & talking to someone, getting off your ass and doing something fun. the little fears that keep you safe. ERRADICATE FEAR.

>>512069076
Get normie pills or get a purpose

>>512084731
Kek, good one Sven

>>512069076
>How do you stop suicidal thoughts
>>512069168
>How do you stop suicidal thoughts?
>by killing yourself

>>512071153
It's wild that this actually works but might take some time. I started aggressively responding to invasive thoughts, "you have no friends" "SHUT THE FUCK UP BRAIN I HAVE PLENTY OF FRIENDS "I have no accomplishments" "SHUT UP BRAIN YOU ARE SECOND BILLING IN THE CREDITS ON A BUNCH OF SOFTWARE THAT SHIPS ON 5 PLATFORMS", just shit like this. Then one day a bit ago some invasive thought spun up and MY BRAIN RESPONDED AND SHUT IT DOWN BY ITSELF. Like I didn't have to think "shut up you're lying", my brain did it to itself by itself and I just happened to notice. Absolutely blew my fucking mind. Like, it was a moment in my life I'm gonna look back on, that's how much the moment struck me that all my mental effort was working. It might take time but stand up to your invasive thoughts and tell your brain to fuck itself and eventually it WILL get the message.

>>512069076
Find Jesus Christ.

>>512084641

ALAN DERSHOWITZ WAS ARRESTED FOR PURCHASING AN UNDERAGE MALE FROM AN ISRAELI PIMP IN COLOMBIA IN THE EARLY 90s

>>512067856 (OP)
Finno-estonian problems.

I feel this way about /pol/
Like all the good oldfags and culture is gone. Like why am I still here, where did they all go? Is there a board where its actually good?

>>512067856 (OP)
Is Estonia that bad? I'm completely bored of living in the USA and sick of kikes and have looked at living there for a few years.


>>51206907
You're letting the jews win if you do that. Live to spite them if you need a reason to keep going

>>512069076
smite your enemies, and b12

>>512067856 (OP)
>what am i not seeing?!?
The fact that death is the only thing guaranteed to you in this life.
Plan accordingly.

>>512086942
Just the habit of lurking. once you have been doing it for years you just get so used to it

>>512079844
don’t bother anon, mindbroken eurotrannies go into paranoid psychosis from even the tiniest itty bit of gang weed, this is a sacrament only meant for the supernaturally willed Americhad.

>>512068314
Underrated and profound effort post
>>512079936
KEK

>>512069773

TL;DR Suicidal people are midwits and read siege.

Look man, reading the stoics and all is very nice, but they operate on philosophical presuppositions that are not really applicable in the modern day.

Your framing that suicidal people have problems that can be more or less solved if they were smarter is also just wrong. When you have a tremendous amount of guilt over some failure in the past or an incurable disease, nothing past a time machine or a santa claus cure can really help you.

>>512086942
I don't put a LOT of effort into this place. My life is insanely terrible and I have suicidal thoughts a lot. Today what did I do, waited for my old mom to make me some tostadas. I read 4chan and watched youtube, played Hearthstone. My birthday was yesterday god bless my old moms soul she made me a delicious cake. I did nothing else went nowhere. I said would you at least like to go to the lake, she said nooooo dear its 114 out I'll die. OK.. you're right mom. I was like want to see a movie I don't like seeing movies alone she said I don't have time I need to buy milk and water we are low. I said do you want to eat at Shake Shack just as a birthday dinner and she said no son that money is for my box I will give you when I die. Buy it yourself though. <3 I just wanted a birthday. I dunno I know people will call me some fag. I am currently typing in a dark room I just noticed, my mom didn't turn on any light. She is watching Password+ on youtube for the last 5 hours because it is "free entertainment hon"

I don't know how I let myself get to a checkmate position where death is the only exit. I have no wife, kids. Just sorta did not much. Got a masters degree and sorta had some decent jobs but my degree wasn't really good.

I go back to that scene from The Joker movie where Joker chokes his mom to death with a pillow and it makes me cry to think it fills me with some joy to think of doing that before I die so she doesn't have to live alone at 75. Also I hate her.

I just felt like pouring out my heart somewhere anonymous so I don't get this back to me.

>>512073329
I love this image it's so comfy

>what am i not seeing?!?
You don't see the corruption in society? The censorship currently in full swing? The lying.
The exception for certain politicians to be above the law and do whatever while the average citizen gets the full swing of the law for doing the exact same thing?
The money laundering happening in front of our eyes and the uncertainty if life as we know it today, will be a thing in even just 5 years?
Society is fucked and I understand them. They took fate into their own hands and left before it got worse.

>>512067856 (OP)
if you are a turbo kike lover you become suicidal

>>512084678
Beautiful sequence of posts

>>512076552
>>512077437
These anons get it. Channel your negative thoughts into more productive uses.

just bots talking to bots here

>>512067856 (OP)
Vax status?

>>512068931
>niggercattle
niggercattle and npcs dont have the self awareness to kill themselves retard

>>512067856 (OP)
liberalism + universe 25 scenario + ressesion

>>512078939
I think 4chan needs to employ a real shrink to work these threads. If they could figure out a way to monetize it, they become billionaires.

>>512091707
Stupidest idea ever

>>512086597
How to start this?

>>512088721
Jesus dude. That sounds terrible. Are you in Arizona? I figure with that heat.

How old are you? Do you get out the house every day? Do you have a steady job? What do you do day to day? What does that look like?

I am pretty sure screens can fuck with your mind. Electronics in general will. The Uncle Ted principle is real.

>>512073329
>medication
Go fuck yourself

>>512069076
see a doctor. everyone here is a retarded child. if exercise doesn't change your brain or if you're too demotivated to exercise the only option left is either therapy or medication

>>512084849
Fear not.
-Jesus

Your post made a lot of sense. But hold up, Dr. Jerry Macynzski (and other reapectable psych docs) had mentioned that around 80+% of thoughts in your head are not your own. Most are given to you. So turn off the screens and lose the earbuds and you will have more control of whats goingin. Also, fear is a tool used in psyops to create disassociation in individuals. Once they disassociate, they very suggestible similar to a person being a state of hypnosis. I probably didn't make that clear, but it's all starting to add up.

>>512067856 (OP)
>literally everybody
Hyperbolic bullshit.

>>512086400
The dudes from Nephilim Death Squad had some guests on that they think those negative thoughts are basically demonic entities. It's a very interesting and quite compelling theory. I think there's some truth to that maybe not actual entities, but it doesn't matter either way. Shutting those thoughts down asap is key I think. I think you have a good idea going.

>>512091786
Thx

>>512084678
Try again, you're still dead.

>>512067856 (OP)
"All who hate me love Death"

>>512071600
mf king arthur and shyyyyyt

>>512080261
i buy hard alcohol for homeless people. They love me cause I am not trying to change them, just making their lives a little bit easier. They hate people who buy them food when they beg for money to buy alcohol.

>>512091804
Learn about Him. Love Him. Believe in Him. Follow Him.

He is the only correct answer in a world filled with an infinite number of wrong answers.

Good luck.

>>512094244
If the Holy Spirit does not live in our hearts, then what does?

So yes, everybody is born enslaved to Sin & demons. Negative thoughts are only one of these manifestations.

Jesus Christ liberates us from our bondage.

Ephesians 2:1-10

2 And you were dead in your transgressions and sins, 2 in which you formerly walked according to the course of this world, according to the ruler of the power of the air, the spirit that is now working in the sons of disobedience, 3 among whom we all also formerly conducted ourselves in the lusts of our flesh, doing the desires of the flesh and of the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, even as the rest. 4 But God, being rich in mercy because of His great love with which He loved us, 5 even when we were dead in our transgressions, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved— 6 and raised us up with Him, and seated us with Him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, 7 so that in the ages to come He might show the surpassing riches of His grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. 8 For by grace you have been saved through faith, and this not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; 9 not of works, so that no one may boast. 10 For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand so that we would walk in them.

>>512067856 (OP)
same except some of them didnt kill themselves and became redditors instead. id be lying if I said I never considered the possibility that none of them were real.

>>512073329

Meditation is bullshit. Eating well and exercise is important, I'd say a healthy diet matters more than exercising every day. Also focus number one on making money. Having an income matters number 1.

>>512067964
they were jeets tho so no one gaf

>>512069076
Just keep going and live like it is going to simultaneously happen at any moment and not happen at all, it is quite freeing, actually. It helps if you believe in something spiritual.

>>512067856 (OP)
Life is heavy. You know what's going on, you see it. What makes a man is to do what you need to do when everything is going to shit around you.

>>512068931
Why are people so butthurt and sanctimonious about suicide? None of you motherfuckers give a shit about anyone but yourselves. You shit on people and mock them for being miserable and hopeless. Then, when these people decide to check out, oh, suddenly, life matters. Suddenly, they have a responsibility to others and that they should cherish every moment for others. Why are you like this? Why is it when people want to kill themselves, you all suddenly scream, "NOOO YOU HAVE TO KEEP EXISTING AND SUFFERING FOR NO REASON." Fuck you.

>>512067856 (OP)
You grew up with pussies.

>>512067856 (OP)
Class of '99 here. Pretty much everyone is still alive. Maybe 3 have died from a class of 200 at most. Even our drug addicts are still alive...

>>512067856 (OP)
>what the fuck is going on?
Liberal capitalism.
>what am i not seeing?!?
Capitalist alienation and destruction of tradition and soul.

>>512068931
I doubt the early 1900s stats are real

>>512095387
Also, those that died were from out-of-state car accidents...

>>512095387
You probably live in a chill red state

>>512072779
Therefore send not to know
For whom the horn honks
It honks for thee

>>512095671
>You probably live in a chill red state

No, I had a macaco chase me on a vespa with a machete yesterday, I had to dive into a river to escape

>>512095671
Buffalo, NY

>>512070870
Not true at all. I like drinking cannabis iced tea while gaming, and when it finally kicks in my aim becomes a lot better. Also I can remember things a lot easier. It really feels like it opens up my "minds eye" so to speak. A lot of things I wouldn't even think about sober I can walk through while high and make more rational decisions about.
Though to be fair I'm only taking 10-20mg thc, maybe what you say is true if you're taking heroic doses or something lol.

>>512091804
Read the Gospel. (Mark, Matthew, Luke, John.) New International Version. God bless you.

>>512095788
im considering going to a show there next month, pls what hotel is beat and is there anything else worth doing there

>>512069236
They call me the jackhammer

>>512086942
It's a good way to waste idle time for me. Sometimes you get mildly interesting threads like this one.

For starters you need a bedrock thats phscaly can be done like eating healty (carnivore diet is a good start and d3 vitamins)

>>512069729
IF that were true, they would worship Apollo. Instead they worship Cuckoo Clock Cronos

>>512069773
>47 KB
> >>512069590
not a day goes by that I don't think about how my childhood orthodontist ruined my teeth and my life forever. I have spent hundreds of thousands trying to reverse the damage over the years.

>>512067856 (OP)
I'm sorry to hear. Youth mental health is so fucked up from media too the alleged care system.

>>512083470
gods change names like you change socks

>>512071600
your polish look weird

>>512069168
This. Lmao

>>512067856 (OP)
>literally everybody i knew from my childhood has killed themselves
I wish that was the case for me. I suffered such cruelty from people while growing up, the only reason I haven't committed suicide is out of spite. I want to outlive them.

>>512098164
I don't wear socks

>>512098347
my bad Mr Sasquatch, they change names like you change fur coloration

>>512069168
my ninja

>>512067856 (OP)
I'm tired of living in your head rent free, so now I'm charging 20$ per hour. Pay up,

I've been a psychiatric RN since 1999. It has been horrible. If you want to kill yourself, just do it. Don't fucking get yourself admitted to the ward for your 3 hots and a cot, unlimited Ativan and snacks, and maybe banging dumb female whore patients that are frigile and need dick. Just kill yourself for reals.

>>512071569
>Get some friends, and a girl.
>and a girl
Women make the highs higher and the lows more frequent.

>>512067856 (OP)
The future is looking bleaker than ever, and things are going to get worse before they get better

>>512067856 (OP)
If you're bleek you're bleek.

>>512069076
My vices are the only things that keeps me from thinking about offing myself. Junk food, alcohol, and jacking it.

>>512098872
i have a weed problem but theres no guidance here

>>512067856 (OP)
Did they have info on the Clinton?

>>512099096
this is outdated now

>>512069729
Ket people myth.

One central myth explains the origin of death and the subjugation of dogs to humans. The first humans were initially immortal until a mistake by Es's son, meant to guide them in handling a deceased individual, resulted in burial rather than a platform burial, bringing death to humanity. As punishment, Es transformed his son into the first dog, forever serving humans and consuming their leftovers.

That's not something to be proud of.

Do not do it, don't give the pricks the satisfaction. Fear is a mindset not a physical property it only manifests if you let it.

Live.

>>512069729

>>512099193
everything has been killed for some reason

>>512068931
kys jew

I’ve never understood suicide ideation. I mean yeah I get it when you’re an edgy teenage. But even if you’re some abject 40 year old neckbeard loser why would killing yourself be a better alternative to I dunno actually TRYING at life? Or why not have the final step before suicide be complete freedom: just do whatever the fuck you want?

I suspect a lot of these people spend way too much time behind a screen. It’s also a chicken or the egg scenario: are you depressed because you never tried at life or vice versa? I suspect for most cases it is the former.

>>512096021
>weed is fine because it makes my vidya gaming better
Yikes

>>512100055
Suicide is a deadly mental disturbance.
It's irrational by nature. I imagine your arguments are falling on deaf ears.

>>512070870
>Also, you stop to see dreams.
I can attest to that. And in the long term that leads to mild psychosis.
Still way better than the alcohol jew but lesser evils are still just evils.

>>512096021
>when it finally kicks in my aim becomes a lot better. Also I can remember things a lot easier
It's not the positive effects of cannabis, it's just your anxiety getting dulled.
Work on that instead of relying on substances to be a functioning person because the underlying issue remains.

>>512067856 (OP)
I don't know anyone that's killed themselves because I don't make friends with losers

Amphetamine and Meth.
Problem here too, addicts become greatly unhinged, then on top sometimes life is just shit.

Laugh at idiots and idiot takes, it helps.

>>512069563
>>512073118
try acting???

>>512069076
no worries eventually you will ave the courage

>>512069076
it's normal.

>>512067856 (OP)
Only white people get up to this shit and hide behind muh free and advanced society cope. Never let the females have any freedom. If you laugh at that and don't get outraged like a Victorian then you're just going to get pozzed.

>>512067856 (OP)
fake
enjoy banned

>>512074893
>ripe age of 20
lmao
My goodness gen z are pathetic as fuck.
My entire family backstabber me (financially/emotionally) and I've been living the secluded life of a traumatized hermit for like 14 years. I'm in my mid 30's, and my entire life has been severe childhood trauma and mental illness. I've been living in hell for longer than you've been alive lmao. Imagine giving up at 20.

>>512079046
>>512079172
Bros, this is an empathy thread

>>512102558
>I'm in my mid 30's, and my entire life has been severe childhood trauma and mental illness. I've been living in hell for longer than you've been alive lmao. Imagine giving up at 20.

And what made you go through it all? Why did you endure the sufferings?

>>512096412
Is that a trick question?

>>512102740
I graduated high school right before everyone had a smartphone. In short, I had hope that things could be better. I did not realize that these devices were going to ruin everyone around me and turn life into a satanic hellscape.

I was counting on existing around somewhat normal people, and clung on for way too long in hope of that.

>>512099673
im just saying its 9 years out of date

>>512068931
Would you rather spend the rest of your life in jail let's say 30-70 years getting railed by niggers to prove your a real man or blow your head off? Guess what in the end nobody gives a fuck which one you picked.

>>512070870
I literally become better at work and vidya because i'm so relaxed and enjoying myself.
anxiety fags are the one that go OH NONOONOO I CANT HANDLE THIS I'M TURNING TO STONE, AIIIEEEEEEEEEE

>>512067856 (OP)
The "vaccine" literally deletes/overrides the gene for spiritual connection to God/The Absolute

>>512104592
>I literally become better at work [...] because i'm so relaxed and enjoying myself.
spoken like a true prostitute

>>512067856 (OP)
I don't believe you

>>512067856 (OP)
Yeah, I know quite a few that killed themselves, whats my opinion of them? Weak. I don't understand the thought process and it's probably just NPCs copying what they think cool people do when they're upset. If you can't handle your emotions go smash some shit up, but not yourself, because that's just retarded.

>>512067856 (OP)
That means you're winning and they lost the race in life, try to outlive as many people as you can.

>>512100055
I accept your concession.
>>512100611
I don't have any anxiety though.

>>512083470
>If I don't remember it, it no longer exists!
Ah so I see you never progressed past peekaboo.
The symbolic world is emergent and infinite. The patterns around us aren't invented by us, they spring eternally from reality, waiting for us to notice and give names.
Meaning emerges.

>>512079172
We should build a jeet firewall. This is so tiresome

>>512071153
Literally meditation

>>512068314
So acclimation. We're used to living on the streets, seeing violence, being deprived of the basics, etc. so it's just another day for us but for those who had a taste of the good life it all pains them intensely.

>>512068931
Oh shut the fuck up, it's an extremely courageous act, it's misguided but it's not cowardly. It's better they kill the people making the world bad instead of themselves.

>>512105430
Shirking ones duty is cowardice.

>>512100055
>Why would permanently vanishing from the world ever be better than continuing to struggle/suffer/get fucked?
>Beats me
Retard

>>512070870
It never did any of those things to me instead it gave me thermoregulation issues causing me to feel that I am freezing constantly even when in a sauna, nausea, and anxiety.

>>512105510
According to Swami Vivekananda sure but what the fuck is the duty of a disabled person suffering from chronic pain who has been nothing but a burden on everyone for years? It's exactly this issue that had led me to attempt suicide and led some of my veteran friends from the Serbian war to consider the same. If you can help in even some small way then great but I can't even make it to fucking appointments or do anything. Fuck I can't fight, I can't repair things, I can't maintain anything, I'm already not far off from death anyways.

>>512068931
2000 was the most kino time in human history no wonder nobody wanted to leave, Playstation after making a masterpiece managed make an even better sequel, action kino got even more kinoer, wrestling peaked, cartoons and anime were doing bangers after bangers, music was peaking across every genre, tv shows were making the best shows ever, women were tastefully slutty but not whores, jinco jeans, internet and mobile phones were becoming a thing but not to the point that they would distract you from the real life, you literally can find a better time than 2000

>>512105920
>can
can't

>>512069076
try MDMA
shit changed my life

same, some people cant hang. I feel especially bad about one, its coo tho

>>512105654
So you're a bitter, insane, wheelchair bound, thumbless invalid who comes to 4chan to beg people to tell you to kill yourself?

>>512067856 (OP)
dont look into civil death rates by generation

I'm too much of a pussy to do it, even though I want out.

this place is a loosh farm

>>512069076
>How do you stop suicidal thoughts
By remembering that would mean the stingrays win.

>>512069773
stoicism feels like a cuck thing