Has anyone else lately felt on the edge of just completely giving up? Not on an emotional level, but spiritually? I'm 38 and it feels like the entire world I've known my whole life has been falling through my fingers like grains of sand, and the last grains are about to fall.

>2010
>Graduate as medical PhD, get married, and entire world feels like it's my oyster
>Absolutely loved life, had friends, extremely good looking wife, the internet was free to do whatever you wanted on it, and it felt like the police and government actually had your back
>2017 my wife cheats on me and I divorce her. She makes accusations against me without evidence, and the entire system of governmental legal and professional body appendages that I had my entire life been in compliance with comes after me... For daring to initiate a divorce against a woman who cheated on me. I get my home taken from me, she even gets given my damn dog, I get half of my superannuation given to her, and the police fingerprint me and treat me like a criminal
>I try to get back on my feet and meet someone new; we get married in 2019 and she gives me 2 healthy sons (twins)
>2021 rolls around and covid is in full swing; I refuse to comply with many of the mandates and advise patients against the vax, so I lose my medical license, am ostracized from the medical community. My wife tells me she is proud of me for standing for my principles, but all of these "colleagues" knew I had a family and children... They did this to me anyway for not following the same rules they all told me behind closed doors is BS
>Pull myself up again and try to rebuild
>Ex-wife comes after me again, 7 years after the divorce, with more made up shit
>Courts take her side completely, even though there was no evidence and I had no criminal history at all. Jailed for 9 months
>Now the governments are all at once are pushing digital & unified medical ID on the entire populace and if you protest against it you get beaten in the streets

>Go down to the local shops and all the workers, all the customers, all are Indian
>You go to the hospital, and all the workers, support staff, and doctors are all Indian
>Traditional British/German/Australian/French/Italian restaurants I had good memories in all over my city are closed down for Indian Slop-donalds """restaurants"""
>All the council positions are held by Indians. The government is heavily infiltrated by corrupt Indians who just look out for their own tribe
>Every single media and government apperatus tell the general public how it's a good thing white people are no longer (presently or in the near future) a majority
>Again, if you protest any of this, you get beaten in the streets by the police; the same police who 15 years ago legitimately had your back

At this point I'm so exhausted from modern government and the police state that I just want to move my family to the middle of nowhere Alaska and live off the land in a wood cabin (I was in the recon division of the Australian army straight out of highschool, so have the survival skills for it), but then it feels like i'm just abandoning everything my forefathers built and all my white kinsman.

What the fuck do we do at this point? Everything is getting worse, nothing at all is getting better. Anybody we "vote" in just breaks their promises and floods our nations with more low IQ/EQ Indians and Muslims and blacks, and if for any reason over the last 20 years you've spoken your mind about it online then you're unemployable.

You will get thrown in prison on bogus charges and no one can help you... They don't care if you have a family, the governments just want to crush us at this point.