>37 yo
>Own nothing
>No kids
>Permanent back pain due to a hernia
>Born to belong to the most hated people on the planet
>Everything is shit and evil is winning
>In every possible projection, the future is extremely grim

>>512364001 (OP)
Seek Christ. Get close to the Living God. Thank God for what you have. Ask God for help.
You will make it.

Why should you though? Life isn’t even that long. It will be over before you know it.

>>512364319
I went to a church once. It was dark and gloomy, and it has that weird incense smell. How can god dwell in such places?

>>512364369
Looking at my parents, it would seem there's just no point in continuing after 70.

>>512364388
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-HXdklu_Vg

>>512364462
Very pretty, reminds me of St.Vitts in Prague.

>>512364388
We are the Church, not the building. Wherever two Brothers in Christ meet, there is the church.
You need to understand Christ's Message because that Message is from God and was meant for you primarily because you lost your ways more than two thousand years ago.
Once you understand Christ's Message and you seek to follow Christ's Path, you will get close to the Living God who is not vengeful, wrathful or envious.
You will start living a better life. When you are close enough to God, reflect on what you have and thank God for it. Then ask God to show you the path to living an even better life that will give you satisfaction and better the lives of other people.

>>512364001 (OP)
There's a good chance you will see humans land on Mars.

>>512364001 (OP)
Having kids in the age of brain science and energy weapons wielded by diabolical retards who had to destroy the planet in order to usurp it is overrated. I'm going to tell the demi-urge he has canaanites and their lackeys mucking up that shithole he calls a reality and im going to find somebody cool to hangout with

>>512364001 (OP)
its isnt easy being part of the synagogue of satan anon but thats just your culture. maybe if you go ahead and follow the rules God gave you and sacrifice a dove to the Lord instead of babies to moloch you might feel better

>>512364690
>envious
your fucking holy book states multiple times god is a jealous god

>>512364775
LOOOL. No, anon. Most likely you won't. Many problems that were caused in the usurp of the planet need to be solved first. This will include some pain if you kick and scream while you're stripped of every thread of autonomy. Humans of the future will be biologically indebted to 'the system'.

>>512364388
>if it doesn't smell of soiled crib mattresses and the gas pipe they hit while tunneling, it just doesn't feel like home to juden

>>512364388
You don't have to go, its just a fairy tell that your forefathers invented to mind control retards

>>512364901
>we're going to mars bro
>we just need to suck up more dinosaurs thousands of feet below bedrock.

>>512364001 (OP)
just do something you like with your time

Take as many as you can before you go.

>>512364001 (OP)
You should not just KYS.
You should take out a few other jews and THEN kys.

>>512364001 (OP)
I have the same situation. I live in Ukraine and that is enough for such thoughts.

>>512364892
In Christ's Message God Loves us all as His children and only we bring ill fate upon ourselves by going against the Word of our Father.
I don't believe God was a real estate agent who gave kikes the land of Palestinians.

>>512364001 (OP)
if your pain is not fixable then kill urself
let me give you a tip, i am masochist

>>512365103
I was thinking of going to some muslim conquered western country and rig a drone to drop lit gasoline over one of those pro hamas rallies, or just straight up make a suicide vest, stuff it with nails and go into the crowd. None of those things is particularly expensive or hard to do. I was always good at chemistry and mavics are pretty easy to operate.

>>512364001 (OP)
Because accepting Jesus is the only way to escape the pain youre feeling. If you kill yourself and do not believe on Jesus alone for salvation, you will wake up in hell with worse pains and worse fears and those ones will be endless

>>512364001 (OP)
First you should deal with your back pain
>Don’t sleep on a bed, sleep on the floor or a tatami mat modern beds are trash for your back
>Consider these books, Healing Back Pain by John Sarno, The Body Code, The Nervous System Reset
>Ive heard also heard progressively integrating loaded flexion movements. Reverse hypers, seated zercher good morns, etc, work well, though you should see a physiotherapist first before trying the
For your mental health I recommend The Way of Effortless Mindfulness which will also help with back pain. Instead of trying to reach a big ambitious goal, just focus on small tasks at first like cleaning, etc. If you’re determined you can probably even have a family, you have 40 years of life left after all

>>512364388
Church isn't relationship with Jesus, plus many churches are damned denominations that deny the saving grace and faith. Avoid Catholics. Seek CHRIST

>>512364001 (OP)
Since Israel is full of Jews, you're nothing special there. You should move to Europe or the US. The West is your Wild West.

>>512364892
God's jealousy is righteous. This means He doesn't wish to fellowship with those who try to serve other gods because they are imaginary and youre equating him with man-made idols. Would you want your wife to have a taller better looking robot of you for when she goes out on the town, while you work for her at home? Of course not. Jealousy when not misplaced isn't the same as covetousness or envy

>>512364690
People never realize that Israel is literally "every saved person in history now in heaven because GOD HAS PREVAILED". Just as people think a church building or denomination is CHURCH, and the physical land is ISRAEL, Christians who are saved are literally both the CHURCH and the ISRAEL OF GOD

>>512365366
Seek Christ, you're too evil.

>>512365533
Besides my IQ and looks I'm not very Jewish. I can't help it, I'm simply unable to force myself to cut in line or treat people in a way I wouldn't want to be treated.
It's a psychological hurdle I have never been able to overcome. Probably my parents fault.

>>512364001 (OP)
Because you will miss out on witnessing fall of state of israel
In your case you might have to do it

Because God said not to. You are realizing your circumstances. You are in this situation because you disobeyed God. Now it's like this just like God promised it would be. Take responsibility and do what you are able to repent and beg God. Keep your mind in hell but do not despair.

>>512365366
yet here you sit and just post about it you fucking piece of worthless hoboshit

>>512365642
Is it evil to want to destroy those, who made it their life goal kill you?

>>512365690
You're a white man pretending to be middle eastern in a region you don't belong, that's why you're unhappy. Unless you're Mizrahi, in which case just embrace your inner Arab and start cutting in line.

>>512365915
the white bloodcell is not "EVIL" because it wants to kill the viruscell
the tiger is not "EVIL" for killing the jeet that tries to rape him
the human race is not "EVIL" for simply killing the jews that ALWAYS try to lie and subvert and hinder humanities collective advancement.

>>512365915
Why did they pick this goal in life?

>>512365366
Do it at a Palestine protest in Berlin.

>>512365986
>the tiger is not "EVIL" for killing the jeet that tries to rape him
KEK! You're not German. I laughed too hard.

>>512364001 (OP)
thats how evil wins

This is you btw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mgxmDFG0ZGw

>>512366366
don't steal the joke

>>512366675
Wow, a show written by leftoids is relevant today because their narrative hasn't changed.

>>512364001 (OP)
Enjoy nature

>>512364001 (OP)
Death isn't the End.

>>512364001 (OP)
I thought everyones a winner in israel, how did you fail?

>>512364001 (OP)
spite

>>512364001 (OP)
Do it or not, you will return to earth. If you do it, you will have worse conditions next time.

Hell is the End.

>>512364001 (OP)
Eh, you'll make it jewboy. Where will you make it? Up to you. One step forward is infinitely better than going backwards, so seek to improve your situation in any way you can. When your dead, there's infinite nothingness, but the pain of your absence will radiate throughout everyone who cares about you, and honestly, you'll be surprised at the amount of people who do. Smell a flower. Go enjoy a cigarette by the water. Pet a dog. Eat a pastery. Read a book. These are things you cant do when you're dead, and if you want to be dead, you might as well experience everything you enjoy before then. It may even give you something to live for.

>>512364001 (OP)
You forgot:
>tranny because if circumcision
>longest nose award
>cuck fetish award

>>512364001 (OP)
>move to US
>get finance job
>fleece the goyim
>get Christians to tounge your anus
>profit

>>512365915
Literally yes lol

1. Cut politics discussion forums and all but essential news out of your life. It's wrecking your mental health like many people here
2. You're still in time to switch/get a career going, earn save enough in the next 10-15 years to buy property and invest
3. Do light strength training for your back pain

>>512367976
Consciousness is all you ever know. Death is never the End. But when you become a slave to an all powerful demonic entity in Hell.

That's the End.

>>512364001 (OP)
If I kill urself, you will reincarnate here, again on earth, and you should redo the same live, because you aborted it.

Life is a lesson.

>>512368374
No, if you die, you go to hell if unsaved and heaven if saved by Christ alone. Reincarnation is a trick from literal bugmen

>>512368475
Matthew 5:26
Truly I tell you, you will not get out until you have paid the last penny.

that's how karma and reincarnation works

>>512364001 (OP)
I literally cannot imagine a Jew being miserable in any way shape or form due to economics. You can get a Blackrock office job just by asking another Jew. And your healthcare is free because it's paid by Americans

>>512364388
Only a kike would think a church is dark and gloomy

>>512364001 (OP)
I have checked out of the jewish prison bus

>quit wagie job
>sold everything I had in my name
>all property I own is in somebody else name
>stopped renewing IDs
>stopped paying taxes
>stopped paying car insurance/plates
>free groceries and free techslop (lots of it is hidden in the back nowadays but there are still plenty on the shelves)
Fridge is always packed, I have no bills, obligations, responsibilities or worries.

I am free.

>>512364001 (OP)
Work and use that money to help
>I-i don't know who needs it
Animals, boers, the white guys building a town In Arkansas

>>512368325
I like your dogscape image, but no. I dont believe in dogma like that. I'm more of a "sculptor shapes his own destiny" guy. If you spent your life becoming a cup, you'll be able to fit all sorts of things; thumbtacks, pennies, soup, and coffee are just a few examples. But if you make yourself into a plate, and you're made to hold more things stacked higher, you wont be able to hold coffee as well. So if you're forced to hold coffee or soup you'll have a bad time. And if you make yourself a porous lump, there's not a lot you can do, after all, what is hell but other people's expectations? A lump of solid gold may be more valuable than a lump of clay, but you cant really pick what you're made from, only the shape you will take refined through suffering. At the end of the day, sometimes being a paperweight is good enough.

>Have chronic back problems
>Get first real job at 37
>Marry at 39
>Have beautiful and healthy daughter at 39

It's not over you retard. Don't make excuses, get it done.

>>512367502
Let it go Yosef, you're too soft for the middle east. Just wear the funny hat and move to Williamsburg.

>>512367502
the world needs more self hating jews than current jews who have so much prode they want to destroy all of the ME. if u left it would unironically be a loss for autists

>>512370248
pride* excuse me

>>512368898
You mean...like jesus?