I was into the occult from about 2014-2017. Then I became a Christian (denomination hopping a bit) until about 2024. I've looked back over all of those years, and determined the following
>I experienced some sort of awakening around 2016
>I was submerged into chaos, and targeted by dark forces
>the targeting of the dark forces eventually manifested as government targeting
>the hell realm started to reveal itself around that time
>look back over childhood and young adult years
>realize I was always being gate kept
>GATE kid

We live on a cattle farm. You regret waking up when you wake up, but being asleep is slavery. Wage slavery isn't tolerable if you are high IQ. Success comes to those who sell out. Maybe not as deep of a revelation as you hoped, but it's real. The hell realm will continue to reveal itself.

Schopenhauer is the best philosopher, this ride is suffering.

>>512519295 (OP)
Im a bit jaded about these discussions, because everyone has their own life experiences.
But my hell world shit was very obviously government targeting.
And I get salty and suspicious about these threads because it tries very hard to paint the experience as something supernatural and matrix-y. Always trying to dig it's claws into the "story of us". "It's always been the story of us".
It's not.
Also, for anyone curious, they target alcoholics. That's their crime from what I can tell. My case was a bit different cause I came here picking a fight, but you go on a bit of a journey and talk to people who went through it irl.
The shit stinks, and it's the military's problem. The "meta" of developed countries is that God may or may not exist, but the things here are for our discovery. These same people want you to believe this machine Satan is totally real and definitely not man made and we can't do anything about it, and no one is at fault. Just don't talk about it and it will go away!
Biggest load of bullshit ever

>>512519295 (OP)
>literal fucking pagan, rain-dance, stake-burning, witch doctor drivel
This is the state of "christians" in the fucking Babylonian HELL that is the USA.
You are fucking revolting. You WILL burn in hell you fucking tribalistic heathen. Don't you ever put the word Christ in your filthy mouth, because you're anything but a Christian, no matter how many "denominations" you hop into.
You degenerate americans will always be tribalistic, pagan savages because you are literal cattle. The jews are right, you are cattle for the slaughter. The chink nukes can't come soon enough. Commit suicide by slashing your wrists this instant and make your filthy existence and your suffering shorter.

>>512519668
I hear you 100%. There is a very frustrating balance when it comes to targeting. On one hand, shills will talk about how it's spiritual in order to misdirect. On the other hand, there really is a spiritual reality to the world.

I'll put it like this. The targeting and those behind it (in government agencies) have concrete reasons to target you that aren't tied to anything spiritual. However, your targeting and the circumstances surrounding it are a manifestation from the spiritual. I fucked with dark magic and the qliphoth. Opening these dark forces into my life eventually manifested into targeting. That's personally what I believe.

>>512519295 (OP)
Instead of crying face farm why not a smile farm?

Also hellworld area tokyo-jak3

It’s all interconnected
Like the other anon said not to get too matrix-y but we really live in a math world of code and symbols and most things can be explained as a very complicated sex joke for normies
We are the code, the coders, and the AI simultaneously because we live in a reverse simulation hence reality is getting more “meta”-d and game like and jews think by sacrificing enough blood they’ll get the “real mod powers”

The demiurge is real btw and he’s not as shitty as people like to imagine
not to say there isn’t evil btw

>>512519894
>treat others the way you want to be treated
Apparently you are a masochist
>judge less not ye be judged
ruh roh
>show your love for me by your love for one another

You are the "Christian" who Christ will tell "Turn away from me I never knew you"

Most Christians literally hate what Christ taught. It's why I left the church.

>>512520028
Christianity isn't true. People like that seething with rage "you're gonna go to hell!!!!" Are the perfect representation of it.
Gnosticism is cope to still call it Christianity when it's just Hinduism without any of the benefits.
Advaita vedanta is completely true. Every word of it.
The origins of Hindism comes from our ancient ancestors in the steppes of East Europe.
If you can see that this is the illusion then go one step further and learn the truth..you don't have to suffer.

>>512520145
But what do you think about the teachings of Christ? They seem spot on to me. Where did they come from if not Jesus? I'm familiar with Advaita Vedanta. I'm kind of a perennialist at this point.

>>512519295 (OP)
me to, but i dont just want to accept the suffering

>>512520232
It doesn't matter about Jesus of which much of what he supposedly said is true.
Because Jesus claims the Torah is true and it's clearly not. The Sumerian tablets show the story of Noah got cooked so the demiurge is god.
Ultimately the story of Jesus is to corrupt the ancient teachings with 90% truth and 10% distortion.
The way is to turn inwards
Do meditation every day. Do the Monroe institute hemisync tapes
You can escape suffering the path is there if you want to do it.

>>512519938
>>512519993
Yes, I believe the spiritual world exists. But it's like getting your head connected to an AI. You can and will get yanked around by the memes, no matter how spiritual they are. That is why it's antihuman and deserves heavy investigation by the authorities.

What we know of life is finding the beauty through the struggle. The progression and all that. When they turn it up to 11, it's meteors or pay me millions of dollars. There is no road. No journey. It's just a pit of "fuck you" and if they are comfortable blasting random drunks with it, I don't know how politicians sleep at night.
In the most cowardly war possible, they wage war against civilians in the dark

>>512520028
The last 500 years of written history have irrefutably shown that there is no salvation for that portal to Hell that is the USA, so there is no point in hope, communication and understanding with american hellspawn like you. You can Bible-thump all you want, no amount of quotes will save you, for your very soul is rotten and any simulacra of apparent Christian devotion you throw around is nothing but primitive magic worshipping of Baal and Mammon, under a new guise. Soon enough you will "hop" onto a new trend.
The sooner you end your suffering the better.
Justice will come sooner or later, and I wager the justice of the splitting of the atom will cleanse you soon enough. Merchants out of the temple and demons out of this garden

>>512520359
That's where Marcion comes in. I think he was right. It makes sense to me that Jesus was real, but he wasn't the Jewish messiah. Any way, it doesn't matter. I don't care if people believe that are not. I find the teachings of Christ to be superior. I've always been empathetic, and the values of an empath ARE what Christ taught. The people he will tell "turn away from me I never knew you" are narcissists.

>>512519295 (OP)
https://youtu.be/yvOzb8_ou_s?si=dAMy2Fk5m5SgUBTl

16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. John 3:16-17

9 If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. Romans 10:9

>>512520445
this is your 2nd paragraph post of angry LARP vomit.

>>512519295 (OP)

Look up Mandaeism.

>>512519295 (OP)
reformedstoic?