What's the point?

I'm a 46 year old father to a Level 3 Non-Verbal daughter who is 11. She will use a letterboard and an AAC device, but only for single words and generally only to request items. We've tried ABA, S2C, OT, PT, ST, and more meds than I can name. She's not toilet trained. Daily meltdowns or multiple meltdowns. These meltdowns are violent and destructive. Shattered windows, broken TVs, destroyed drywall. Bites, kicks, pinches, headbutts. And sleep dysregulation continues to be a struggle. Combine this with my 3 year old toddler son who is showing all signs of having ASD himself (formal diagnosis forthcoming), I have to ask....

What's the point? My daughter is never going to live a meaningful life. My life is going to be one where I get my ass kicked on a daily basis and have to pretend its all okay - usually on 3 hours of sleep each night. No friends. No life outside of raising this child. Even my job is work from home and independent, because I have to be there to handle the meltdowns.

A few weeks ago I had a heart attack and required a quintuple bypass. I've been back home 3 weeks and it's just a horrible, violent, sleepless environment. I wish I'd died on the table during surgery and don't see any reason to keep doing this. I'm not getting the recovery I need and am pretty much back to full parent mode after 2 1/2 weeks (instead of the full 3 month recovery) because my wife absolutely cannot handle it on her own. My daughter is never going to have a meaningful life. She's just going to continue being a violent, demanding, person that holds us all prisoner.

My wife and I love each other very, very much - but my recent bitterness has really gotten to her and I get that. But, whether it's her fault or not, I fear I've come to hate my daughter.

Sugar is a drug and you got brainwashed into thinking its normal, thats why your family is unhealthy. the people who convinced the world sugar is good and fats are bad have done more harm to human race than any world leader.
sugar disrupts the bodies healing process, disrupts hunger related hormones
etc etc too tired to effort post im going to bed

>>513186819 (OP)
>Level 3 Non-Verbal daughter
Not familiar with this build, is it OP?

>>513186819 (OP)
Why did you take the vax and why did you vax your children?

>>513186819 (OP)
>A few weeks ago I had a heart attack and required a quintuple bypass.

> Level 3 Non-Verbal daughter who is 11.
QUICK OP WHAT DO YOU THINK WENT WRONG?

ate from too many plastic dishes?
didnt socialize your kid enough?
got the jab?

i dont want to be like you please help

>>513186819 (OP)
You are a rapist and a murderer.
You brought a innocent being to this world without its consent so that it will suffer and die just to satisfy your procreation instinct

>>513186819 (OP)
you post this every week. go to a therapist or you will kys or your family eventually. I've seen this before. you need to stop posting this and get some help. if you kill yourself your daughter and son (if he's autistic) are going to go into foster care and get constantly molested until they die in their 30s. I wish I was kidding but I have seen this while working as a doctor in a state psychiatric hospital at the beginning of my career. Really don't go down this path. you will regret it. your wife may even kill herself too. no joke. you need to try and get some help from family or the state you live in. there are social services it is not shameful they are there to help families like yours. Try the state social services in your county. really don't do anything rash you're going to regret it. people suffer for years before they get help but today you can start. call the social services office in the morning.

>>513186819 (OP)
Neglect your autists until the government takes them away, then have another kid. Repeat until you get a normal one.

>>513186819 (OP)
Now compare that to the age of female first pregnancy rate and prepare to be amazed

>>513186819 (OP)
I feel your pain. I can’t fully emphasize with you, but my son is on the way there. He’s only a bit over 2 but non-verbal and makes no ‘directed’ sound, just babbling to the angels, never to Mum and Dad. We do our best. Sending you strength. She’s still your little girl and I’m sure you’ll love her and do your best no matter what.

>>513186819 (OP)
>my wife absolutely cannot handle it on her own
>>513187289
yes, it prevents his wife from abandoning him and taking all his stuff

>>513187769
women have autistic kids on purpose to get trans kids

>>513186819 (OP)
Does your 3 year old talk?

>>513186819 (OP)
Autism used to mean you can't talk and bash yourself in the side of the head while drooling. Now it's a trendy diagnosis you ask your doctor to give you so you can feel like a special snowflake. The statistics on real Autism have not changed.

>>513187297
Schizoid retard, like 5 companies own 99% of the food, if they wanted you to get VAXXED.com they would make you swallow it with cereal and enjoy it and you wouldn't even notice.
Flat earth tier schizoid

>>513186819 (OP)
Have her bloods checked for heavy metals.
Seek out Clive De Carle, he'll help you reduce the heavy metals.
No more vaccines.