>>513451506 (OP)Its an addiction even if it doesn't feel good the way heroin does. The results make you feel good, so you keep chasing that good feel. At some point you even realize you've taken too much but think what is the harm in a little more, or I've already fucked myself up so who cares, or you just get that glazed look in your eyes and are chasing that feeling and just. don't. care. about the logic that your wrecking your body. You know it, you don't care. Its also a recipe for disaster if you are a pro bodybuilder and your identity is tied to being buff.