Have you ever tried to bluepill yourself in order to be happy/normal? How did it work out?

I try my best to be just a normal civic nationalist, and I'm able to carry myself as such, but every so often reality smacks me in the face and I'm reminded it all needs to be burnt to ashes

>>513484759 (OP)
Try harder racism is dumb

>>513484846
I wish it was just racism

>>513484846
lmao nigger

>>513484759 (OP)
>Have you ever tried to bluepill yourself

>>513484759 (OP)
I tried to embrace Christianity for a while, but then I realized how weak it has become as a religion.
I'm thinking of praying 5 times a day now, but I've been too lazy so far.

>>513484759 (OP)

monster energy drink feeling

>>513484980
the babykiller has a point
one look at Zion and I would have been gobbling bluepills

>>513484759 (OP)
Truth is I did, why I strive for this disfunctional status quo, what you don't get make to much sense for someone else

>>513484759 (OP)
Sadly redpilling is irreversible short of a lobotomy, once you see through the lie you can’t pretend it’s the truth

>>513484759 (OP)
you can achieve a more authentic form of "happiness," now

>>513484990
don't do it. I did and it is shit. Psychologically, you will feel their brown ignorance pulling you down to their level. It is under the guise of being 'open hearted' and 'fearful of God'. Before long you will kid yourself into believing in jinn, a convoluted model of the soul and the excellence of an iron age ascetic highwayman.
And if you do anyway, start saving up the $70,000 you need for going to Mecca, you are obligated to ((pilgrimage)) once in your life otherwise you can't cross the Sirat bridge to heaven and fall into Hell below. LOL.

>bluepill
>happy

why would I be a satanists who fucks trannies and hates jesus, yikes.

>>513484759 (OP)
Many many times but I can never get over the existential horror of dysgenics and inferior races.

>>513484759 (OP)
There are no bluepills to be had where I came from.

>>513484759 (OP)
I swallowed my first redpill in 2014 there's is no coming back,Once you see the the strings pulled behind the magician curtain you can't un see it.

>>513487229
Honestly if you think it's all just dajoos you still are bluepilled

>>513484759 (OP)
>Have you ever tried to bluepill yourself in order to be happy/normal?
isn't that just what religion is?

>Have you ever tried to bluepill yourself

>>513489337
Its dajoos, freudian hysteric millenial women who hate their own familys because their incapable of birthing their own, selfish boomers, anti white whites, bought and blackmailed politicians, simps who enforce judeo-matriarchal society, the inferiourity complexi of shitskins and ofcourse constant bot farms and AI pushing narratives

>>513484759 (OP)
No I haven't. Instead I have stopped throwing my trash in the bin.
I now empty it on my way to the supermarket and other places I go.
If you aren't making the lives of the goyim nigger cattle as unpleasant as possible you aren't really a bad goy.

>>513485173
Is relative, what is true today will be a lie tomorrow

Like the cia

>>513484990
Christ is in your heart, not the "religion" others follow.

>>513484759 (OP)
I refuse to. I get it: being a normie that says the socially polite thing and being a man that kowtows to women and niggers and every other stupid humiliation ritual society has created to keep people in line has its benefits. Social acceptance, better work opportunities, maybe some dumb broad that can divorce rape you at any moment. Pass. I'm a loner, Dottie. A rebel. I'm never kneeling, I'm not putting up the rainbow flag, and the fuck if I will ever support nonsense feminist shit. I'll be alone forever and be an outcast before I give up my dignity.

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