>>513594945 (OP)yes
I'm too mentally ill to do my own things consistently though
so I watch everything on repeat
I literally do nothing else for recreation besides
>browse /pol>watch reruns>masturbate sometimes>play some vidya I'm not really interested in - just endgame grindThere's so much I know how to do
I have the raw ability to learn
I use to have interests and find things interesting enough to pursue
I have done things people say God Damn I'm Impressed, and it's just a passion project
ut there is no more passion
I have like 4 friends across 4 states
That means 1 local friend, but we don't hang out anymore, just text memes now and again, albeit rarely
I want to see a happening
I am too comfy to die for a cause - actually making a happening
or even rock the boat for cause
I don't do anything
yet I'm tired
I'm content
but not happy
comfy
but it'slike being in bed but you always feel like you have to pee
sometimes a lot
mostly just a little but it's annoying because you know you can't fully relax
killing time here because the rest of life is either boring or hard or expensive and just a lot of work and consistent work at that, besides the 9 - 5
working remote barely leave the house for more than groceries
I hate most people
I don't even feel depressed - I know what that is
just old and tired
why would you even want to participate